JOURNAL OF A LISTENER TO GOD
Part 2

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He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being taught. (Isaiah 50:4)

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INTRODUCTION

Let Your praises pour forth in this book, Lord, as you and I write it together. Let it be Your love letter to those who read the book. And let them encounter You as a Person as they read this book...a Person who loves them and wants to meet with them also, as You do with me. Let this book give them a spiritual pathway to follow on their own personal journey to know You, Jesus, to hear from You, and to encounter You in a close, living, and loving relationship.

I offer this book in humility, knowing that our relationship with God is a deeply personal thing.  Each one of us is unique and special, and so is our relationship with God. I offer only what I have experienced or heard, praying it will be a blessing and encouragement to each person who reads this book.  (Words in italics are words that came to me from the Holy Spirit as I listened to Him.)

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1. “Just as in the natural there is an eye, or center, of quiet in the midst of every hurricane, so it is in the realm of the Spirit. There is a refuge to which we can turn from the storms and pressures of life. Just as there was a progression in Moses’ tabernacle from the outer court to the Most Holy Place, so there is within every believer a progression through the tempests of life into a place of quiet communion in the Spirit. That is the place where God dwells, and in Him there is perfect peace.” (From Jim Goll’s book Wasted On Jesus, page 85)

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And just recently in my Quiet Time He was guiding me to picture myself in the “eye” of the hurricane with the winds of this world going on around me, but being at peace and calm in the middle of it all. Then I read this by Jim Goll. Interesting!

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“God has placed a river of living water--His Spirit--inside each of us. He wants that river to pour forth from us even more than we want it to. The way we tap into that river is by entering the center of quiet. There we can pray that not a trickle but a gusher of living water will pour out, that we might be a well-watered garden and a pool of refreshing where others can come and renew themselves in the life-giving flow of the Lord." (From Jim Goll’s book Wasted On Jesus, page 87)

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It will be like fire in your bones that must be expressed, My child, like a pressure inside which must come out. And this will flow primarily in your writing, but sometimes by speaking it too...like at your LIFE group in prayer time. I’ve started you out with a few words, and you have been faithful to speak those few words. Now, later, I will increase what I cause to flow through you. Look for that, but don’t “make any up” on your own, just speak what I put in you, whether it is one word, or a whole flow of words. When I stop giving you words, then you stop speaking them, ok? 

Yes. Keep reminding me as I need it, Lord.

I will. I want to use you to speak My words, but first I had to stop you from speaking your own words and making up things yourself that you wanted for that person or situation out of your human reasoning. Now you have shut that down to almost nothing. Now I can begin to pray through you My way.

Yes, Lord, that is what I want - not my human prayers, but your divine prayers running through me like a stream of water gushing forth. I want to speak ONLY Your words, Lord.

I know you do and that is why you quit going to prayer meetings where you felt such pressure to say something from your human spirit. I know you can do that, but that is not what I was and am preparing you to do for Me. I want you to speak ONLY from My Spirit directly through your mouth and through your writing. There often wasn’t enough quiet in your previous prayer meetings to listen to Me and speak only from Me. So I had you quit going to them. I have My plans and purpose for you if you will “follow Me.”

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“The more time we spend praying in our “inner room,” the more our capacity for prayer will grow. The more of ourselves we yield to the Lord in prayer, the more of His heart He can entrust us with.” (From Jim Goll’s book Wasted On Jesus, page 90)

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And I do want to share more of My heart with you, My child. It is time, and you are now ready to receive more. Come to Me, expecting the “more” I have for you.

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2. Yesterday I had your pastors pray for you for a reason. It was time to move you into greater depths of prayer and intercession, even travail at times. All of this is at My instigation, not yours. It is your job to come into My presence as you have been reading about in Jim Goll’s book. It is My job to move you in prayer to where I want you to be and what I want you to pray--whatever I lay upon your heart.

Sometimes you won’t be able to write what I am saying because I will take you deeper than when you can type. But I will enable you to remember what I want you to write, IF I want you to write. Trust Me on this. Just like in dreams I want you to remember and write.

Yes, it’s time to go farther and deeper now. You have written about the past and experiences you had then to share with others. Now I want you to write about the NOW. You can put old stories and dreams into this next writing project/task but current journaling too...and mostly current journaling. I gifted you to listen to Me and write for a reason...and I will fulfill that purpose/reason.

Deeper intercession: I’ve just opened it up to you yesterday when your pastor prayed for you. And he was right that you will see more travailing - but only when I bring it. Do not try to force it upon yourself. It must come from Me to be true. Save yourself for what I put upon you.

Yes, you felt something inside your spirit yesterday wanting to be expressed. Now you are beginning to express it here in this writing and in quietness with Me. It is the expression of “something new” which I placed in you yesterday with the prayers, and imparting, and worshiping in My presence.

Worthy is the Lamb who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength and honor and glory and praise! (Revelation 5:12)

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3. The Lord brought me to “a new beginning” (in prayer) at my current church where no one assumed I was a pray-er. I could pray all I wanted to in my personal quiet times without the pressure of praying for others publicly. I could follow the Lord’s leading and only pray as He led. It was freeing.

Then came the LIFE group with W. telling me that there was prophecy inside me and I just needed to learn to release it and push past those things which would tend to hold it in. And the Lord would give me just a few words to say in prayer time at this LIFE group, and He would say to me in my mind: 

Won’t you give them the gift I’ve given you for them? I’ve given you a gift to give them. Will you hold it back and not give it for Me?

This was a whole new way of viewing the words He put in my mind during prayer time - as a gift He put in me to say for Him to the person(s) being prayed for. So last Thursday I said the words He gave me, only a few words, but I said them three different times for three different people we prayed for. What a feeling I had done what He wanted me to do and that there just may have been power in those words because they were His words!

Now He did something new in me yesterday when Pastor prayed for me. I felt like something was “inside” me after that. I wanted to release it, but the time wasn’t right. He told me to wait until this morning and He would help me understand what new was in me. So I am writing down the ideas coming in my Quiet Time now.

I am looking forward to the “something new,” and trust it is built on a different foundation of prayer than what I formerly experienced. I trust it is now built on listening to Him and praying only what He leads me to pray - and resisting any pressure to make up prayers in my human mind.

Thank You, God, for this “something new!” I want it. I say “yes” to You for it and want to receive it, and DO receive it, in Jesus’ name.

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“The point I am making is simply that the more time we spend praying in our “inner room,” the more our capacity for prayer will grow. The more of ourselves we yield to the Lord in prayer, the more of His heart He can entrust us with.” (From Jim Goll’s book Wasted On Jesus, page 90)

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4. A Vision

The Lord had me go to the upper room and unplug the phone and shut the door for a “deeper quiet time" this morning. I saw a bluebird fly over my head from left to right. It was carrying something, I guess a seed, in its mouth. Bird represents the Holy Spirit; blue represents Spiritual, Spiritual gift, divine revelation, heavenly visitation. The seed represents the Word of God.

So the bluebird represents that I am sending My Holy Spirit to fly over your head with a gift, revelation and/or visitation that will implant My Word into you better for it to grow. After it is implanted and full-grown, I will tell you when to give it out to others.

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5. Just this: that in preaching the gospel I may offer it free of charge, and so not make use of my rights in preaching it.  (1 Corinthians 9:18)

That is for you. You are to offer your “preaching” in the book for free, so as not to make use of your rights in preaching it. If someone sends something to you because I prompted them to do it, accept it with thanksgiving, but don’t ask or expect.

Nobody should seek his own good, but the good of others. (1 Corinthians 10:24)

That is why you are writing the book and taking off all these months of earning money by your work - for the good of others who will read this book and be ministered to by it.

So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God. (1 Corinthians 10:31)

You are doing this for My glory, not yours, and that’s one reason it is offered free to others. It WILL bring glory to Me as I will quicken it to those who read it - some part of it will be quickened to each person who reads it, in some way. I WILL use it for My glory and for My kingdom work.

For I am not seeking my own good but the good of many, so that they may be saved. (1 Corinthians 10:33)

And that is the ultimate purpose of the book, so many may be saved and discipled through it.

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6. I gave you visions for awhile to awaken you to the seer quality I have put in you. Then I stopped the visions (and you wondered why) to awaken you to dreams and interpreting them. Now I am ready to do both in you at the same time. I started with the “vision” of the bluebird flying from left to right over your head with a seed in his mouth. That represents My Holy Spirit coming over you from the spiritual to the natural realm and carrying My Word in His mouth to deposit in you as a divine visitation or divine impartation. It’s time for both now.

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7. (Lots of lightning and thunder during the night and this morning)

The prince of the power of the air is showing his displeasure in the natural for the stirrings in the spiritual realm taking place at your church this last few days. Lots of new levels of discerning and imparting and power were decreed and declared and went out into people -- and it stirred the heavenlies. There will be more Sunday. This all goes toward making the “shaking” happen that I told you about when the forces of good and evil clash as each gets stronger on the earth.

About your finances - keep praying for them to come in. Contend in the heavenlies for those finances as Satan wants to stop you by stopping those finances from coming in. He is the one who tries to convince you that you don’t deserve to get financial help and need to go get a job. He doesn’t want you giving yourself full-time to My work/destiny for you. Know this, and respond accordingly. Pray for the finances on the basis of My Word.

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8. Today I am remembering a vision picture the Lord gave me many years ago. In this vision when I walked from out of the ocean to the shore Jesus was waiting there for me, and He handed me a treasure. I’m wondering if I am to pray for this vision to be fulfilled now.

Interpretation: I come “out of the ocean” of people and separate myself to find the Lord on the shore. He comes to me and brings His treasure - His treasure being Himself and His provision, all He has belongs to me. I only need to seek Him for it, for it comes through Him - no matter how it appears to come in the natural.

I gave up my job and set myself apart unto the Lord and came to Lee’s Summit under His direct guidance. I wrote, with the Holy Spirit, the book He guided me to do. I now await and pray for the next step in this journey of faith...the publication of the book and the provision for my living expenses, as well as guidance for what to do next in the process. All of this I pray for answers to now.

And I say YES to your prayers. YES! I will guide you to the next step for you to do. I will make your provision (which I already have planned and stored up for you) known to you very soon. Keep on standing by faith. And I told you I already had the publisher planned for your book, and I do. Just because you haven’t seen it yet doesn’t mean it isn’t real. It is. And it won’t be long until you will see it come about and you will know another of HIS MARVELOUS DEEDS that you can declare. But the struggle to see this come about will be recorded in your journal for others to read about. Maybe I want it (the provision) so out of the unknown that no one else can take credit for this provision. I want it to be clearly by Me and Me alone.

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9. (Job’s friend says:) “Submit to God and be at peace with him; in this way prosperity will come to you.  (Job 22:21)

Is this a word to me today, Lord? I am looking for Your way for me today...for how I am to receive the provision You have promised me if I will follow You, quit My job in Columbia, and come here to Lee’s Summit, MO, and write the book you put in my heart to write. 

I need new revelation, Lord. I do not know what step to take next...what to do, how to act in light of the end of the provision that got me here to LS and kept me provided for until now. I need Your guidance and help to know what to do next. You guided me to pray for a certain amount a month to be provided for me to live on. Right?

Yes, that’s right.  I guided you to pray for that and tithe an offering toward it. It’s all stored up here in your heavenly bank account.

I have done all this, Lord, and have followed the directions You gave me. Now I am almost out of funds to live on, and I seek You, Lord, for direction as to what to do next. Do you want me to seek a job here in Lee's Summit?

No, My child, no job in Lee's Summit. I have given you a job to do for Me -- to listen to Me and write what I tell you. You have been faithful to that, and I will be faithful to pay you your wages, as I promised I would if you follow Me.

Then why is it so hard to see that provision, Lord? Why doesn’t it show itself to me? Do I have to use up the last penny You’ve given me before You provide the first penny of the “provision?” 

The answer to that is “yes,” My child. Go ahead and use up all that I’ve given you so far, then I will provide more. That is one of My principles: give out all that I’ve given you and then I will refill you with more. Give and it shall be given unto you.

Even in paying bills, Lord?

Yes, even in paying bills. Go ahead and pay all the bills left for this month; then I can give you more. I want My funds flowing through you, not sitting in a bank account waiting to be used. I want what I give you flowing through your usage. What I give always flows, isn’t stagnant.

The idea of a large amount of money in a savings account with a certain amount being transferred to my checking account each month -- that was my idea, not Yours?

Correct. Your thoughts are not My thoughts in this case. Your “savings account” is in Me, in heaven, under My authority and governorship. I oversee your account with Me and I disperse it when it is the right time for it to come--and in the right way.

You see, you DO have a large amount in a savings account, but I’m keeping that account here in heaven so it won’t be destroyed by the things yet to come on earth. It represents all that you need for the rest of your life here on earth. It is all yours when it is needed. At that time I will transfer what you need to your earthly account for you to draw on.

You have an account for me in heaven with you, Jesus?

Yes. And I oversee it, and manage it...not earthly people. I am the great overseer of your account. I will never let it fail or be lost, or lose its value. I do not trust your heavenly bank account to earthly overseers. It is here. It is viable. It is available, and I disperse funds from it when it is the right time. You do not need it yet (even though you feel anxious about it) until you have used all I have given you.

Is this the way it works?

This is the way it works.

You’d rather give it to me each month, then, than have some stored up in an earthly bank account that I fall back on or trust in?

Yes, that is correct. I will disperse your heavenly bank account funds - when I decide, in the way I choose, and in a way that blesses not only you, but others as well. I do more than one thing each time I act. I bless more than one person and/or accomplish more than one purpose. I will do that with you, too. I did that yesterday with E. buying your lunch. I blessed him, too, mightily.

Thank You. I pray for that blessing for him, Lord. That was so kind of him to buy my lunch when I didn’t have money to buy it.

You see, your need became his blessing as well as yours.

Accept instruction from his mouth and lay up his words in your heart. (Job 22:22)

And that is what you are doing just now...accepting instruction from My mouth and laying up My words in your heart. My words are life and truth, and they show you the way. I AM the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one comes unto the Father but by Me.

If you return to the Almighty, you will be restored. If you remove wickedness far from your tent and assign your nuggets to the dust, your gold of Ophir to the rocks in the ravines, then the Almighty will be your gold, the choicest silver for you. (Job 22:23-25)

You see, you have to use up your gold, your nuggets, your money (assign it to the dust and rocks). Then I will be your gold and silver...real gold and real silver as well as wisdom and knowledge. Isn’t this what you want?

Yes, Lord, that is what I want...You to be my real gold and silver as well as wisdom and knowledge.

I see that “wickedness” is doing things in a way that is not Your way--in an unrighteous way. I have been “holding on” to the little money left in my bank account, clinging to it in fear there wouldn’t be more coming in, and trusting in it rather than You, Lord. Please forgive me. Thank You for showing me this.

Surely then you will find delight in the Almighty and will lift up your face to God. You will pray to him, and he will hear you, and you will fulfill your vows.  (Job 22:26-27)

Those vows are your commitments to pay. You will fulfill those. In other words, you will pay your bills each month from your heavenly bank account -- as you use up what is already withdrawn.

What you decide on will be done, and light will shine on your ways. When men are brought low and you say, ‘Lift them up!’ then he will save the downcast. He will deliver even one who is not innocent, who will be delivered through the cleanness of your hands.”   (Job 22:28-30)

And this process of listening to Me and following Me will eventually cause the rest of that stated: 

1. You will pray to Me and I will hear you, and you will fulfill your vows (bills)

2. What you decide on (decree, declare) will be done

3. Light will shine on your ways.

4. When you pray for others who need bringing up, I will save them

5. Even the person who is not clean and innocent will be delivered by Me through the cleanness of your hands, for I will listen to and answer your prayers.

This is quite a promise, Lord!!! 

Yes, but it is true. When you get in right relationship with Me, then I hear and answer your prayers like this!

Wow! Thank You!

Job: “But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold. My feet have closely followed his steps; I have kept to his way without turning aside. I have not departed from the commands of his lips; I have treasured the words of his mouth more than my daily bread.”  (Job 23:10-12)

That is the truth, My child, for you too. You have followed My ways as I have tested you. You will come forth as gold. Isn’t that what you want?

Yes. Thank You, Lord, for accomplishing the purposes You have put in my heart to desire...even when I didn’t know how to accomplish them. I will now, today, pay out in checks the rest of my bills for this month, knowing you will bring in more after that is done. Thank You for showing me Your way!

This lesson is for others too. I am teaching you this lesson, but you are to pass it on to others through your writing, and they will be blessed and learn from it too. That way I accomplish something in more than one person’s life, but give blessing to many through this.

Fear the Lord, you his saints, for those who fear him lack nothing. (Psalm 34:9)

Listening to Me, and following Me and My instructions, are part of “fearing Me.”

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10. A dream: In a dream I was looking for money and found 2 quarters lying on the ground and picked them up. (I seem to recall that I have looked for and found lost coins lying around in many dreams in the past. In fact, I remember finding them in lots of places where others didn’t seem to notice them.) In this recent dream I then found a stash of money folded up with some papers and took it thinking it was lost money too. Then, without reading the papers, I felt that money was “planted” in that hiding place for someone to pick up and that I should put it back for them - which I proceeded to do. 

Interpretation: Money represents power; provision; wealth; natural talents and skills; spiritual riches (i.e., faith, wisdom, spiritual gifts, etc.); authority; the strength of man (as opposed to trusting in God). Two Quarters could represent finding revelation knowledge and may represent double the amount of being holy, tried, and approved for service and works

The second part about the stash of money and papers: this may refer to a purposely planted bunch of money (by the enemy to snare me?) which is not to be taken by me. I am perhaps being warned to look carefully at any money brought to me to be sure it is what the Lord wants me to have. He will show me, as He did in this dream.

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11. I had a dream just before I woke up. In the dream I saw a group of manila files with the tabs on the upper left corner. On those tabs there were rainbows shining on each one...like the sun was shining on them to show those rainbows. It was like each folder held a “story” that was very special because of the rainbow shining on its tab corner. I sensed somehow I was getting to explore each file story. I knew these were very special.

Interpretation: My first impression is that these represent stories/events in my life that are now opening up, being revealed. Things were opened up within me for viewing and the Son is shining on those events and turning them into rainbows - the sign from God of redemption from the wickedness on the earth and from the sorrow of the time of the flood of rain. It gives a dream picture of new parts of me being opened up to view with Jesus shining on them to reveal them. I want to continue to explore those “stories” in those files. Perhaps they will be part of my next book.

I feel the dream represents or shows about the previously unknown “stories” hidden in me that are now free to be explored, and that the light of the Son is shining on my flood of sorrows and making them into rainbows...something beautiful coming out of sorrow. 

It reminds me that a speaker at our church said we needed to shut the doors on the past, and forgive things from the past, so we could go through the new door into the future. 

I want to tell you more about that dream with the rainbows. The rainbow was a sign and a promise of hope for the future. So it is with you in this dream also. I have “files” to open in your life that you know not of, have not even imagined yet, and they are good. You will delight in them as you delight when you get to see a rainbow. I love you, and I have much joy and promise ahead for you. It is My delight to do this in you and for you. 

You and I will be exploring these files further. Call them “the rainbow files.” We will look at “the rainbow files” and see what they hold for you and your future. They are good and you will be delighted with the future I have planned for you. It is just right for you and the way I have made you, and the things I have you delight in.

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12. THE SEER by James W. Goll, pg. 42 regarding prophetic writers:

 “Prophecy is not limited to the verbal and the visual; it may also come forth in written form. Although not as common perhaps as the spoken forms of prophecy, prophetic writing is just as valid. A person with this anointing is just as prophetic as anyone else. The difference is that he or she has the gift and bent to communicate more powerfully and effectively through the written word than through the spoken word.

“Over the years, I have seen many prophetic people who were awkward in front of people, but give them a pen and paper or a word processor and watch out! On the other hand, I have also seen many powerful speakers with incredible charisma and “stage presence” who could hardly jot down two sentences together coherently, much less write a book. The written word and the spoken word are quite different, and there is a prophetic anointing for each.”

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13. I saw a dove on the roof on the house across the street (which I can see from the window as I sit at the table for breakfast). It is the first one I remember seeing near this house since I moved here. Then, later, there were two doves there, just sitting and resting in the sun. I felt the message coming to me that I was to sit and rest along with You, Holy Spirit, as these doves remind me of You and Your work together with me. So I rest in You, Lord. I rest for my financial provision and for the work that You have for me to do with You today in writing and in all else this day holds.

Today’s Scripture: Let us not become weary of doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. (Galatians 6:9)

I believe this Scripture is to be an encouragement to me to not become weary and discouraged. If I don’t give up, the harvest will come at the proper time. I do not know what the “proper time” is, but You do, Lord, and I trust You for it. This harvest can be, for me, a harvest of provision for my living expenses “at the proper time” and a harvest of kingdom work being accomplished through the work we do together “at the proper time.”

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14. James Goll said in his book The Seer on page 51: “In his vision, Zechariah saw an elaborate golden lampstand with two olive trees on either side of it (Zech. 4:1-7). His first response was very intelligent. He asked the angel, “What are these, my lord?” Asking a question is a wise course of action whenever visionary revelation occurs. That is a lesson I learned from Zechariah. No matter what I see or how many times I think I may have seen it before, I always ask, “What is this, Lord?” I am confident that the same God who gives me the revelation can also interpret it for me.”

So I ask You, Lord, about the two doves I saw: “What is this, Lord?”

They are from Me, and they symbolize that I am with you, standing beside you, and that I want to remind you of that by this sign. Yes, it is a sign. Whenever you see doves, they are My sign to you and are to remind you of Me. As you are in the ark of my protection all the time, I want you to be reminded of that regularly.

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15. That the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give to you a spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of Him...that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened, so that you will know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, and what is the surpassing greatness of His power toward us who believe.  (Eph. 1:17-19a)

Today I read this from Jim Goll's book The Seer, page 55: “What is the hope of the Lord’s calling on your life? Ask him to give you a vision of it, and don’t stop asking. Keep on looking until you see it. Don’t look just for a project or for something to do; look for a vision of Him! Pray that the eyes of your heart will be enlightened and your spiritual vision enhanced. Ask that a revelatory shaft of light would enter your spirit so that you would know the hope and the expectation of good for your life. Remember that what you keep in front of your eyes is what you will become. Present your eyes, your mind, your heart--your whole self--to the Lord and ask Him to grant you the spirit of revelation. Ask Him for the vision that will sustain you.”

And I AM giving it to you, My child. You know it inside your being but just haven’t brought it to the surface too clearly yet. I will make it clearer and clearer--not just the next project you and I will do together, but the purpose and end of our work together...the hope of your calling and your inheritance in Me. I will do this.

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16. A dream: I was inside the back part of a car (like a limo with a large back section) with three men in there also. We four were sitting facing each other in the back of the car (like we would sit around a table). I didn’t recognize anyone. Two of the men (one on left and one on right) seemed like they had money. The one on my left took out a big wad of money and looked at the man on my right to see if they agreed on what they were going to do. They each seemed to agree, by their looking at each other, that they were going to give me a wad of money. I said as I saw this, “Are you going to give me some money? Then I thought that I would say, as I got out of the car after getting the money, “Now I can buy some food.”

Interpretation: The middle stranger was Jesus. The right and left strangers were His angels of provision. They agreed to bring me money for my provision. This was done through the spiritual (left) and the natural (right). This money represents the power and/or provision with which to do the ministry God has called me to. It is given into my life and ministry...and it is important. The amount is a lot but an unknown amount. The statement “Now I can buy some food” = Now I can do the work of God.

Is this correct, Lord?

Yes, My child, that is absolutely correct. It is a picture of My bringing your provision in a strange, unknown way and amount into your life.

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17. Separate yourself unto Me. I want to speak with you.

I saw you there at church this morning-praising Me and worshiping Me, and praying for the peace of Jerusalem. You are a delightful child to Me. I love you!

I know you have been waiting to hear a word from Me about your provision. Yes, it comes by My grace poured out upon you. Yes, it is mercy from Me in regard to your needs while on the earth. Yes, I am fulfilling My promises to you. 

You are My listener and writer. I have called you to this, and you have obeyed. I have tested you for this, to see if you would believe and stand believing for it, and you have passed the test. You have overcome fear of poverty and stood waiting and praising and worshiping when you haven't had money to live on this day.

You have continued to listen to Me, and write what I wanted you to write, in faithfulness. So, I am with you. I bless you. My blessing brings prosperity. I needed to strengthen you to stand even without seeing the provision, and needed you to be willing to do whatever I guided you to do. You have.

I love you, My child. I love your pure and obedient heart before Me. Now I stand with you...and I call My angels to bring you provision...those provision angels you saw in your dream and believed. Trust Me. Trust in Me. Rely upon Me. Rest in Me. I am with you. When you have Me with you, you have all you need.

I love you, My child. You ARE looking to Me just as a child does to his father. I AM your Father. I AM your Husband. I AM  your Brother in the faith. I AM your Bridegroom. I AM EVERYTHING you ever need now and ever will need later...for all the days of your life upon this earth before the rapture. I love you, and I am now pouring out My love in provision grace. Provision grace. Provision grace is what you will live in all the days of your life...and you will come to Me at the Rapture in provision grace.

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18. In your book you revealed Me and marvelous things I did in people’s lives. That’s what I want you doing, My child. I want you, as a seer, to be “seeing” Me and revealing Me to those around you, who will listen to you, who will read your writing. So keep writing today and all the days I give you. 

You were right when you wrote your pastor that what I want for you is to listen to Me and write what I show/tell you. This writing will increase, it will grow, and it will multiply. THOUGHTS AND STORIES [first book] was only the beginning for your writing days. I have many more of them for you. I want you home, here, listening to Me as you are right now. I have trained you for this and I WILL fulfill my purpose and plan for you. Trust Me. I WILL LEAD THE WAY! 

This is what I pray to the Lord today:

Who, then, is the man that fears the Lord? He will instruct him in the way chosen for him. He will spend his days in prosperity, and his descendants will inherit the land. The Lord confides in those who fear him; he makes his covenant known to them.  (Psalm 25:12-14 NIV)

May integrity and uprightness protect me, because my hope is in you. (Psalm 25:21)

For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock. (Psalm 27:5)

These (creatures) all look to you to give them their food at the proper time. When you give it to them, they gather it up; when you open your hand, they are satisfied with good things. (Psalm 104:27-28)

And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him. (Heb. 11:6) 

“For I know the plans that I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart. (Jer. 29:11-13)

Blessed is the man who listens to me, watching daily at my gates, waiting at my doorposts. For he who finds me finds life and obtains favor from the Lord. (Prov. 8:33-34)

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19. A dream: I looked out a window from inside and saw a strange looking dark dark gray cloud hanging down from the sky. The sky was mostly clear except for this cloud and maybe one other cloud the same color. But this cloud hung down almost to the ground, maybe to 6 ft above the ground. At the bottom part of the cloud there was a shape – kind of like small square blocks grouped together. I think I saw it hanging in front of a tree outside the window. I looked at it awhile because it was so strange shaped and so dark gray. But I don’t remember feeling any emotions. This scene I was looking to my right.

What does this mean, Lord?

There is trouble that has come upon you; it is threatening to you, it troubles your thoughts, it leaves you confused as to what to do and your direction is hidden, covered, and not clear. Its color indicates it is unclear, vague, not specific, hazy and hidden. The window indicates that I am giving you a glimpse or revelation into that situation you are now in. I am showing you the truth and understanding by this dream. The tree refers to your covering and that it seems square: harsh or hard right now and of the world’s ways of thinking (you must get a job in order to be provided for). You feel pressure to follow the square way of thinking-of the world. But look at what the next scene shows you...

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20. A dream: I saw another “cloud” sort of thing up in the air outside the window. A person stood outside too, a tall person. I looked up at both of them. The pillow-like cloud was 8-10 ft up in the air, and the person was 7-8 ft tall and standing between me and the cloud. This cloud was yellowish green in the center and shaped like a round pillow which has been stitched so the middle is pushed in. I saw that the face area of the person looked the same as the cloud, the same color, maybe even a similar shape. I started to say something about, “Look how that cloud and you look almost the same.” But I thought that might be offensive or hurtful to hear he looked yellow greenish, so I didn’t say it. This scene I was looking slightly to my left.

What does this mean, Lord?

The tall man is My angel standing near you. You look UP to see him. He is not someone known to you, a stranger. His face area is yellow and green and just like the cloud. This cloud is shaped like a pillow representing rest, comfort, rest for your head (thoughts, mind). The green and yellow represent LIFE and GIFT of God. These are both gifts from God. The angel is bringing them to you and this will be your new “covering” as the cloud represents. The round shape indicates this is grace, mercy, and compassion from the Lord, via His angel, to you.

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21. A dream: In another scene I looked down at my body and saw I had a yellow shirt on and a brown cardigan sweater over it.

What does this mean, Lord? 

It represents your covering as pertaining to your heart. What is covering your heart is God, a gift of Him, His righteousness. What is placed over that covering is a picture that you are repented, born again, not mortal - in that you are dead to self. So your covering, your anointing, your protection, is all Me, all God, righteous, not of self - and this is GOOD.

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22. A dream: I now think of a piece of another dream scene last night: In this I saw a yellow hand coming through something (like a veil, wall, paper, barrier, box or something) slowly and coming toward me as I watched it. It was a right hand.

So this means you had a vision of the righteous right hand of God’s power, strength, and might coming out through the veil of being hidden/concealed, and extending toward you with a gift from or of God...in regard to your deeds, labor or service.

If the Lord delights in a man’s way, he makes his steps firm; though he stumble, he will not fall, for the Lord upholds him with his hand. (Psalm 37:24)

My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me. (Psalm 63:8)

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23. I want to talk to you now. You have had dreams telling of two positions: one is square and stiff and the way the world thinks - that you must go get a job to have provision come in. The other is soft, flexible, cheering, and comforting. It is a gift from God and brought by His messengers, the angels. Which do you want?

I want the gift from You, Lord, the soft, comforting, cheering, flexible one. The yellow pillow cloud brought by Your angels.

I know you do. I asked you that so I could dialogue with you. Would you be willing to wait for it until it is the right time for it to come?

Yes, Lord.

Then wait expectantly. This is the best way. This is the way that is your destiny. This way will fulfill your purpose and desire that I have put in your heart...to listen and write for Me daily. Not work part time in a worldly job. I know you need food and money. I am well aware of that. And I will bring it to you!!! Trust Me. It will come in time to meet your needs. Do not seek further to find a job.

Here is my servant, whom I uphold, my chosen one in whom I delight. (Isaiah 42:1)

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24. You've just been through one of the hardest weeks of your life, even though I gave you My peace as you went through. You've taken the test of trusting in Me and believing in faith for what I've promised. It's been hard partly because of the similar struggle you had back in 1989-1994. 

I've been with you all the way and walked by your side as well as taking your two hands and leading you. Sometimes I've been beside you. Sometimes I've been in front leading you. Sometimes I've been overhead protecting you. All the time I've been with you.

It is now over, and the pathway is open and ready for the provision, the river of provision, to flow through to you. You will see it manifested soon, but it is already starting to come. It is on its way already. It is coming by several channels, not just one. Doors are now open and they won't be shut because I have opened them. (Rev. 3:7)

Now listen some more, My child................

You will continue to write on your second book and continue to expect an opening for publishing the first book. The right publisher will be made known to you soon and you will know this is the right one. Then you can submit your document to them.

I will provide the money to publish this book - to self-publish it as you have been thinking - and it will be done the way I have decided it will be done. Remember, My child, it is My book too. My honor and My face are being revealed in this book too, you know. It's not your decision to be made alone. You are not alone in this; we are walking together as best friends. 

You will rejoice when this milestone comes and is passed...and you will praise Me to others for My faithfulness. I am the author of this book from beginning to end, even though it has your name on it as the author. It is I in you, the Holy Spirit in you, doing this. That way it will have great anointing, and do all I want it to do in other people's lives, and will go wherever I take it, from person to person and place to place.

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25. This morning during breakfast I saw 5 doves on the rooftop of the unfinished house across the street. They were sitting in a position with one by itself to the left, then two together, then two more together like this:  X              X X      X X.  I am writing this down because the Holy Spirit said He would tell me the significance of this after breakfast.

I am teaching you My ways, My child. I give signs to My people if they will cultivate eyes to see My signs. You have known the dove as a sign to you for many years, therefore I use that sign often in your life to show you I am thinking about you, and aware of you, and that shows you My love and caring.

This is the significance of those doves. First of all five means grace, and can also refer to your service or works. So they are a sign that I am pouring out My grace upon your service to Me. The single dove stands for beginning, so this is a sign that the new grace is now beginning.

The separation of the doves in the order you described means: 1, 2, 2. This refers to the beginning (1) of being separated (2) out unto Me, and that separation is double (2, 2) and set, definite, for sure.

Doves can also represent peace. Your portion is peace and that peace is My grace gift to you.

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26. There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven. (Eccl. 3:1)

There was a time for your father’s life, and a time for your mother’s life on this earth. Now is the time for your life on this earth. There will come a time when that earth life is over. Where you go and what you do after this earth life is determined by your choices in this earth life. It’s your choice. It’s your daily choice. Daily you decide what is first in your life and what is important to you. On the basis of these decisions your next life is decided and determined. I want you to know how important your daily decisions are. They ARE important. Each day’s decisions and actions are built on the previous day’s decisions and actions. They build toward the building in which you live and function. What do you want to build with your life? Think about it and act daily toward that goal.

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27. But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart. (Luke 2:19)

Just go with the idea that it is a time of learning. Watch and see what I do and how I do it. Learn of Me through these healing teams. You are not expected to “do” anything right now. You will only “do” something when I lead you to, remember? Do not be afraid. Just keep treasuring up all these things and pondering them in your heart - and asking Me about what you see and how I want you to understand what you see. This is a school of learning about praying for the sick that I want you to go through. You are not the leader, but are the follower - of them and of Me.

OK, Lord, tell me what I saw there (at the healing rooms prayer time).

You saw people loving the sick one and his family. You saw them give the very best they had to give, which was Me, My Word, and My prayers through them. That’s what they sacrifice their time and efforts to do, to share Me. They are a great blessing to the sick ones. Their caring shows the sick ones they are important to them, and therefore, to Me also. I go with the prayer team on every one of their visits. And they WILL see results from their prayers!

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28. In a dream I seemed to be driving on the right side of a two-lane highway, then I went into the passing lane. I saw a car coming straight toward me and knew I needed to do something to get out of its way. It somehow seems the name John Ritter is in my mind this morning also. I think he is a country singer or actor or both.

Interpretation: Driving a car may mean my ministry or person. Going into the passing lane may mean going ahead too fast/before it’s the Lord’s timing. Or it may mean stepping out of the usual place/natural place (right lane) into a potentially dangerous place/spiritual place (passing lane where other cars might hit me). Another car coming toward me may mean I’m heading for a crash with someone else’s person or ministry unless I correct my position and return to the right lane. Or it may mean there is opposition coming against me for stepping into the spiritual realm. The name John Ritter may refer to listening to “the Singer” which is the Holy Spirit. Country singer may mean simplifying things or going back to my country roots.

Now do you want to hear what it does mean?

Yes, Lord, I want to hear from You.

I want you to know that I gave you this dream and it shows/means your car (ministry) is going quickly and it is in the proper lane (right lane) which refers to the natural lane, the natural way of doing things. But when you go into the left lane (the spiritual side) you have possible opposition coming against you. Since your ministry right now is writing books for Me and with Me, I want you to realize there is opposition from the enemy who doesn’t want these books published and put forth for others to read. We will battle this opposition together, and these books WILL be published at precisely the right time. Pray for this, as this is My will.	

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29. Yesterday I listened to part of “Praise The Lord” show on Trinity Broadcasting Network. One speaker said something to this effect: “We don’t create something with our prayers. We call down to earth what is already in heaven.”

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights.  (James 1:17)

Don’t worry about the disease you wondered if you have. You may look it up on the web. If you think you have it, then just ask Me to heal it. I have ALL your healing needs already met in heaven, and you can call it down to earth. I am teaching you that, and I will keep teaching you how to do that.

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30. Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on Thee, because he trusts in Thee. (Isa. 26:3 KJV)

Center in, center in, center in on Me....I want you to center in, My child, center in so I can speak to you.

I love you, and I am pouring out My love on you. My love isn’t expressed in the way you expect it. You expect it to come with blessings, provision, visions, wonders, miracles, etc. I am blessing you by teaching you to stand firm in the midst of difficulty, stand firm when the provision is delayed beyond what is comfortable for you. Stand firm, and wait for Me, trusting in Me, even though you don’t understand what I am doing. Trust Me, My child, trust Me always. I AM doing good things for you. You just don’t see them yet. You will eventually. They will come. They are already here, beside Me, here in heaven. I am holding them in store for you, and will release them soon. Wait for Me in trust and worship and praise and thanksgiving. Praise, wait, worship, trust, give thanks: that’s the way I want you to stand.

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31. Good morning, Lord! I love you!

And I love you, My child, My loved one. Know this - that I will always love you.

Thank you for another day of life, Lord. You are my life.

Now I want you to just sit and wait on Me, center in on Me, focus on Me right now.

Gaze upon Me.

Look up, write out, pray and proclaim Scriptures on provision:

“Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the Lord Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it.” (Malachi 3:10)

For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless. (Psalm 84:11)

A good man obtains favor from the Lord. (Proverbs 12:2)

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life. (Psalm 23:1, 5, 6)

Fear the Lord, you his saints, for those who fear him lack nothing. (Psalm 34:9)

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. (Matt. 6:33)

And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus. (Phil. 4:19)

For the Lord has chosen Zion, he has desired it for his dwelling...I will bless her with abundant provisions. (Psalm 132:13, 15)

Our help is in the name of the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth. (Psalm 124:8)

“Because he loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.” (Psalm 91:14-15)

If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so I may know you and continue to find favor with you. (Exodus 33:13)

He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers. (Psalm 1:3)

Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. (Psalm 37:4)

What you decide on will be done, and light will shine on your ways. (Job 22:28) 

Thou shalt also decree a thing, and it shall be established unto thee; and the light shall shine upon thy ways. (Job 22:28 KJV)

The Lord will open the heavens, the storehouse of his bounty, to send rain on your land in season and to bless all the work of your hands. (Deut. 28:12)

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32. I spoke the Scriptures listed above and declared them.

I hear your declarations, and I say yes to you. Yes to every declaration you made according to My Word. My Word has life, and that life is going forth on your declarations to bring about what you declared.

I am with you. I will be with you this day and throughout this conference. I will teach you and impart to you all that is in My heart for you. You will be a different person after this conference, and areas that were before closed will be open for you. What I open no one can shut.

I am taking you slowly, and at My pace, to bring you into the fullness I have for you because I know how much you can contain without being spoiled, ruined, by having so much. I know what’s best for you, and I do it.

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven. (Eccl. 3:1)

I will go with you to the conference and teach you all the good things I now have for you. You just watch to see where I am working and join Me. I will guide you. Ask Me if you have any questions about what you are to receive prayer for or imparting for.

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33. In my dream last night: The grass died due to lack of watering. I was growing flowers of various kinds in different places. Someone came and asked to see my newest flower. I showed them this purple flower which was just starting to bloom.

Interpretation: 
The old flesh has been allowed to die. The new flowers of glory are now blooming and are royal, majestic. I sent My messenger, angel, to inquire about your newest flower (glory) and it was noble and majestic. It was beautiful. It refers to your book you are now working on, and telling you how I see it. Even if you never see it published, it is still noble, and it is a gift of romance from Me. I am romancing you as I write with you. I am drawing you closer to Myself. This is good. 

But it will be published at the right time - My time. You just hold yourself ready and keep watching for the “right time” as I reveal it. It will not necessarily be the time you think would be good, but it will be the time I think it will be good. I know the whole plan, the whole picture, and I place each piece in the picture at the right time. You just keep going, and looking to Me, and following Me. Your piece of the picture will come forth and be placed in the picture at just the right time. Trust Me on this.

Your purpose is not to push for it to be published (assuming failure if it isn’t). No, that is My job - to publish the book if and when I want to.

When I led you to come here in April, it took until July for all to be prepared for your moving. The book was written in August-September, but it may take awhile for all to be ready for its publication. Let Me be in charge of that. You just relax, and enjoy Me, and spend time with Me, letting Me romance you, like that newest flower.

Whatever comes, pray and seek Me until you have absolute peace about it.

You are a prophetic writer for Me. I will teach you, and you will share what I teach you with others. Not on the same level as Paul Keith Davis, but on a level the people I want to reach through you will read and understand.

This is the day of new beginnings. This is the time of fulfillment of your destiny and legacy.

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34. Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. (Psalm 27:14)

When I asked the Lord about pain I was having:

It’s Fibromyalgia. Other women on your mom’s side of the family had it but didn’t know what made them hurt. Now you have a name for it and many in your generation have it. It’s been around for many years but, as many things are right now, is increasing in scope and number of people and severity. Pray against this generational curse and break it’s stronghold on you and your daughter. Then place My blood over you both and protect yourselves from it ever returning.... Now it’s finished. Expect to see dramatic changes in how you feel and how your daughter feels. It’s done. Even if you have doubts or are in unbelief it is gone. I have done it!

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35. This is your time, the time of the harvest of your destiny. Take it and cling to it. Don’t let anyone or anything stop you from fulfilling your destiny. I have grown that destiny seed in you until this time and for the purpose I have called you to. It is NOW. It is being fulfilled right now. Do not let it go. I started this and I will finish it. Just trust Me in this and wait for Me to fulfill it. Five books, that is what I want you to write for Me. I will tell you what to put in those books and you write them for Me. OK?

You have My favor and I will take care of all your needs. Do not despair, and do not give up when it is tough. I will refresh you when needed, and I will strengthen you all along the way. I have called you to this journey/walk and you have said yes. We will do this together!

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36. I’m now reading Todd Bentley’s email teaching on Apostolic Decrees of Justice, about the heavenly court, and about how God has given us power through the prophetic decree, and how the angels heed the voice of our word in bringing about God’s divine judgment and justice.

You see, first I had to teach you to quit praying words out of your soul, and listen to and speak ONLY what I show you. Then I could teach you about heavenly decrees that you can speak and they will bring about judgment and cause justice to rule. I didn’t want you to speak your words carelessly, but only My words which I give you, because words are important, active, alive, and bring about results. This is the way you contend (not strive): You listen to what I tell you to pray and you pray it in My name.

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37. Lord, shine Your light into my soul and show me the things (iniquities) I need to repent of. I want to be clean before You and free from hindrances. 

Ok, every time you feel that “hardness” come up within you, stop and seek Me for what it is. It is really self-centered thinking and actions. Since I want you Christ-centered, rather than self-centered, I show you a sign, a clue, that something is amiss. When you see or feel that sign, stop and ask Me what to do. Yes, you were tired yesterday and it affected your relationship with your friend. Tiredness often brings out situations where self-centeredness shows up.

This is another lesson in the circumstances of life. That’s why You put us here on earth: so we could learn, in the circumstances of life, valuable lessons in character so we can grow to be more like You, Jesus.

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38. In a dream last night: 2 rabbits were eating the rhubarb in Mom’s garden. I saw the bites taken out of the stalks of rhubarb. Then each rabbit pulled the whole plant out of the ground and left it lying there. The plant had a big bulb as a root. The rabbits left. I was trying to describe and draw a picture of 2 different things the man could put up by the rhubarb to scare the rabbits away: 1. a doll painted on wood, cut out, staked there to look like a person and/or 2. Two aluminum pie pans with metal wire through the middle, staked there to rattle.

Interpretation: Two refers to dividing or judging. Rabbits refer to an increase or fast growth. The rhubarb refers to fruit.  Mom’s garden refers to the Church and its ministry. Seeing the bites taken out of the fruit refers to eating or partaking of something and chewing refers to meditating on it, receiving wisdom from it. The plant had a big bulb as a root. This root can refer to an attitude or hidden sin, or it could refer to a positive root such as steadfastness, or being unmovable.

There’s going to be an increase, a fast growth, and multiplication in judging/discerning the fruit of others in the Church. This will include eating, chewing on, meditating on the fruit of people and exposing the root attitudes which were hidden. I will try to work with others to offer suggestions on helping deal with those roots/attitudes 

Now, about the dream interpretation: You did see the picture of the rabbits eating rhubarb through a window, and it does show you a revelation I want you to see and understand. You are being separated out (2) for a ministry (eating) of displaying the fruit (rhubarb)...eating it and displaying the eating (as you saw the bites out of the rhubarb) and to pull up fruit (could be good or bad fruit) to display the roots (attitudes) out of which they are growing - attitudes which were hidden underground but are now being exposed by your increasing (rabbits) ministry to others. You come into a situation, eat (and discern) the fruit, expose the root attitudes, then leave. 

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39. The slothful man roasts not that which he took in hunting [he does not meditate on and act upon the revelation knowledge he receives from his studies of the Word of God], but the substance of a diligent man is precious. (Proverbs 12:27)

Am I a slothful man, Lord?

You are to the extent that you don’t meditate on and act upon the revelation knowledge you receive from studying the Word. What revelation knowledge did you receive last night?

Lee read the Scripture from Psalm 103 

Bless the Lord, O my soul; and all that is within me, bless his holy name! Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquities, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the Pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good as long as you live so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s. (Psalm 103:1-5 RSV)

As Lee read the words: “Bless the Lord,” the Holy Spirit spoke to me that I bless the Lord by loving the people He wants to love. It meant to me that, as I love others He wants to love, I am blessing Him...that I am doing His work, working for Him. And that blesses Him.

Wouldn’t it bless you if you wanted to do something, and someone else did it for you, in your name, for your honor and glory?

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40. Maybe I am in the wrong ministry (HHR: Heartland Healing Rooms – a ministry at my church).

Maybe, but this was a place to start. You have learned from it, and the experience may help you find an even better place for you - counseling. Didn’t I mention Christian Education and Counseling to you many years ago? Now it’s time to harvest that destiny plan for you - in Christian Education and Counseling. Wasn’t that what the book (Thoughts and Stories) was about? (Thoughts and Stories was the first book I wrote in this series.)

Then where do I do ministry here?

Keep growing and letting Me guide you. I will get you there. For right now stay in the HHR ministry and I will continue to teach you there. You will learn a lot through them. I still have a lot to teach you and you can share these teachings step by step with your readers, and they will receive teaching and counsel through what I show you, and you, in turn, write for them to read.

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding. (Proverbs 9:10)

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41. The Lord tells me today that I don’t need to worry about when my books will be published. He has a perfect timing when that will happen. He might even have me write all 5 books He has said He wants me to write before He publishes any of them. I am to keep writing and following Him, and praying for the books to be published at the right time, and praying for the people who will read those books. Those prayers are going up before Him and being kept in golden vials until the right time for them to be opened and answered. (As Perry Stone taught this week on Manna Fest about the incense going up before God and kept in containers there until the time the Lord chooses to answer them). He reminded me of those Dead Sea scrolls that were written thousands of years ago, yet they were “opened” at the right time and brought great blessing and understanding to those who read them. He also said He might have a different way of publishing my books than what I have pictured, and He might distribute them through bookstores instead of my giving them away. I have been obedient to the picture He has given me, and He may also follow through with that plan (of self publishing and giving them away). I am to just keep listening to Him, following Him, and daily walking the way He leads me.

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42. As I wrote the date 11-15 on the top of this page, I had an inner sense that this was a special day somehow. The Spirit says it is special (but I don’t know why) because of something which is being brought from heaven down to earth this day, but I might realize some of it later.

Bob Sorge wrote:

“Intimacy precedes insight. Passion precedes purpose. First comes the secret place, then comes divine guidance. God doesn’t simply want to get you on the right path, He wants to enjoy you throughout the journey.

“God’s primary desire for your life is not that you discover His will and walk in it; His primary desire is that you draw near to Him and come to know Him....And then He desires that from that knowing relationship there comes a tender walking together in His purposes.

“Pursuing a knowing relationship with God in the secret place is not only the smartest thing you’ll ever do, it’s also one of the greatest keys to discovering your highest destiny in God.”  (Secrets of the Secret Place, Bob Sorge, p 32-33)

I am with you, My child, and I love you. Yes, I gave My life so that we could have this intimate relationship and communicate with each other all the time, as we do. I wanted it for you, and I wanted it for Me. You can know how important this relationship is to Me by looking at what I paid for it...My life.

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43. (Regarding the books I am writing) It is not quite time to publish them yet. They are not needed yet in the way I expect them to be needed when it is time to publish them. That’s why, if you publish them now, it will need to be self-publishing. But, at the right time, there will be a publisher who will WANT to publish all your books and put them out for others to read who, at that time, find they are just what they need to read. So save them up for My perfect publishing time, whether it’s during your lifetime on this earth or not. Put them in the blue notebooks and label them. Also keep them on computer diskettes and on your computer and your daughter’s computer. They will be found or discovered at the right moment, whether by you or by others.

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44. “One of the greatest secrets to intimacy with God is to come to Him as your only source of help and hope. ‘Lord, in this situation I have no Plan B--no other options to default to if You don’t come through. You are the only one who can help me!’ He loves it when you look to Him alone for deliverance. And the inverse is also true: His jealousy is kindled when we entertain other saviors.” (Bob Sorge, Secrets of the Secret Place)

I can see now that I had been keeping (and saying sometimes) that if the Lord didn’t come through with provision, I could get a job as a church secretary or something. I did have a plan B. He said “no job” to me, so that was taken away--so I really have no plan B. And I believe that is what He wants--no plan B. Am I right, Lord?

Yes, you are right. I am your sole provider, even though I am using your daughter to help ease your way in this plan I have. You see, it is just as important for her to have you here as for you to have her here - to help you have a home to live in - even if only temporary. It would have been much more difficult, if not impossible in your eyes, to move to Lee’s Summit without her here.

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45. “These are consecrated believers who have found favor in the Lord’s sight and allowed Him to purge, purify, and cleanse them spirit, soul, and body. Their sole desire will be to embody the living Word and steward Heaven’s agenda and Christ’s motives. The spirit of wisdom and revelation will rest upon this body and bring understanding of the Kingdom’s mysteries and the great and mighty things we have previously not known. (Paul Keith Davis, Books of Destiny, pg 163)

And you are part of that body of believers. You are commissioned to carry a part of the revelation of wisdom and knowledge to this age. Your books are the carriers of the wisdom and knowledge I am giving you day by day. It’s your part, the part I have for you to do. So keep writing and listening to Me daily so your part can be completed. I am going to reveal Myself to the world now and you are one I am using to do that. I have trained you for that all these years.

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46. Interesting! I was reading in Isaiah 44:14-20 and misread one line. It said: “And no one considers in his heart.” I read it as if it said: “And no one considers His heart.”

Immediately the Lord began to show me that “considering His heart” is loving Him, just as “considering others’ hearts” (feelings) is loving them. I want to draw close to Him so I can “consider His heart” every day.

Just like I said that loving someone for Me, in My place, is honoring Me. Honor and love are very closely related. Dressing up FOR ME can be honoring Me too. Seeking My face can be honoring Me too.

And when you draw near to Me, I draw near to you. I am with you always, but “drawing near” comes when YOU draw near to ME. Come close, My love! Purify your thoughts before Me and draw close to Me.

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47. Pass through, pass through the gates! Prepare the way for the people. Build up, build up the highway! Remove the stones. Raise a banner for the nations. (Isaiah 62:10)

The Lord is impressing me that this Scripture expresses what He is using my books for - to help prepare the way for the people by my passing through the gates (of experiences), then sharing that through the books. This helps prepare the way for others to come there too. It helps build up the highway and remove the stones and raise a banner for others to come the same pathway.

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48. This is what I am saying to you, My child. I am extending My scepter to you. It contains all that I am: wisdom, righteousness, humility, authority, direction, provision, grace, and anointing. 

I have already given you favor by bringing you here to Lee’s Summit to sit and listen to Me and write down what I say - THAT is My favor!

You have received My favor, and you are receiving it, and you will receive it. And you are sitting with Me on My throne and getting direction and provision from Me now. This will continue and grow to be more.

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49. The moon will shine like the sun, and the sunlight will be seven times brighter, like the light of seven full days, when the Lord binds up the bruises of His people and heals the wounds he has inflicted. (Isaiah 30:26)

Your books will be a record of the journey from the beginning in Book 1 to the most light revealed in your last. This is not just for the people now, or even in the tribulation, but also a record carried into the millennium...a record which people can read then and realize the difficulties faced by believers during the “church age.”

Previously you have thought of life up until the Rapture, and sometimes what it would be like during the tribulation. Now I want you to expand that thinking to include what life might be like during the millennium and what I might want to accomplish now for My people who will live then.

You have asked Me for a knowledge of My Word and an understanding of it. Well, I now give it to you with My scepter. It is now yours, in your heavenly treasure stored up here, and will soon be manifested to you on earth as it is in heaven...even as your healing is also here and will be soon manifested.

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50. He taught me this morning that iron sharpens iron, that I learn and grow through reading what He has taught others and they wrote, and others will learn from what He has taught me and I write.

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51. “We are standing on the threshold of the generation long foreseen by the prophets and patriarchs. The holy ones of this day will not only be granted access to the manna of Heaven but also will partake of the grace to apprehend this experiential reality. This will be the generation to whom the Lord comes by placing His foot on the land and the sea, clothed in a rainbow, and with the open book in His hand. For many generations the book (scroll) has been sealed, but the end-time body has the unimaginable promise of living in the day in which the Lord Himself will break all seven of its seals open. It is His promise to give the now-open book to His betrothed ones as hidden manna for a generation hungry to consume the reality of Heaven.” (Revelation 10)   (Paul Keith Davis, Books of Destiny, pg 176)

You see, the generation hungry to consume the reality of Heaven is almost ready to consume. I want your books ready for them to consume at the exact perfect time, and only I know that exact perfect time when people are ready for the words I am writing with you. So please be patient and know I will publish these books at the exact right time and then they will be consumed and not fall to the ground for lack of understanding them - or even of wanting them.

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52. (Paul Keith Davis, Books of Destiny, pg. 176) “One of Jesus’ great miracles was the multiplication of the fishes and loaves. This act gives us a prophetic picture of the Lord supernaturally providing bread for His hungry followers. The miraculous provision was then given to the disciples, who delivered it to the masses. The Lord took the bread and gave it a supernatural blessing; He multiplied it so that all who were hungry had more than enough. The Lord will always make a way to provide bread for those who are hungry for it.” 

And you are one of My surprise ways - one I am using to help provide food, manna, for those who are hungry - at the time they are hungry, not just anytime.

(Paul Keith Davis) “The Lord gives His victorious ones access to His mysteries when they overcome the religious structure of their day. 

That’s why I had you leave Columbia and its religious structure you knew there, and took you to a “new place” completely free of that old structure...so you could access My mysteries.

(Paul Keith Davis, pg. 177) “Entrance to this realm is gained through God’s power and revelation, which transcends the natural world. The Lord desires to open His treasuries to those who embrace every word that proceeds from His mouth.” 

You see! You embrace the words that come from My mouth into your heart and mind. You “live” on those words. I give those words to you as manna daily, and you eat them, and they sustain you. Since My words are your life, are life to you, I desire to open My treasury to you more. Then you can impart those treasury words to others to bring “life” to them also.

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53. One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple. (Psalm 27:4)

To gaze means to hear, to see, to perceive, to recognize and understand, and you are doing all of that as you FOCUS or CENTER on Me.

Where is My temple but the place where I am here in heaven. You are here, in My temple, each day when you come to Me in Quiet Time, and then as you return your attention to Me throughout the day and we talk together. You ARE seeking Me in My temple in this way.

I put that desire in your heart long ago, to want what this Scripture verse says, and made this verse especially meaningful to you - so you WOULD seek Me and desire to be with Me, because that is My destiny for you. I planned our relationship before the foundation of the world, yours and Mine, special as it is, special to you and special to Me. I WANT our relationship! I WANT you!

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54. Let’s just focus in on us, you and Me. Let’s have a nice long Quiet Time now and not deal with food. You can do without food for quite awhile; you know that. You can be ready to type what I tell you. Your typing does not disturb our communicating time together. I have made it that way for you. Remember how John the apostle wrote even while in the midst of the Revelation experience? Remember how Dale Fife wrote what I told him and showed him while “down in the well” of his revelation experiences? You can write too, as we travel our Quiet Time experiences together.

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55. THE BALL OF FIRE COMES

Then the Lord replied: ‘Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it. For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it: it will certainly come and will not delay.” (Habakkus 2:2-3)

That makes you think of the last scene in your series of visions in 1985, doesn’t it? That last scene is starting to happen now - now meaning since about 2000. It is increasing and going faster every day, and touching millions of people. It will accelerate much faster in this year. You will see it. Much will be happening in this year that I have been getting you and your daughter in place for. You will be part of it - the “much happening”. It will surely involve your church in a profound way, and you both will be part of that, as well as one-on-one with others, and also personally for each of you.

You see in your mind that “ball of fire” moving up and around, touching people here and there in the sanctuary.  If you think of that sanctuary in which you see it moving as ‘the world’ then you can see that ball of fire going around ‘the world’ and touching people and groups all over the world. That’s what the sanctuary represents - it represents where I am working around the world, in My sanctuary, the place where I am dwelling and working.

My Holy Spirit ball of fire is using and taking My people all around the world to people groups and setting them on fire for Me. 

My fire is burning!

“Is not my word like fire,” declares the Lord...?” (Jeremiah 23:29)

They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. (Acts 2:3)

...for our God is a consuming fire. (Hebrews 12:29)

I have come to bring fire on the earth...  (Luke 12:49)

...and high above on the throne was a figure like that of a man. I saw that from what appeared to be his waist up he looked like glowing metal, as if full of fire, and that from there down he looked like fire; and brilliant light surrounded him. (Ezekiel 1:27)

As I looked, thrones were set in place, and the Ancient of Days took his seat. His clothing was as white as snow; the hair of his head was white like wool. His throne was flaming with fire, and its wheels were all ablaze. A river of fire was flowing, coming out from before him. Thousands upon thousands attended him; ten thousand times ten thousand stood before him. The court was seated, and the books were opened. (Daniel 7:9-10)

This is now, My child. I am on My throne with the books open and judging the ten thousand times ten thousand (meaning all peoples) who are ‘before Me’ - as My eyes run to and fro throughout the earth. The court with Me is also seated - meaning they are also ready and waiting to judge with Me and watch Me judge the earth. The books are now open for the judgment. That judgment is like a fire coming out from before Me to the earth.

There is very little ‘time’ left for people to change positions from where they are right now.  

My fire is burning. It is making judgment throughout the earth. You (people) will either be consumed by fiery passion for Me or fiery passion for the enemy. Soon there will be no “in between.” People must choose. They chose Me or they reject Me (which means they choose to live on earth without Me). If they choose to live without Me, then they will be deceived by the enemy and will think they are right, but they will be dead wrong!

Come, My children, come to Me and be saved! I want you for Mine, but I allow you freedom to choose to live without Me. It is a sad choice to do so, a sad choice. It means you will die. There will be no ‘life’ in you for I am Life. If you have no Life, then you die.

I want My own to come to Me, and I want you to pray for that as often as I bring it to your mind. They have mostly come already, but there are a few more. 

I didn’t know it was that close, Lord.

It is. There is not much time left.

Come to Me, My children. I love you and I want you to be Mine. When I close the opportunity to choose Me, I want you to be with Me. And the opportunity will close soon. Then I will take My own to heaven to be with Me, and you (if you don’t choose Me) will be left on earth to face the judgment. Some of you will choose Me then, and I will love you for that, but you will have to ‘go through’ the judgment just the same. It is so much better if you choose Me now, before the Rapture...so much better! Come, My children and choose Me while there is still time.

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56. “Prayerlessness is the first sign of prideful independence. We begin to trim back on our secret time with God when we’re feeling great about ourselves, energetic and optimistic about our future, and confident about the path we’re taking. It’s the first sign that we’re getting full of ourselves.” (Bob Sorge in Secrets of the Secret Place, pg. 46)

“Once you see His greatness and your bankruptcy, there comes great joy in humbling yourself before the Lord....He gave it to us that we might give it all back to Him. None of this was our idea; it all started with Him and it all ends with Him. He is everything, and as we are joined to Him the poverty of our personal identity is lost in the fullness of His eternal greatness. (Same, pg. 47)

So you see, My child, there IS no reason people would want to read what you have written except a few friends and family out of curiosity. BUT, also see, that, as Bob Sorge says, I am everything. I have eternal greatness. The books are My idea. They are starting with Me and will end with Me. I am the Alpha and the Omega...the beginning and the end. The books will have meaning for others ONLY as I prepare people for them and I anoint them with power to communicate this meaning to others - the meaning I want them to receive. Without Me you can do nothing!

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57. A NEW NAME

“To him who overcomes, I will give some of the hidden manna. I will also give him a white stone with a new name written on it, known only to him who receives it.” (Revelation 2:17)

(Paul Keith Davis in Books of Destiny, pg. 179)

“As a blessing, the overcomers not only receive access to the hidden manna but also a white stone with a new name written upon it. No one knows that new name except those who receive it. It is part of the change of nature and character imparted to those who are victorious in this battle and share in this blessed promise. After a name changes, promises are given.

After a name change then there is a character change to match/fit that name. I have assigned you a character for life on this earth to fit what I want you to do on this earth. After this, in heaven, I will give you a new name to match/fit what I want you to do for Me at that time, in the millennium and after.

Right now, on this earth, I want you to be small and humble and hidden. I want you to be quiet and listen to Me and write what I give you. That is your assignment. In heaven it will be different. You won’t necessarily be the same as here with the same character traits. I will choose what I want you to be there and give you a name to fit that. It will be delightful to you because it will be “who you are.”

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58. I want to give a gift to You, Lord, for Christmas.

You have given Me the gift I really want, My child, your heart. That is the most precious gift you can give Me...that is what I died for - your heart.  Many people give Me “gifts” at Christmas instead of their hearts, as a substitute for their hearts, and what I really want is just their hearts. Then they can give gifts to others in My name, after their hearts belong to Me.

Then I’d like to give a gift in Your name to someone, somewhere, Lord. Tell me what You would like for me to give and where.

I will. Be watching for it.

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59. A dream: In my dream last night I was cleaning or arranging things in a refrigerator that had the door off. I put things in different places depending on their size. I saw it divided into many small places to put things as well as large places. There was a small freezer place in the top middle and long narrow divided places on each side where I put small things like small containers, medicine, etc. There were (surprisingly) even two smaller places in an upper area. I started to put a tiny container there, then realized that, if I did, I wouldn’t be able to see them up there and might forget where they were, so I didn’t put them there. I put something frozen (with lots of frost around it) in the small freezer place in the top middle. I had the handle for the door, but looked around to find the door itself. I indicated that a person had taken it off and placed it somewhere near there. I found it and prepared to put it back on. 

Interpretation: In my dream last night I was arranging things in my heart which had the entrance/door off and was standing open. I was rearranging my thoughts and attitudes depending on their size. There were many small and large compartments in my heart. A special place in my heart kept things frozen if put there. There was a place for even tiny things that I placed there. There were places so small I might not be able to see what was there. I put something with lots of frost around it in the small freezer place in the top middle. This heart contained stored memories of large and small sizes and different kinds.

I had that which opened or shut the heart, but still needed to put into place the door to it that is Christ. He is the entrance into my heart. The door had been taken off by a person, but it was time now to put it back on. Christ is now the door to my heart, not that person. That person may represent something other than Christ that used to have authority or control over entrance into my heart. My heart still has a frosty or frozen place in the top middle, but it is now small. I was displaying all this to myself so I would comprehend it.

This is good. Now you and I have control over your heart where you store all your memories and events. You and I control the opening or closing of your heart now. No one else does.

I’ve been waiting for you to draw near to Me this morning so I could teach you - speak to you. I have much to say to you.

Wait, wait patiently before Me. Let Me come in deeper.

That dream means I have opened your heart and put many storage spaces in it to store lots of things I want to give you and want you to have. Big, small, different shapes and sizes. These are people, causes, prayers, concerns, provisions - all of these I want to give you and have you store in your heart. And I am the door to your heart now - completely. You never put anything in your heart that I don’t let you put in there. I want to keep your heart pure and set apart unto Me only. There is even a space there for “frozen” things - where I store up food for later to give you. These are already “preserved” in your heart and you will thaw them out later and consume them. This is the place where I store your manna. And I am your manna. I am the bread of your life. Eat Me. Eat Me every day of your life, every time you are hungry, eat Me. I will renew your strength and health. Didn’t I keep the Israelites fed and well during those 40 years with My manna? 40 years represents a lifetime, your lifetime. I am now your manna for the rest of your life. As you eat Me you are renewed, fed, strengthened, made healthy and whole.

I love you, My child, and I want the VERY BEST for you. I know you want that too, so I am giving you the way to the very best - Me. It all comes through Me. I am your very best. I am your portion and your cup.

Keep writing about Me and from Me and for Me. That is your destiny right now. It may not be forever, but it is right now.

You are in the right church for you. I know you have been wondering. Yes, stay there through this dry time - that will change soon. In fact, very soon. I want you in this small church where you know many people already. It won’t be small for long. You will help with the expansion. Your church passed a test and turning point last week when your pastor proclaimed My word in faith through her discouragement. I led her there. I led her out. You must always stand on My word, whether in joy or in discouragement.

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60. A voice of one calling in the desert, "Prepare the way for the Lord, make straight paths for him. Every valley shall be filled in, every mountain and hill made low. The crooked roads shall become straight, the rough ways smooth. And all mankind will see God’s salvation.” (Luke 3:4-6)

I came through John the Baptist (as Elijah) then. I am bringing MANY John the Baptists as prophets (as Elijahs) now just before My coming in the Rapture to take out My Bride, and I will have the two witnesses to bring the message of repentence of Elijah just before My final coming to earth to set up My kingdom there.

I (Jesus) make three appearances: one in body back when I came then, one in the clouds to take out My Bride, and one in glory to fight that final battle with evil and set up My kingdom. Before each of these appearances I give multiple opportunities to repent and choose Me.

“Jesus, full of the Holy Spirit, returned from the Jordan and was led by the Spirit in the desert, where for forty days he was tempted by the devil.” (Luke 4:1-2)

You also had your ‘forty days’ of testing which represents a ‘season’ of testing time. They began in 1979. From then until now you have had many ‘testings’ for faithfulness, for perseverance, for whether you would listen to Me and follow Me, for whether you would believe My Word, etc. They are finished. You are out of the wilderness. You are in your ‘ministry time’ as Jesus was when He came out of the season of temptation.

Your ministry time is doing exactly what you are doing today -- sitting with Me, listening to Me, reading books I guide you to read, writing down what I tell you, then preparing that writing to publish for others to read later.

“Jesus returned to Galilee in the power of the Spirit...” (Luke 4:14)

You are now coming/returning to ministry in the ‘power of the Spirit’ since I am the One who gives you what you write down for Me. Jesus was doing what I led Him to do. You are doing what I lead you to do.

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61. It’s Thanksgiving Day! I just watched part of a Joyce Meyer TV show where she was talking about being thankful and how it’s important to be thankful if you want to have joy. She mentioned how much we often grumble and complain, even in the midst of great blessings. And grumbling and complaining opens a door for the enemy to come in. She asked us to ask God: “God, is there anything I’m doing that will open a door for the enemy to come in?”

So I am asking Him today: “God, is there anything I’m doing that will open a door for the enemy to come in?” And He said in my thoughts: 

Yes, My child, there are still some things which you do which allow the enemy to come in. Do you want to know what those are?

Yes, Lord, please tell me.

Sometimes, when you eat too much, it opens a door for the enemy to place in you the desire to eat more.

How do I know when I’ve eaten enough, Lord?

Remember when TW Hunt talked about that - about eating until God says you’ve eaten enough. Then you won’t have eaten too much or too little. Well, if you want to, try eating until I tell you that it’s enough, then stop. Yes, you may wait until after today’s Thanksgiving dinner to start this. Don’t eat until you feel hungry or ready to eat. Otherwise don’t eat. Sometimes it may be 2 hours later, and sometimes it may be 4 hours later. Talk to Me about this throughout your day. If your body needs more food when you’re tired, then we’ll see that you get more food then. Try, for awhile, (maybe a week) to just eat this way. You may start this next Monday after the holiday weekend is over. Try it and we’ll do this together, just like we write books together. Would you like to share the “eating” part of your life with Me too?

Yes, I would, Lord; do You want to do that with Me?

I want to share ALL of your life with you while you are on this earth. Come back next Monday and read this part of your journal and we will start.

Anything else that I do that opens a door for the enemy?

Yes, one more thing. Thinking of yourself a lot instead of others. You are partially aware of this self-centered thinking, but not totally aware. I want to make you more aware of this and I want you to ask Me to change you in this area.

Lord, I ask you to show me where my thinking is more self-centered than You want me to be; and I ask you to change me to right thinking in Your eyes. I want to be like You who loved others so much you faced the cross and went through death for our sakes. I want to love others the way You do. Please put your heart of love in me, Lord.

I hear your prayer. Let’s work on this area daily and the eating area daily.

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62. He who dwells in the shelter (the Secret Place) of the Most High will rest in the shadow (The Presence) of the Almighty. (Psalm 91:1)

And what this means is: dwelling with Me and resting in Me come together as a package. I, Holy Spirit, dwell with you when you invite Me to do that, as you did this morning. When you invite Me to come to you, I never turn you down, I always come. When I come, then you REST in Me. Rest, My child, rest.

I want you to know that I am “with” you all the time, and I am “in” you all the time, BUT coming “to” you is something else, something different. I come “to” you when you invite Me to come. Otherwise I just stand waiting to be acknowledged, to be invited, to share your life, your time with you. When you say “Come, Holy Spirit,” that is My invitation. I come then.

Once I come “to” you, then you can be in My presence instantly when you want to.

I will say of the Lord, ‘He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust. (Psalm 91:2)

And that refuge and that fortress is all within. It is in our Secret Place together. You see, when you come into that Secret Place with Me, then all My power and comfort and protection is available to you, and you can call upon it momentarily. It’s bringing Heaven down to earth. But it comes from dwelling in that Secret Place of the Most High with Me. My angels respond to the Secret Place with Me. The winds, the rain, the fire, the snow - they all respond to Me from the Secret Place.

Jesus dwelt in that Secret Place all the time. He never left it as you do. You walked out of the Secret Place and into the world on earth yesterday after you stopped your Quiet Time. You stayed in the world until you returned to the Secret Place this morning, just now. 

I want you to learn to live in the Secret Place with Me, Holy Spirit, all the time...and you do that mostly some days now, especially when you are writing. I want to guide you through your days and make choices with you and for you. Do you want this too?

Yes, Lord, I do.

Then let’s try it today. When your daughter gets up and you start responding to her and making plans, keep our communication line open. Don’t go back to the world, but keep thinking of Me and communicating with Me at the same time.

Surely he will save you from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence. (Psalm 91:3)

You see, when you are in that Secret Place with Me, then you have access to My “saving.” As you dwell with Me moment by moment I can warn you of the snares of life and you will be listening because you are still in the Secret Place. I am the bubble around you that you saw in your vision! Deadly pestilence can’t get inside that bubble. I am your protection!

He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. (Psalm 91:4)

This is a pictorial, “earthly” description of what I do when you are in My Secret Place. It’s like you are covered with My feathers. It’s like I have My wings over you to protect you. It’s like I am a shield in front of you. It’s My truth and My faithfulness that accomplishes this.

First you come to Me in the Secret Place and learn to relate to Me there for a short period of time. Then you learn gradually to extend that time out into the world and keep yourself in My Presence even while living in the world. Remember Jesus said to be “in the world but not of the world.” You must walk in the world while you are living this life on earth, but you can learn to walk it with Me, and then you will not be “of the world” and its way of thinking and acting (responding).

As you read the rest of this Psalm, all of these benefits come from our being together in the Secret Place - which means “dwelling” in My shelter - the shelter of the Most High. I am the Most High. I am the Holy Spirit. The Most High and I are one, in unity, together in a way you cannot fully comprehend while you live as a human, but you will understand it more later when you come up to Heaven and see things more fully, completely, and clearly. For right now, while on earth, you receive it “by faith.” That’s why it is impossible to please God without faith. Without faith you won’t and cannot walk in unity with Him, with Us. He is pleased when you are with Him, and displeased when you are not with Him. So without faith you are not pleasing Him - or Me since We are one.

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63. “This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us--whatever we ask--we know that we have what we asked of him.”  (1 John 5:14-15)

•	When you desire to receive something from Heaven and have it brought to earth to you, first pray and see if it is My desire too. Then wait before Me as long as it takes (sometimes several days if needed) until I tell you whether it is My desire or not.  

•	If it is My desire too, then it is My will to give it to you. It may not be My timing to bring it the exact day/time you want, but at least you know it is My will to bring it to you.

•	When you know it is My will, then ask Me for it - ask the Father in the name of Jesus, your Savior and Lord. Ask Me to bring it in My perfect timing for it.

•	Then you keep asking, daily, persistently, until it arrives.

When you begin asking it is sent out via My angels to come to you. The time it takes to get to you (from Heaven to earth through the second heaven) is determined by several factors: 

1.	Your persistence in asking daily (that’s why you are to pray “Give us this day our daily bread”)

2.	The number of people who pray (strength is added and multiplied by praying in unity together) 

3.	The strength and amount of forces arrayed against your request in the second heaven 

4.	The number and strength of the angels sent to carry the request to earth to you.

5.	My perfect timing to get it to you

Picture your request on its journey coming to you via My angels. Picture the battle they must go through getting to you through the second heaven. Remember that all My work on earth comes with a battle since Satan has temporary dominion over the earth allowed there by Adam and Eve giving that control to him. So he has a right to contend for what he wants on the earth.

I created the earth and it’s Mine. But Satan has temporary dominion over it, legally, so we are in constant battle for what I want done on the earth. Jesus won that battle, but it still has to be fought daily by Me and by those who belong to Me who want to bring My will to earth to them and others. Picture the battle as described in Frank Peretti’s book “This Present Darkness.”

Now go through this process I’ve just taught you in regard to the provision you want.

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64. WRITE THESE THINGS

Go now, write it on a tablet for them, inscribe it on a scroll, that for the days to come it may be an everlasting witness. (Isaiah 30:8)

I noted in Scripture this morning about how God told Isaiah to write things down. I want to look up Scriptures where He told people to write things down (as He has told me to do also) and put them here. It is such an encouragement to me to know God spoke to others and told them to write things down to be read.

Write down the revelation and make it plain on tablets so that a herald may run with it. (Habakkuk 2:2)

Write this on a scroll as something to be remembered. (Exodus 17:14)

Write in a book all the words I have spoken to you. (Jeremiah 30:2)

Take a scroll and write on it all the words I have spoken to you. (Jeremiah 36:2)

Write, therefore, what you have seen, what is now and what will take place later. (Revelation 1:19)

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65. These commandments that I give you today are to be upon your hearts. Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. Tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Write them on the doorframes of your houses and on your gates. (Deuteronomy 6:6-9)

I especially like this Scripture. For many years of my life I have tried to live out this Scripture in my home and with my children. I have talked with my children all their lives about God. I have read them stories as children that had a Scriptural base (i.e. the Books of Narnia). I have tried to live before them my Christian witness about how someone lives their life who believes in God and His written Word. I’m trusting God is using that witness in their lives now too.

I’m doing that right now. Certainly I am using your witness in your children's lives as they watched you live before them. 

And now you are living before other people, too, as you write this testimony in your books about Me and about how you live life with Me on a daily basis.

The testimony of a prophet is a witness about Jesus. In that respect you are a prophet witnessing to others about who Jesus is in your life as you write. 

We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. No, we speak of God’s secret wisdom, a wisdom that has been hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began....'No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him.’ but God has revealed it to us by his Spirit. (1 Corinthians 2:6-7, 9)

The man without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him, and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually discerned. (1 Corinthians 2:14)

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66. For we are God’s fellow workers; you are God’s field, God’s building. (1 Corinthians 3:9)

Reading this Scripture today reminds me of the dream God gave me awhile back in which I saw a large open space in front of me which seemed like an open field ahead. I feel like I am one of “God’s fellow workers” and I am working in “God’s field” by writing these books for Him. This is the focus of my life right now: to listen to Him daily and write what He shows me to write for those in that “large open field” before me. I pray for every single person who reads my books to be touched by the Holy Spirit through them. I pray God will bring each of those people to a closer meaningful relationship with Jesus Christ. My relationship with Jesus means so much to me. I want this also for everyone who reads my books. Holy Spirit, will You do this?

Yes, I will touch every person who reads your book(s) in some special way. Some will share that with you and some will not. But all will be touched in some way. Some may back away from Me and some may come closer, but all will be affected some way.

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67. For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ. If any man builds on this foundation using gold, silver, costly stones, wood, hay or straw, his work will be shown for what it is, because the Day will bring it to light. It will be revealed with fire, and the fire will test the quality of each man’s work. If what he has built survives, he will receive his reward. If it is burned up, he will suffer loss; he himself will be saved, but only as one escaping through the flames. (1 Corinthians 3:12-15)

You see, My child, that I am a consuming fire (Hebrews 12:29). When you come up here to live with Me, My consuming fire will consume anything in you that cannot stand under fire. Gold, silver, and costly stones can stand in fire, but not wood, hay, and stubble. So they will be burned up in My presence. They cannot stay with you here. So you want to build your life, your character, your “house” on gold, silver, and costly stones - those things that can stand with Me and stay with Me. 

What are gold, silver, and costly stones? All those things you do by faith in Me. It’s that simple. That’s what will stand here. “The righteous shall live by faith.” (Romans 1:17; Habakkuk 2:4; Galatians 3:11) “Without faith you cannot please God.” (Hebrews 11:6) What you give by faith, what you do by faith, what you declare by faith, what you pray by faith, where you stand by faith.

What you have built is a strong house within yourself, with much faith, with much struggle, with much turmoil over the years, with much depending on Me for everything, with much time spent with Me in Quiet Time, with much prayer, with much giving, with much sowing into others’ lives and ministries. You have built a good strong house. It will survive the fire of My testing. You have a mansion waiting for you in Heaven with Me.

A strong house! That’s what you want. A place that is all yours and always yours forever. No moving around like you have done much of on earth. What you have will be yours forever. I have gone and prepared a place for you as I told you in John 14:2-3 (”In my Father’s house are many rooms---I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.”).

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68. I asked the Lord if it was His will to provide the finances I need. He said to turn to page 792 in my Bible and read the part He shows me and stop when He says to stop. This is what He had me read:

I love those who love me, and those who seek me find me. With me are riches and honor, enduring wealth and prosperity. My fruit is better than fine gold; what I yield surpasses choice silver. I walk in the way of righteousness, along the paths of justice, bestowing wealth on those who love me and making their treasuries full....Blessed is the man who listens to me, watching daily at my doors, waiting at my doorway. (Proverbs 8:17-21, 34)

You see, I am “yielding” something in you which surpasses choice silver and is better than fine gold. I am giving you My BEST gift, and it is BETTER than silver and gold. It is like silver and gold inside of you. Declare these Scriptures.

I declare righteousness and justice upon me and upon my finances. I declare wealth on me as I love You, Lord, and I declare You are making my treasuries full. These are natural and spiritual treasuries You are bestowing on me. Thank You, Lord!

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69. These are the words of him who is holy and true, who holds the key of David. What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open. I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. (Revelation 3:7-8)

I have opened what cannot be shut - your finances, your ministry, your writing, your good health. I have closed what cannot be opened - Satan cannot get to your finances any more, or to your health any more, or to your ministry, or to your writing. That is closed to him now and from now on.

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70. It’s not quite time for you to do that yet {altar ministry at church), but it will be sometime. I wanted you to find out what the training was and to learn from them, and be ministered to. I will tell you when it is time for you to help. If you feel the urge or desire, ask Me if you are to minister, and to whom. Listen and do what I say. I may not have you minister in that way for a long time, or never. Be open to whatever I lead you to do. If you’re called upon, then be obedient to your spiritual mom/dad.

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71. Bob Sorge asks these questions in Secrets of the Secret Place, page 54. So I asked the same questions of the Lord today and recorded His answers to me.

Lord, what are You doing in the earth today?

I love those who love me, and those who seek me find me.
With me are riches and honor, enduring wealth and prosperity.
My fruit is better than fine gold; what I yield surpasses choice silver.
I walk in the way of righteousness, along the paths of justice.
bestowing wealth on those who love me and making their treasuries full. (Prov. 8:17-21)

•	When I bring you riches and wealth, then you have an accountability to Me and to others to use that wealth in the right way.
•	When I bring you healing, then you have an accountability to Me and to others to take that healing to others.
•	When I bring you teaching/illumination, then you have an accountability to Me and to others to share that revelation with others. And that’s what you are doing in these books.
•	I am watching to see who seeks Me
•	I am watching to see who walks in righteousness and justice
•	I am watching to see whom I can bless with prosperity who will share it with others
•	I am watching to see how much you look to Me for guidance rather than choose your own way according to what you want
•	I am setting apart the righteous and the unrighteous and gathering them in “bundles” together
•	I am putting people in the places I want them to be for the days that are coming
•	I am preparing you for what I have ahead for you to do for Me. This preparation includes some struggling to help you grow faster

What themes are You emphasizing right now?

Righteousness and justice. Kindness and goodness. Developing a relationship with My own people. Drawing My people into closeness with Me to listen to Me and get instructions from Me.

Among which groups of people are You moving in an unusual way?

Certainly among those at CTC. Certainly among those who lift Me up and give glory to Me alone - not to themselves or others.

What do You want me to see concerning the day and hour in which I live?

I want you to see that My return for My Bride is imminent, close, soon. I want you to help alert My Bride to draw closer and closer to Me so they won’t be “without oil” at the midnight hour when I come (as in Matthew 25:1-13)

What is my role in Your present activities?

1.	Number one is to come to Me daily and listen to Me
2.	Number two is to write what I tell you in a way it can be read by others sometime
3.	Number three is to keep this the primary focus of your life for right now
4.	Number four is to take advantage of, and learn from, all the training opportunities I give you where you can learn from mature mentors.  I have use for all that you learned someday, when it’s the right time. In the meantime just share it in your books as you are doing.

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72. Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord. (Psalm 31:24)

I want you to get out of the world and into My Kingdom, My Secret Place, and wait and rest with Me awhile this morning. Whether you write anything is not the most important thing - drawing close to Me is the most important thing.

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73. In Your mind, Jesus, what is important for me to do to celebrate your birth at Christmas?

The answer came in the form of a song singing over and over in my mind as I got up in the morning. The first two lines of the song were: “Good Christian men rejoice, with heart and soul and voice.” The last line was: "Christ is born today, Christ is born today.” I don’t remember the words in between the beginning and the end. However I felt the reason that particular song was in my mind was to answer the question about what is important in Jesus’ mind for me to do to celebrate His birth. The answer is I am to rejoice, with heart and soul and voice, because He is born. That’s why I send Christmas cards and letters - to rejoice that He is born. That’s why I sing Christmas hymns and carols - to rejoice with my voice because He is born. Just like I rejoice in my daughters’ birthdays on the days they were born with cards and gifts, so I also rejoice in Jesus’ birthday with cards and gifts to celebrate.

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74. “So then, men ought to regard us as servants of Christ and as those entrusted with the secrets things of God. Now it is required that those who have been given a trust must prove faithful.” (1 Corinthians 4:1-2)

And how am I proved faithful, Lord?

By listening to Me daily, by accepting what I teach you, and by sharing it with others. You have many secret things of God that you know and live out, but you don’t understand how few people have those secret things.

Like what, Lord?

Like how to give themselves to Me and become Mine. Like how to communicate with Me and be obedient to Me. Like what are the things I teach you through My Word and how to obey them. Like how to love Me. These are secret things to most people in the world, especially to those who don’t belong to Me, but also to some who do.

But there are other secret things I can show you, and I will be showing you gradually. These secret things you can share with others too as I lead you to and show you the right time to do that. You keep writing and I’ll keep revealing/showing.

Therefore judge nothing before the appointed time; wait till the Lord comes. He will bring to light what is hidden in darkness and will expose the motives of men’s hearts. At that time each will receive his praise from God. (1 Corinthians 4:5)

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75. (Quote from The Blessing of Favor by Kate McVeigh, pg. 70) “In other words, when it’s God’s will, it’s His bill! What God orders, He pays for. When God does it for you, He will see it through. Let go and let God do it!”

That’s what I wanted you to see in that book when I guided you to read it today. Note: when it’s My will, it’s My bill. What I order, I pay for. Did I order you, by My will, to spend your time writing these books when you moved to LS? (yes). Then you are following My guidance, right? (right) Then it’s My will. I pay for it. I pay your salary, no matter where it comes from. 

I’m not going to have you stay here forever. Not even much longer. I have plans for your next place and how it will be paid for. Leave it in My hands and don’t be anxious - either now or for the future. I know it all and have it all planned and prepared for you. You are My child and I want to take care of you and be in charge of your finances. Isn’t that what a husband and/or father does? (yes) Then let Me do it. 

I am your husband (Jesus) and I am your father (Heavenly Father) and I am your counselor (Holy Spirit). And we have all the finances we need to take care of you in the way we want to do that. This is a walk of faith for you and you are to walk it by faith, not by sight. Trust Me.

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76. “And the people continued to bring freewill offerings morning after morning. So all the skilled craftsmen who were doing all the work on the sanctuary left their work and said to Moses, ‘The people are bringing more than enough for doing the work the Lord commanded to be done.’” (Exodus 36:3-5)

You see how this Scripture fits you? The skilled craftsmen were doing the work of the Lord on the sanctuary, and people brought them offerings daily, until they informed Moses they had more than enough to accomplish the work given them to do.

This is like you. You are daily doing the work of the Lord that I have given you to do...and I will have My people bring you the offerings needed to accomplish what I want to do through you. My people can be believers on earth, or they can be angels, My messengers to help believers on earth. You have proven faithful in continuing to do My work even though it used up all the money you had, and you have been faithful in believing Me to bring the “offerings” that you need to accomplish what I have called you to do. Since you are faithful, I will also be faithful to you to bring in the “offerings” you need too.

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77. A dream: In my dream there were grapes (fruit). It seemed that these produced effects (almost like it was magic, we didn’t know why) to the tires of cars. There were three cars in the garage. I checked the tires on them (car on the right, then middle, then left, or first, second, then third) and saw that the right car was ok, and the left car was ok, but the middle car had three flat tires on it.

Interpretation

The three automobiles may represent my life, person, or ministry. The Spirit has the power to change the ability of my life or ministry to function. 

The first car (ministry) (on the right) was with the Holy Spirit, but in the strength of man, the power of God revealed through my flesh. 

The second car was separated out for lack of the Holy Spirit (air) to function. 

And the third car (on the left) also was with the Holy Spirit, but in man’s weakness and God’s strength demonstrated through that. 

Perhaps these three cars represent three time phases in my life.

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78. Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. (James 4:7-8 NIV)

I have been following instructions from the Holy Spirit to draw near to God, submit to Him, and resist the devil and he will flee. In light of that I have been taking authority over the sickness (cold) I have been fighting. The Holy Spirit told me to bind it and command that it leave in Jesus’ Name. So I have been doing that this morning. It seems like I used to be able to do that and get better results sooner than this time. I asked Him why, and he said:

It is because as you grow and mature I must do less and you must do more. I did more before (more of taking the authority for your healing) and you did less. Now I want you to take more of the authority and stand in that authority. It will come. Expect it.

Even though the victory is won, you still keep fighting the battle in your time realm. My angels will help you. Keep praying “thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven” as I taught you.

Last Saturday at the altar training ministry time I got you up there so I could heal something down inside you (which you did not know about, but I did know about). It is now healed. I used the call for those with throat irritations to come for healing prayer to get you there for healing prayer, but the prayer for you went to “some other things inside you” which needed healing too...as the prophet said. I healed the “things inside” before they could cause you more trouble. But I left you to battle for healing of the cold.

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79. The Lord is very close to me this morning. He is giving me the option (or at least asking my opinion on) taking me home to be with Him in heaven before the Rapture of the Church. I realized one reason I wanted to be part of the Rapture was so I didn’t have to go through death.  He indicates to me the idea that He could “rapture” me individually, as He did Enoch, but just take my spirit from my body instantly, even if my body stayed on earth and therefore was found “dead.” I think of how a friend’s grandmother just slumped over one Sunday afternoon and was dead. I often thought that would be a wonderful way to die - just have your spirit leave, and your body slump over dead, with no sickness, pain, or trauma. Her death was after a usual day of going to church in the morning and out to lunch, then this happened later in the afternoon or evening that day.

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80. When we commune together it is you and Me thinking together; our minds are united together. Sometimes I have a stronger influence over that thinking, and sometimes you have a stronger influence over it. Not everything you write is from Me, but I am with you as you write it, and I allow it. If what you write is perfectly from Me, then it would be My Holy Word, and it is not that. It is a melding of our two minds together in unity. So look at everything you write from Me as possible, but not necessarily definite.

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81. So Joshua took the entire land, just as the Lord had directed Moses, and he gave it as an inheritance to Israel according to their tribal divisions. Then the land had rest from war. (Joshua 11:25)

My child, you have a battle to fight to get your inheritance too. As Joshua fought his battle under My instructions to Moses, so you must fight My battles for Me also in your time of living on this earth. You are about finished with the battle to get your inheritance from Me for you on this earth. It’s health and finances - the two areas for which Satan has fought so hard against you, and tried to keep My provision from you.

Keep fighting day after day. By that I mean keep praying and declaring what I have promised you. My word is right and will be fulfilled, but you must fight the battle for Me. You fight it by speaking forth My Word as you were taught yesterday at church by Carol and Walter. Now speak forth My Word today about provision, the words I’ve given you. Don’t give up the fight; the new is coming!

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82. “A big black bear” - the words came over and over in my dream last night--so much that I got up and wrote down those words. It means evil or sorrowful destroyer...some kind of lack due to the destroyer, some situation of destruction.

Also I saw, in another dream, huge cakes, each about 4 ft in diameter and about 2 1/2 ft. high. They were cut in half showing decorations inside them (like chocolates and strawberries) and decorations on top of M & M’s or strawberries. These represent celebration times like birthday celebrations, and a time of plenty (in times of famine you don’t usually have dessert). Strawberries are fruit and may represent words or fruit of the Spirit.

The big black bear is for certain situations in America, but the cakes are for My Bride, those I am protecting in the midst of the bear situations. 

Anything else you want to tell me about those dreams, Lord?

Yes, but not yet. Just have that information in your journal and I will remind you of it later.

Is there any particular way you want me to pray regarding this?

Yes, pray for My Bride, My people, those who belong to Me - to be spared the destruction, and to be kept in plenty during the difficult days ahead.

Whoever listens to me will live in safety and be at ease, without fear of harm. (Proverbs 1:33)

If you accept my words and store up my commands within you, turning your ear to wisdom and applying your heart to understanding, and if you call out for insight and cry aloud for understanding, and if you look for it as for silver and search for it as for hidden treasure, then you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God. (Proverbs 2:1-5)

For the Lord gives wisdom, and from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. He holds victory in store for the upright, he is a shield to those whose walk is blameless, for he guards the course of the just and protects the way of his faithful ones. (Proverbs 2:6-8)

"Because he loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.” (Psalm 91:14)

I will protect My people, just like I did in Goshen in Egypt. I protected My people from most of the plagues sent there upon the Egyptians. I even protected them from death because of “the blood” placed over their houses. Place My blood over the houses of all My people, My child. Do it in prayer, and do it as often as I put this in your mind.

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83. I will tell of the kindnesses of the Lord, the deeds for which he is to be praised, according to all the Lord has done for us. (Isaiah 63:7)

He takes the upright into his confidence. (Proverbs 3:32b)

Remember that I’m the author and you’re the writer. And I cannot author a book unless you listen to Me. And you cannot listen to Me unless you spend time in My presence--basking, soaking, gazing. Remember Lou Ingle said that those who gaze upon Me are given My secrets.  And you are gazing now as you focus your attention fully on Me. Just take My hands, spiritually, and look into My face spiritually, and let Me guide you wherever I want to take you. I will take you walking with Me on a pathway...your pathway of life and adventure. 

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84. A STORY

The Lord is good...He cares for those who trust in him. (Nahum 1:7)

I was out taking a walk around my neighborhood for exercise. As I neared my home this beautiful miniature collie, my favorite type of dog, came along beside me and ran along at my pace, accompanying me on my walk. I talked to him and he just trotted along happily. Two other dogs came near but didn’t come any closer. Hmmm. I wondered about all this. This had never happened to me before in all my neighborhood walks, and didn’t happen again after that day...just this one time. The beautiful collie walked me all the way home. After going into my apartment, I watched out the front window and saw that he was sitting quietly on the front walk. What was this? Could this have been a gift sent from God to delight me and protect me during that particular time - protect me from a danger I wasn’t even aware of? I have remembered this event for many years as one of His Marvelous Deeds. A most unusual event for me! Thank You, Lord.

Yes, that collie was a gift from Me. I have many ways of being with you and protecting you. My angels can assume many forms, as needed, to help those who belong to Me. You’re welcome.

And now, this is the day to start a new part of the book - a part about the future and what is coming. Don’t be afraid. I am with you and I will be with you. I will NEVER leave you or forsake you. I know it is hard to write of future events for you, but I want us to do that now. I may show you in pictures as you watch with Me.  Just describe what you see.

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85. Ok, I will “take you into my confidence” as you have prayed and asked. I want you to know that I did literally lead you into this situation as you have suspected, as I led the Israelites into the difficulties they had to face in the wilderness, and then I took them to their place of refreshing (Elim) - with palm trees and springs of water. Shade and refreshment.  Food and drink.

I want you to learn in this situation (with the healing teams) that You might not be able to please those who have desires and expectations of you that do not fit with who you really are. And you might have to give up the close family relationship of the healing team in order to face and deal with that unrealistic expectation. I led you there as a test - so I could show you that I could take you (walk with you) through the possible rejection you might get when you explain who you are and how I’ve really gifted you to function. You can tell them I have equipped you for intercession, but not for publicly voiced prayers, out loud, in front of others...but quiet focused intercession by yourself. This is what you do each day as you come before Me, and listen, and write, and intercede as I lead you. 

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86. Go to the ant, you sluggard; consider its ways and be wise! It has no commander, no overseer or ruler, yet it stores its provisions in summer and gathers its food at harvest. (Proverbs 6:6-8)

Lord, I haven’t stored my provision (money for retirement) in the summer of my life and I haven’t gathered and stored up my food at harvest (money for retirement, for winter years). You guided me to use that money to live so I could spend my time with You and in ministry to others. Now I am in the winter time of my life and have no funds stored up (on earth, at least). Now what do I do?

Yes, I guided you to give up all that the world calls “security” so your sole security can be in Me alone. I am your security and I am your retirement funds. I am your treasury where you have deposited your life all these many years. I have these things stored up for you. I will pour them out upon you now, in your retirement years. I will take care of you.

Choose my instruction instead of silver, knowledge rather than choice gold, for wisdom is more precious than rubies, and nothing you desire can compare with her. (Proverbs 8:10-11)

And My child, you chose Me rather than retirement funds and safe checking accounts. You chose Me, Wisdom. You chose Me, Understanding. You chose Me, Life. And now I give all those back into you - therefore you now have wisdom, understanding, and life! You have Me! And that is much better than funds and checking accounts. With Me comes all of that, all the provision you need, along with wisdom, understanding, and life. With Me comes provision, because I AM Provision. You have found the secret to having ALL you need - Me. “Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be given unto you.” (Matt. 6:33)

So -"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths" (Prov. 3:5-6).

"The Lord is my light and salvation--whom shall I fear?" (Psalm 27:1) Light lights your way, My child, and salvation saves you from everything, including famine, want, lack of enough. So I am your salvation and I light your way. You do not need to fear anyone or anything!

Your future is bright. It is full of hope. It is full of love and fulfillment of who you are, what I made you to be. It is full of the joy of the Lord. Your future is bright and cheery - more so than Christmas is. More so than Easter is. More so than monetary funds are. More so than marriage on earth is. More so than the love of humans is. I am all of these things to you, and you got Me when you gave up those funds to draw closer to Me.

Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:31)

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87. If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so I may know you and continue to find favor with you. The Lord said, "My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.” (Exodus 33:13-14)

Is that Scripture all for me today, Lord? Are you saying this to me?

Yes, My Presence will go with you and I will give you rest. I AM teaching you My ways. That is one reason I brought you to Lee’s Summit to CTC - to teach you My ways in a different way than you have ever been taught. I gifted you in prophecy (as you asked Me many years ago, remember?) and you needed to see prophets at work like here at CTC, your church. Here you see many prophets and you see how they function publicly. Now, I haven’t asked you or guided you to function as a prophet publicly, but privately, as a writer of what I show you.  Just as the prophets here function publicly by speaking what I show them, you function privately by writing what I show you. I needed to show you that being prophetic is ok, it is a gifting that I give for edifying My people. It needs to be given in love, and you do that in your books. It’s a gracious gift you are giving others for Me and from Me. Use it wherever I lead you. I gave it to you to be used, and it wasn’t being used in Columbia.

I know you. And I am leading you to find out who you really are - as I gifted you and as I made you. It is ok to be exactly who you really are. 

Yes, you have found favor with Me. Yes, you please Me. And yes, I will continue to teach you to know Me, because as you know Me more, you know yourself more too. The two are intertwined/interlocked. As you know yourself better, you know Me better. As you know Me better, you know yourself better.

As John knew Me, I am teaching you, too, to know Me. You may rest your head (your mind and thoughts) on My chest just as John did. You may be that close to Me if you want to be.

I am helping you. That’s why I arranged this move here and set you in CTC under many leaders and authorities in the prophetic -- so you could find out who you really are in the gifting and call I have upon your life. I brought all this about in My way and in My time. 

You prayed that I would “teach you to know Me” as in that Scripture, many times. I heard that prayer and answered it in a way you never asked or imagined. That’s the way I often work in people who are willing to entrust themselves and their lives to Me and to follow Me. You are following Me, and I am leading you, I am directing your path (Prov. 3:6)

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88. Gazing time

It’s like we’re sitting on two couches across from each other. I am gazing at you, and you are gazing at Me. This is not about DOING something, but BEING something in My Presence. Gazing. Looking intently at Me as I look intently at you. I teach you in your spirit during gazing time. That’s what you do almost every morning as you sit and focus on Me and listen for Me to speak inside you. Gazing. Remember, Lou Ingle said the secrets of God come from gazing on Him. That’s true.

I love you, My child, and I want to work all good things into your life that I have planned for you. I don’t want you to miss a single thing. As you gaze at Me I am able to place more of Myself in you and more of My thoughts and plans in you. Gaze at Me often, especially when you don’t know which way to go. As you gaze at Me, that’s when I tell you “This is the way, walk in it.” You don’t have to “see” anything with your natural eyes, but it’s with your heart you “see” Me, and know I am here.

Now relax, and wait before Me. Visions will begin to come soon. And I want you to record all these visions in your books you and I are writing so others can see and experience them too.

Listen, just listen. I will give to you any thoughts and/or visions I want you to have. Take My hands and hold on to Me. I will take you to places you have never known before...places you will know later in your future up here with Me, in heaven...heavenly places which I want to give you a glimpse of right now for you to be enlightened and for you to share with others. Like Paul Keith Davis and others see. 

I love you, and those I love I want to share Myself and My life with. You are one I want to share Myself and My life with, and, through you, to others, too, who will read your books. I DO have a purpose for these books, and I will see that it gets to them - the right ones. Leave that in My hands.

Just wait, just wait. 

Then this song went through my mind, a song from The Messiah that I learned in college to sing:

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“Oh, rest in the Lord, wait patiently for Him, and He will give thee thy heart’s desires, oh, rest in the Lord, wait patiently for Him. And He will give thee thy heart’s desires, and He will give thee thy heart’s desires.

“Commit your way unto Him, and trust in Him, Commit your way unto Him, and trust in Him. And fret not yourself because of evil doers.

"Oh, rest in the Lord, wait patiently for Him, wait patiently for Him. And He will give thee thy heart’s desires. And He will give thee thy heart’s desires.”
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And that’s what you are doing right now, resting in Me. And I WILL give you your heart’s desires. What are they?

To know You more, Jesus, and Holy Spirit, to be closer to you and to fulfill all you have planned/destined for me on this earth during the rest of my time here.

And that will come, My child, My sister, My bride, as you come to Me each day and rest in Me and wait for Me.

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89. You are always dependent on Me, always. You need Me and can’t function on earth without Me because you belong to Me now. I will never leave you or forsake you, and I will always provide for you and your needs. Trust Me in this. My Word says this and it is true. Do not fear for I am with you.

Blessed is the man who listens to me, watching daily at my doors, waiting at my doorway. For whoever finds me finds life and receives favor from the Lord. (Proverbs 8:34-35)

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding. (Proverbs 9:10)

So you see, you do have wisdom because you fear Me, and you do have understanding because you have knowledge of Me. You live in wisdom and understanding daily as you walk with Me.

If you are wise, your wisdom will reward you. (Proverbs 9:12)

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90. A CHILD IS BORN!

For unto you is born this day in the city of David, a Savior, which is Christ the Lord. (Luke 2:11 KJV)

Unto us a child is born; unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The Mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. (Isaiah 9:6 KJV)

Good Morning, Jesus, and Happy Birthday! Thank You for coming as that little child to the earth to die for me. Thank You for teaching us, healing us, loving us, dying for us, and redeeming us back to You. Thank You for loving us soooo much! I celebrate Your birth, Lord Jesus!

Thank you for the "peace on earth, good will to men" that is coming upon the earth through You. Thank You for bringing Your kingdom on earth as it is in heaven, and I pray for that today.

You are welcome, My child, My bride. I love you too. Come away with Me right now and let’s talk. Come away for a Christmas message to you...and for you.

This is My Christmas promise to you today. I will bless you all the days of your life:

•	with My Presence - as much of the Son (sun of righteousness Malachi 4:2) as you can take and not be burned up
•	with My provision - that includes financial provision, but all other provision needed too
•	with My love - and this will never diminish, but only grow stronger within you
•	with My anointing for all I want you to do
•	with favor from Me and others - in all situations you encounter
•	with closeness and nearness to Me every day - and this includes writing My words
•	with joy bubbling up within you, My joy - more than you have ever felt so far in your life
•	with every good thing that I have for you especially - things unique to your wants/needs
•	with healing - I shall arise with healing in My wings as it says in Malachi 4:2
•	and I will prove Myself to you, as in Malachi 3:10, that I will pour out more blessing on you than you can contain, and you will give this out to others - in My Name

AND I will give this to your children too - all three of them. And to your President whom you have faithfully prayed for. And for your church, CTC, and everyone there week after week. And that is My message to you today. Now go and enjoy My birthday!

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91. You, O Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light. (Psalm 18:28)

You broaden the path beneath me, so that my ankles do not turn. (Psalm 18:36)

It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. (Psalm 18:32)

Imagine! God makes my way perfect! Not I, but God. You, God, keep my lamp burning! Yes, that’s true. How could I keep going except for You. You give me the strength inside me to keep going.

Thank You, Lord, for keeping my lamp burning! Thank You, Lord, for turning my darkness into light. Thank You, Lord, for broadening the path beneath me so my ankles do not turn. Thank You, Lord, for arming me with strength and making my way perfect! I praise You, Lord!!!

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Even so, come Lord Jesus come.
Even so, take Your bride away.
How my soul longs to be with You, my Lord,
Even so, even so, come Lord Jesus come.

Lord, You are the lover of my soul.
Lord, You are exalted over all.
And I bow before Your throne to worship You
Lord, You are, Lord, You are, the lover of my soul.
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(Terry MacAlmon, Live Worship CD, “Even so”)

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92. I tell you to worship Me in this way all the days of your life on earth. This is what you will do in heaven, only even more so, greater, more magnificent, more empowered with My Presence than you can EVER know and feel on earth. More, more , more. More of Me. That is what you are crying out for - more of Me. And I will give you more of Me. Even today.

I am your healing,; I am your righteousness, I am your love, I am your peace, I am your joy. When you have Me near and close, you have all of these things and more, for I am all of these things and more. When I come to you, I bring all of these things with Me. For I AM all of these. I AM all in all. You can feel My Presence now, today. It feels like peace, and life, and joy, all bundled up into one and poured out upon you. Such a sense of “rightness” and security in My Presence.

If it takes music to get you to this place in My Presence, then use music. If you can come without the music that day, come without the music. But remember this sense of being in My Presence, and plan to come there each day.

I love you, and I want to spend this time with you in this closeness each of your remaining days on earth. I know that some days it will be easier than others. Sometimes, you will just turn your attention toward Me and you will immediately come into this sense of My Presence. Some days it will take more soaking time in seeking Me - using anointed music to help you get there. But I want you there. This is a great blessing I offer you for the rest of your days. Do you want this?

Then seek it each day, especially in the morning when you are fresh and you are by yourself. This is My delight as well as yours. You do not comprehend how much I WANT to be close to you, but trust Me, I do. You said you want to know Me more? Then know that I delight in being close to you like this today. And I want it every day. Will you accept that? Don’t settle for less.

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93. This is the start of where I am going to take you in the New Year. I have been eagerly awaiting this New Year, for great and wonderful things are in store for you during this New Year. I’m telling you ahead of time so you can know when they come, that they are from Me and I told you ahead of time.

I brought you here for a reason, and have been preparing for that reason (those reasons) for this last 5 months since you arrived here. Now it is time for you to begin to “see” what it is I’ve brought you here for, My child. It is more than you have ever thought or imagined. Just like I am more than you have ever thought or imagined - and I have given you a really good imagination!

I’ll give you all the stories you need for your last 2 books. They will come to you. You don’t have to seek them out; they’ll come to you. It will be great and glorious, and praiseworthy, and more than you can ask or imagine. That’s the kind of God I am...great and mighty and glorious. Glorious, glorious. 

Don’t look at yourself in the mirror and think that is the way you look to Me. I see you as a beautiful (I look on the inside, on the heart) young (I see you as you are in heaven) bride (one who is betrothed to Me) in white garments (you are pure and clean and lovely) with lots of gold and silver sparkling on those white garments (wisdom and knowledge). I love to look upon you, My bride. I look inside you and I see this pure lovely being that I created for Myself, to be with Me forever, clean and pure before Me, smiling, happy, filled with My joy and peace exuding from you. This is who you are, My love, My beloved.

Come away with Me, My beloved, and rest with Me in the peace and quiet of your soul joined to Mine...your spirit joined to Mine. Your body filled with Me, My Spirit, in you.

I’m filling you with My healing now. There are places in your physical body I am healing even as you type this. Each time you come to Me and draw close like this, I will bring more healing into you. You want to be totally healed?

Then come and let Me heal you a little more each day you come to Me. That is the way I am working My healing in you, a little more each day. You will look and feel younger and younger as I take away the effects of aging from you.

And I will lift every burden from you as you spend time with Me daily. Even the burden of not having as much money as you want. Relax and let Me take care of your finances. I also bring your provision with Me when I come close to you. All you need. Not so much you have to deal with it as the world does - investing, etc. I am your savings account. I am your retirement account. I am your daily bread. I am your monthly salary. I am your all in all.

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94. If you want to build yourself up, praise God.

These are the words that came to me in a dream during the night. In this dream I was being driven in a car into this lovely woodland glen area. As soon as I entered it, I felt the wonderful presence of God. There were rays of mystical, almost foggy, light coming down from above, almost like fingers of cloudy shapes. I kept saying “Oh God, Oh, God!” I moved around in that area in the Presence until I heard these words (If you want to build yourself up, praise God) and knew they were a very important message for me. After that I kept trying to find a piece of paper to write them on to put in my Bible so I could continually remind myself of it. Other things kept happening to keep me from writing it down, but I kept saying it to myself over and over so I wouldn’t forget. The idea was to turn my palms up toward God and praise Him. This was to be the antidote to my discouragement. This was a revelation from God I must remember.

You really are with me, aren’t You, God? That You would give me this wonderful encouraging dream when I was so stressed and discouraged yesterday. That You would really be with me and know what I needed, and visit me in a dream like this. Thank You, God! 

Interpretation: The car represents my life. Since I wasn’t driving, I think the Holy Spirit was taking me there. The beautiful woodland glen was a place of God, refreshing, rest, renewal in the midst of the woods which represents the unknown, the fearful, the dark place. The white clouds with rays of light represent good change, glory, renewal, revival. It was the Presence of God for me to enter. In that lovely place He gave me a message - that if I want to build myself up, I need to praise God. That is what I should have been doing yesterday. He told me on Monday to do that each day. Praising Him in the midst of trouble makes me an overcomer. The Scripture on the calendar today is: “Him who overcomes I will make a pillar in the temple of my God.” (Revelation 3:12)

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95. You will be of help to others as you desire to be, but not through a job outside your home, but through writing for Me, anointed writings, that will bless others you know not of. This is My plan for you. Worship before My throne will be the key to your writing from now on. The more you worship, the greater the revelations will be in your writing. Plan on a worship time each day before you write.

I want you to go through Book 5 (Thoughts and Stories books) writing first, because there is special timing involved in this. Then the timing will be right for beginning the new series on THINGS THE LORD HAS SHOWN ME. It doesn’t mean I will show you greater things than I show others, but I will have you put those things in writing for specific people to read who will be greatly blessed and benefited by it. This is our plan. I will show you the way and provide for you all the way - as long as it takes.

"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the Lord. (Jeremiah 29:11-14) 

I promise - I will be found by you!

Just as I watched over them to uproot and tear down, and to overthrow, destroy and bring disaster, so I will watch over them to build and to plant, declares the Lord. (Jeremiah 31:28) 

I have taken you through much uprooting and tearing down, overthrowing, and destroying, both in your own life and in relationships with others, so I will also now build and plant in your life and through your life to others.

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96. The first day of a New Year

The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. (Deuteronomy 31:8)

Good morning, My child. I am your Heavenly Father and I love you dearly! You don’t know Me very well, but you do know My Son and My Spirit well. And I am like them. 

Good morning, My bride. I am Jesus, your Lord and Savior. I love you too, and I dwell in you. You are beautiful in My sight. Your heart is pure before Me. I look at you and I am delighted and pleased in our relationship. I will never let your love for Me die. It will only grow and become even more precious than now. Do not be afraid of the New Year, either for yourself of for your children. I am Lord of all, remember, and greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world.

Good morning, My loving one. I am Holy Spirit, the one who is with you all the time, the one who guides you and warns you and protects you. I send angels out to help you each day. I will continue to do that during this coming year and will also do that for your children.

This will be a good year for you. If you can imagine yourself at the end of this year and the beginning of the next year, one year from now, you would look back and say thank you to us for all that we did in you and for you (and your loved ones). Remember that. It is good, even while difficult things are going on around you in the world. You have a special, set-apart place, your Secret Place, with us ALL THE TIME. And, because of you, we also keep your children in our care.

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97. Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand. You guide me with your counsel, and afterwards you will take me into glory. (Psalm 73:24)

And "afterwards" isn’t far away. It is close, soon, not long yet.  

This is a good Scripture for beginning this year - knowing God is with me and I am with Him, that He holds me by my right hand, He guides me with His counsel, and He will take me into glory someday. Thank You, Lord, for that promise Scripture for this New Year.

That’s what you are doing now, sowing the seed of your life for Me and what I want to do through you. I want you to reap the full results of that seed being sown. And I will do it!

Forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 3:13-14)

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98. “Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.” (Matthew 4:2)

My Word to you today is HONOR ME!”

How do I honor you, Lord?

By giving Me your time and attention. By giving Me your tithes and offerings. By giving Me praise and thanksgiving. By calling on Me day and night. By spending time with Me. You honor the one you spend time with. You declare that one important to you and that honors him.

You are spending your days with Me and that honors Me. Therefore I honor you, My child. And therefore I listen to you. And what I listen to, I fulfill and answer when it’s best and right for you. All that I do is for your benefit, My child. ALL. I am a God of righteousness and justice. What is right and just is best for you and for My people.

Who is this coming up from the desert leaning on her lover? (Solomon 8:5)

And you are now coming up from your desert experience, leaning heavily on Me - and that is what I want. That is why I had you go through it, the desert. Yes, you had many “defining moments” during the last 5-6 months, many, and you made the right decision each time. I am very pleased with you and now you are “leaning heavily” on Me. Now you are ready for more of Me.

Freely you have received, freely give. (Matthew 10:8)

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99. Today I read my dream series from August 25, 2004. I now see this dream series as referring to the books the Lord is having me write. Here are the accounts of the dreams I had that night.

1. I was part of a group preparing/practicing to sing together before an audience. The leader pointed to me and I sang a verse as a solo. The words were telling how Jesus was wonderful and Jesus was good. The notes came out clearly and I was not timid. The words were not scripted, but I just sang the thoughts that I wanted to about Jesus being wonderful and good to the same tune over and over.

2. I saw planting/cultivating being done in a field. There were already tall plants in that field, yet someone was still cultivating and planting in it.

3. I saw a very large refrigerator door open and we were looking at the instructions inside that told what to put in each compartment/space in this large door. The top space was for cold stuff like butter and such. Then there was another space. There were words imprinted between these first two sections telling what was to go in them and arrows pointing to the correct section. The next space was for workers’ supplies. It looked like I/we would be bending down a lot to put the regular refrigerator stuff in the lower parts of this door. I thought it might be good exercise for us to bend down to use the lower section.

4. I tried to scrape stickers off that were stuck on a window so it would be cleaner. I desired to see that window clean and free of various stickers on it. This seemed to be the window on the door of a classroom.

5. I saw blackboards being washed clean of all the chalky stuff that had been written on them. There was someone compiling how much stuff had likely been written on those blackboards over time, and it was something like 7 times 7. It was good to see them cleaned. This was in the same classroom as the door with the window mentioned in #4.

6. It seemed like I was preparing to plant seeds and cultivate baby chicks somehow. I was looking at the space/place where I was going to do this.

Before I went to sleep last night I was asked if I would get up and write the vision He was going to give me during the night. I said I would. But as I woke several times and thought about whether I had had a vision, it didn’t seem like I had. But I did have bits and pieces of dreams as I wrote out above. If any of it was a “vision” I didn’t recognize it as such. The clearest and boldest memory this morning is of singing the solo about Jesus over and over with a simple clear voice. I think I was a bit surprised I could actually sing when the leader pointed to me.

But all the things mentioned above were positive feeling, good, with joy at times. There were various other people involved, but I don’t know who they were. There were other singers and a leader of the singers, and there was an audience although this was not the actual performance, just the practice.

It seems the Lord is leading me to NOT plan ahead as I have often done in my past, but to let Him lead me each day without preconceived plans. Like that leaf I saw floating in the water at Shelter Garden. I felt before I went to bed last night that He was wanting to give me a vision for what’s coming next in my life so I could pray/decree/expect toward that new vision as in Job 22:28 You will also declare a thing and it will be established for you.

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That was the series of dreams and writing I did back then. Now I see this dream sequence as relating to the series of books the Lord is having me write (most of which I did not know about then) so, in that sense, this is a vision about what is coming through the books into other’s lives:

1. The books are done solo, done alone, about Jesus and His goodness

2. The books will be used to plant and cultivate in the field of others’ lives. Even though there were already tall plants (mature Christians), there was still cultivating and planting being done.

3. The books will be like a refrigerator holding food, with different spaces (help, information) for different groups of people with different needs. 

4. The books will help take away stickers that block people’s vision/revelation (from the door window).

5. The books will help wash away stuff (perhaps from the past) which needs to be cleaned from people’s lives. Seven times seven reminds me of the Scripture where Jesus talked about forgiving others many times, so this might refer to forgiving people and situations from our past.

6. The books will begin new Christians (plant seeds) and cultivate baby Christians.

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100. I had a dream about flying an airplane (which had an oil leak) and a woman and a man came to help fix the plane. 

I asked the Lord: Do I have enough of You, Holy Spirit (oil), to get me to the place I am supposed to be - to fly me there?

Yes, My child, you do. This dream expresses your concern about getting to the place you know you are to finish being (the books published and distributed in the right places). I am showing you that My angels will help you. And I will give you enough anointing (oil) to do all I am asking of you. You do not need to fear its leaking away and not having enough to get you to your destination. I am your father, and I am your husband, and I am your brother. I will take care of you now and you don’t need to feel you depend on them (earthly ones), just on Me. 

Let him have all your worries and cares, for he is always thinking about you and watching everything that concerns you. (1 Peter 5:7 TLB)

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101. After worshiping the Lord, and gazing upon Him for awhile, He said:

Ask Me these three questions:

What do I want to tell you that is on My heart for you, My child?

For you, pray that My will be done in your life. That is all you need to pray.

What do I want to tell you that is on My heart for Me?

For Me, I want clear free access to all those I am calling to Me. How do you help Me do that? You pray for My heart’s desires be completed. You pray that My will be done on earth as it is in heaven. You pray that those I am calling be given ears to hear Me and eyes to see Me and a heart to desire Me.

What do I want to tell you that is on My heart for others?

For others, please pray for tender hearts that yearn for Me, for a heart that desires Me and seeks Me, and for them to take the time to seek Me. Please pray that I will put people and circumstances in their pathways that they will notice and follow to reach Me. Please pray that I block all the efforts of the enemy that would try to keep them from seeking Me. If they seek Me, they will find Me. So seeking Me is all important.

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102. There is none like the God of Jerusalem--He descends from the heavens in majestic splendor to help you. (Deuteronomy 33:26 TLB)

Yes, I am here; just wait before Me. I am here to receive you, since you are seeking Me.

I want to talk to you this day. Come - and worship Me. Then we will talk together and you can write what I say. Most of what you wrote yesterday was not to go in the book. That’s ok. The book is not the most important thing, you are.

Shaping you, teaching you, forming you (out of the dust as I shaped Adam) is the most important thing in our relationship. I am forming you little by little, day by day, into an image of My Son. Remember We created you in Our image. 

I am always here ready for you to come to Me. That way you have instant access to Me. But your best answers, if you have questions, are found after worshiping Me.

Enter his gates with thanksgiving; go into his courts with praise. (Psalm 100:4)

You are My friend, and that’s why I am explaining this to you. Friends share their secrets with each other and share how to best communicate with each other. 

I communicate best with you after you have spent time thanking Me and praising Me and you sit before My throne, waiting to hear from Me. 

You communicate best with Me after you quiet yourself before Me, and everything around you which might distract you from Me is quiet too. 

I’m first in your life and first in your day. This pleases Me very much.

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103. “Spirit of the Lord, fall on me, and fill me with Your glory.” (in a song from album Visit Us by Terry MacAlmon)

I am, My child, I am. I am filling you with Me today, and My glory is one attribute of Me that comes with Me as I fill you. You have My glory when you have Me outshining from you.

I love you. I want you to know that every single day of your life on earth. You will have no trouble knowing that when you are up here in Heaven with Me because there will be nothing to block that love from you. But on earth, there are so many blockades and so many disturbances that try to block My love from you. My love is still always there for you, but you may not always “feel” it, and so I keep telling you to remind you of it. 

I love you with My whole heart, with all My being, with all that I am. You do not comprehend all that means yet, but I will keep opening understanding to you about it.

Get up and dance with Me.

Remember how much more it means to Me for you to praise Me, worship Me, and dance with Me while still on earth - living during the darkness times. And you do it whether you “feel” like it or not. THAT means a lot to Me and I treasure it and delight in it up here in Heaven.

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104. A voice of one calling in the desert, "Prepare the way for the Lord, make straight paths for him. Every valley shall be filled in, every mountain and hill made low. The crooked roads shall become straight, the rough ways smooth. And all mankind will see God’s salvation." (Luke 3:4-6)

Make STRAIGHT paths for Me. That means don’t make Me work around all the difficulties in your life to get to you. Smooth out everything before you and reach out to Me in a straight, direct path right to your heart and mind. Lay everything down except finding Me. You do this by focusing on Me in My throne room and “seeing” Me sitting there before you, like you are before the throne - as the 24 elders in Revelation 4:4.

Surrounding the throne were twenty-four other thrones, and seated on them were twenty-four elders. They were dressed in white and had crowns of gold on their heads. (Revelation 4:4, 6)

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105. I want you to “see” Me using your hands to type these words. I want you to “see” Me using your eyes to read My Word. I want you to “see” Me doing all sorts of things through you - every day. Keep picturing this happening. This gives you a “knowing” that I am working through you.

Offer the parts of your body to him as instruments of righteousness. (Romans 6:13)

These are My hands typing these words because you have given Me your hands to use. Even though your body makes the effort, your body belongs to Me now, so I am using it. Your will and My will are united. They have become one.

Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him. (John 14:21)

If anyone loves me, he will obey my teaching. My Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him. (John 14:23)

You said: “show myself to him....make our home with him.” You make your home here with me, and You show yourself to me - even as Your Word says. 

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106. I had a wonderful book sent to me by my sister. It is a book I want to recommend to anyone who reads my books, so I will give the information here about the book and how to order it. It is titled: Prayer Strategy Resource Book by Ruth Shinness. 

In this book Ruth tells how she began studying Scriptures and eventually gained insight into how to pray the Scriptures. In this helpful and delightful book she gives instruction to the readers in “Tuning Up Your Prayer Life” and “How to Pray the Book.”  She then puts Scriptures into sections of such topics as Family, Children, Favor, Fear not, Guidance, Prosper, Healing, Knowing Jesus, Deliverance, etc. She lists the Scripture and reference, but she also paraphrases each Scripture into a positive way to pray that Scripture back to the Lord to: “remind God of His promises.” 

At the back of the book she gives many testimonies from people who received prayer answers after praying God’s Word. To get a copy of this book you may order it on her web page at www.prayerstrategy.com. Or you may write her at: Ruth Shinness Brinduse, 2539 E. 450 N., Anderson, IN 46012-9518. You may call her at (765) 643-0612 or email her at PrayerStrategy@juno.com.

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107. Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom the master has put in charge of the servants in his household to give them their food at the proper time? It will be good for that servant whose master finds him doing so when he returns. I tell you the truth, he will put him in charge of all his possessions. (Matthew 24:45-46)

And you are preparing the food I want to give to My servants at the proper time. And I want you to keep doing this until I return. You see what I said I will do for you if you do this? I will put you in charge of all My possessions. I know you don’t know what that means, but it is good, and it is what I want to do for you. 

Let’s do it together. I don’t want you to take a different job than the one I’ve given you - to listen to Me daily and write for Me. We are preparing the food that I want to give to My servants at the proper time. You are a part of this preparation. It is extremely important to Me. So I want it to be important to you too.

In a similar way to how you take in the words I give others (through their books and talks) and teach you through those words, I will use the words I am giving you to teach others and minister to them. Do you want that? Good, then we are together on this writing.

I have prepared you all your life for this time, this harvest of all I have put into you. I am harvesting it into words in your books and I will use those words and those books to feed others at the times they need that food which I’m giving through you.

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108. THE VALLEY OF DECISION

Multitudes, multitudes in the valley of decision! For the day of the Lord is near in the valley of decision. (Joel 3:14)

Yes, it’s now here - these final days and years of the earth under the Gentiles. Soon the Israelites will be in charge, king over all, praised and envied by all others. They will have their promised, cherished place in ruling over the earth...being the head and not the tail, on top and not below. They will be My cherished ones, My treasured prize, My possession forever. My Bride will come and help Me rule and reign over the world. It’s happening soon - what you just read in the book of Joel. We are ‘at the gate’ of that time.

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109. AN EVERLASTING WITNESS

Go now, write it on a tablet for them, inscribe it on a scroll, that for the days to come it may be an everlasting witness. (Isaiah 30:8 NIV)

What does this mean,  an everlasting witness?

An everlasting witness would have to mean a witness in eternity, wouldn’t it? Because the tablet or scroll would be destroyed when the earth is destroyed. So where will this ‘everlasting witness’ be? It must be in heaven. There this everlasting witness will be kept forever - in the record of the one who wrote the tablet or scroll. 

I keep eternal records, My child, about each person who is mine. Eternal. Your records are with Me eternally. What you write for Me is with Me eternally. Isn’t that grand?!!! What you and I do together is kept eternally in your own personal record...in heaven.

Now, go, write it before them on a tablet and inscribe it in a book, that it may be as a witness for the time to come forevermore. (Isaiah 30:8 AMP)

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110. THOSE WHO WAIT FOR HIM

And therefore the Lord [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. For the Lord is a God of justice. Blessed (happy, fortunate, to be envied) are all those who [earnestly] wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him [for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship]!” (Isaiah 30:18 AMP)

Wow! That is one powerful Scripture, Lord! This describes so much what You are like - One who waits to be gracious to us, One who wants to have mercy on us, One who wants to show loving kindness to us. And, for those who wait for You, the blessings are great - victory, favor, love, peace, joy, companionship with You! That’s what I want, Lord. I wait for You! And we wait for You in this way: 

In returning [to Me] and resting [in Me] you shall be saved; in quietness and in [trusting] confidence shall be your strength. (Isaiah 30:15 AMP)

When we do that, then: 

And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left. (Isaiah 30:21 AMP)

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111. “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

Come to Me, My child, every day of your life. I am your strength and your comforter. You will need My strength and comfort each day as you walk through the rest of your days on earth. They will be troubled days. There will continue to be many signs in the weather, in the skies, in the shaking of the earth, in men who do evil. It all is part of the end times that you ARE now living in. The end times are here. You know this from My Word and how it tells of these times.

Come unto Me all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. (Matt.11:28) 

I know you get heavy laden and labor when you think about the future and where you might live with no retirement funds. Come unto Me with that burden, and I will give you rest each time you get concerned.

I want you to know these things and tell others these things in your books. I want My goodness and My faithfulness recorded for all others to see and know. I am a faithful God to those who belong to Me. I take care of My own...and you are My own. You have been faithful to Me and I am and will be faithful to you. Count on it.

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112. “The righteous will inherit the land and dwell in it forever.” (Psalm 37:29)

What is the “land” we inherit, Lord?

The “land” is where I am, where I dwell, in heaven and on earth - wherever I dwell...even in the hearts of others in whom I dwell. The land is “in Jesus.” The land is “in the Holy Spirit.” The land is full of the treasures and mysteries of heaven--including angels. The land is all that I am--My characteristics, My power, My grace, My love. All that I am is part of the “land” you inherit in Me. That’s where the righteous live, inherit, dwell. It’s the whole package of Me and who you are in Me, in Christ.

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113. In returning and rest is your salvation, In quietness and trust is your strength. (Isaiah 30:15)

One sin that can entangle us is the desire to be something we are not. Change my desires, Lord, so that I desire to be only that which You want me to be, and all that You want me to be.

Let Me decide all I want you to be and equip you to be. Do all I say and I will take you to where I want you to be -- here on earth and later in heaven. You can only do it by listening to Me and being obedient to Me. In returning and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength (Isaiah 30:15). Keep working on quietness and trust.

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114. A Dream: I was telling people that my husband and I were going on a trip and that we would get to see the King while there, and that we were able to get tickets to attend the “royal wedding” while we were there. That seemed to be a wonderful treat and opportunity I was telling some people about. We seemed to be going soon.

Interpretation: This seems to refer to my relationship with Jesus, my Husband, and to indicate that soon we will be going together on a trip, the Rapture, to the place where a royal wedding will be held - and I was blessed to get tickets to attend that. My ticket is my relationship with Jesus, my Husband.

More of the dream: I was trying to get clothes ready for elementary children to go to school. I think they would go to school while I was on the trip. We were making plans for how many pair of shorts and tops they needed, what colors, etc. One outfit had many colors and I told the child to tell us what colors there were, then he/she could match those colors with the top to wear with it.

Interpretation: Perhaps this refers to the clothes of righteousness children need to be able to go to the “school” of learning of the Lord. I was trying to get the children with the right clothes for their school. This school would be while I was on the trip (maybe after the rapture). This may refer to those who would read my books after I left on my trip. If the children would look closely at the “colors” or aspects of the clothing article (look at what Jesus was like, His characteristics), then they would know how to match those aspects with their other clothing. I guess that is what my books are about - what is it like to look at the characteristics of wearing Jesus, and being a Christian, and to imitate those and be like Him. These children being elementary children may mean they are new Christians and are starting their learning about following Jesus.

This may be primarily for those who become Christians after the rapture who accept Jesus as their Savior then. For many years the Holy Spirit has brought to my mind that my writings might be used after the Rapture for those who come to Him then.

I want you to know the Rapture is soon, is near, and you will be participating. You already have your “ticket” for the royal wedding between My Bride and Me. There will be children, babes in Christ, who will need clothes of righteousness after your trip, and you are helping prepare them even now. Many colors are many aspects of what I am like and who I am. They will see these many colors in your writings. That is why I now want you to read back over your old journals and put them in writing.

Type a computer file for each year, and put them on disks and put them on the computer. Print out all that I show you to print out. I have plans for all of it. This may be easier for others to find after the Rapture than things found at Christian bookstores. I will look after your writings and protect them and keep them safe from being destroyed. I already have plans for all those who come to Me then. I know who they are and what they need. I am using you to help Me prepare for them.

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115. “Do what is right; then if men speak against you, calling you evil names, they will become ashamed of themselves for falsely accusing you when you have only done what is good.” (1 Peter 3:16 TLB)

OK, I’m here with you, and I want to talk to you. Yes, go to the women’s Bible study today. I will be with you, and I will give you safe travel. It won’t be much longer before you’ll have your eyes healed and be able to see better to drive. Then you will be able to drive yourself on Friday nights to the Spiritual Nurture Group and try it out. It will be the right time then for you to go. You are doing a good job of what I have asked you to do. Keep it up. Do not be afraid. I will take care of you and your loved ones, no matter what comes. Trust Me.

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116. Today I am reading chapter 17 of Secrets of the Secret Place by Bob Sorge. It is about “The Secret of Retreats.” He suggests having at least a 3-day retreat periodically which includes solitude, no entertainment, fasting, and the Gospels.  

God is showing me as I read this that He wants me to go on a retreat when my daughter goes on a trip and I am here alone. I am to prepare food ahead. This is to be a retreat from TV also (unless He tells me to watch something), and a retreat from library books also. I can take walks outside, and take naps as needed, but just concentrate on worshiping, praying, listening, writing what He wants me to, and reading the Word.

Make a commitment to at least 3 days.
If she is gone longer, keep the possibility open to more days
Don’t answer the phone unless it’s very important
Take walks 2-3 times a day
Take naps whenever you are tired, then continue - even during the night
Don’t go outside for any activities like shopping, women’s Bible study, etc.
Write in your journal as I lead you
Read My Word as I lead you
Pray as I lead you - I might use this time for deep intercession for specific things
No TV unless I guide you to do that at specific times
No library books to distract you from Me
Just Me

Will you spend 3 days with Me?

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117. I, the Lord, am your Savior and Redeemer, the Mighty One of Israel. (Isaiah 49:26 TLB)

I remember a piece of a dream last night where we (I and at least 1 other) were preparing to plant something. I saw the garden/field area with a line dug across it to plant in - a line to use as a ‘plumbline’ to plant in, and to gauge how to plant the rows on either side of it straight.

The ‘one other’ is Me. You and I are preparing to plant something and we are looking at the place of planting and seeing a row there marking where to plant. The “where to plant” place, the field or garden, is your books. You are planting yourself and the thoughts I’ve given you into your books. I want you to know this planting is a straight line, as you saw in your dream. It is ready to put seeds into. 

I plowed the field, and I marked the row for us to plant in. You are doing your part in giving all your time to writing the books I am leading you to write. Together we are planting that field and together we will harvest it. You get to harvest it along with Me, whether you are here on earth or in heaven. 

Keep planting with Me. Know that this is the most important work you will ever do here on earth - to keep planting in the field of writing your books. You will be thrilled when you see the harvest from this planting. We must do this together. I cannot do it alone, or rather, I will not do this alone. I need you to put the thoughts into writing and into book form. Then I will get those books printed at the right time and promote them and get them to the exact people whom I want to have them at exactly the right time. Do you believe this?

Then will you keep on writing with Me? No matter what comes up? Don’t let mammon tear you away from the writing, ok? Turn down any job offer you might get. I will provide your finances needed, just as I am now. This is what I wanted you to listen to and write down so you can record what I told you today.

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118. On the third day there was a wedding at Cana of Galilee. (John 2:1 AMP)

This, the first of His signs (miracles, wonderworks), Jesus performed in Cana of Galilee, and manifested His glory [by it He displayed His greatness and His power openly], and His disciples believed in Him [adhered to, trusted in, and relied on Him].  (John 2:11 AMP)

Yes, I did that on the third day, and on this “third day” you are now living in I will also display My power and My glory in My people and with My people. You are one of My people, and I will display My power and glory in you - along with many others whom you know at CTC. I have put you with this group of people that I am preparing for the display of My glory. That’s one reason I brought you here to Lee’s Summit and CTC...to display My glory in you and others along with you...just like I did there in Cana.

And yes, I will drink the wine with you at the wedding supper up here in heaven - like I mentioned on My last night on earth as a human being. This will be a glorious wedding here! Yes, I started My ministry of power to the church with a wedding celebration for which I provided good wine. And I will culminate My ministry to the church with a wedding celebration with “good wine” up here in heaven. That is not by chance. It is My Father’s plan for Me and for us.

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119. I needed to have you STOP the performance of "stuff" so you could find out our relationship didn’t depend on performance, but on our love relationship with each other. I love you as you are, completely. You don’t have to do certain duties to get My love. You see, your writing gets you to sit before Me, and listen to Me, and wait on Me every day. This gives Me the opportunity to make changes in you as needed, and helps you see that doing things is not what I want or am asking of you - but just to “be with Me.” Now I can work My miracle-working changes in you as you sit before Me and trust Me.

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120. Moreover, I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; and I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh, and give you a heart of flesh. (Ezekiel 36:26)

A Dream: This dream is hard to describe. It was like there was a page where I could see the effects of what was happening. When I “went into” that page first, I filled in places between things on the left and right sides of it. Then I must have come out again, and the next time I “went into” that page, I went straight in (not filling in around things) and filled in all the lines or places directly. And the filled area was yellow. It seemed like this was a great improvement and could be rejoiced in.

Interpretation: The feeling of this dream was that something had changed for good and there was joy that this had happened. I think it referred to that inner place inside me (heart) where a change took place and this being yellow means it was a gift from God. This represented me and seemed to indicate I first had to fill in around “things” inside me that blocked the way. Then, the second time, I could fill all the space with this yellow something. Those "blocks" or "obstacles" were gone. Those ‘things’ which my heart, inner self, had to shape around first were like stones or obstacles in my heart. In the second scene those were gone. So I see this dream as a prophetic picture of that happening in the natural and spiritual.

Earlier during the night I woke up from dreams which seemed to be a fulfillment of my desires to be improved or healed within my inner child, but I wasn’t to remember and write down the dreams. I just knew the Holy Spirit was working good things inside me.

The spirit of man is the lamp of the Lord, searching all his innermost parts. (Prov 20:27 RSV)

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121. You’re uptight thinking you might not get in touch with Me today...like yesterday when you didn’t spend (couldn’t seem to spend) much time and effort getting in touch with Me. Do not fear.  I am here. Relax. Trust. Read My Word, and I will come as you read it.

The Lord watches over all the plans and paths of godly men. (Psalm 1:6 TLB)

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122. I tell you the truth, the man who does not enter the sheep pen by the gate, but climbs in by some other way, is a thief and a robber. (John 10:1)

I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved. (John 10:9)

You want to come into communion with Me today? Are you ready? Just wait a little before Me and quiet your heart. Wait.

I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness. (John 12:46)

I am the Light of the world. I light the way into every part of this world and even into the human heart. I light the way into your heart, My child, and I see what is there. I can show you and reveal to you what is there if you ask Me. I want you to ask Me.

I will show you. This is what you have been wanting to know - what inner vows and judgments and thoughts did you have as a little child that shaped your life thereafter and even now. I know all these things, because I know you.

I will show you whatever I want you to know, a little at a time, so keep asking and it will be given you, keep seeking and you will find, keep knocking and the door will be opened unto you. I want you to ask. I want to reveal your inner heart to you, and get it clean of obstacles that hinder your life and ministry. I want to do this, and so do you, so let’s do it together.

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123. Therefore every teacher of the law who has been instructed about the kingdom of heaven is like the owner of a house who brings out of his storeroom new treasures as well as old. (Matt 13:52)

You have been instructed about the kingdom of heaven and about its laws, so to those around you, you are a teacher of the law. You personify what the kingdom of heaven and its laws are like in your life. And therefore, inside you, is a storeroom with new treasures as well as old. I am showing you some “new treasures” in your dream life lately. Notice this dream from last night shows you actually on the campus where you learn, and that you are an upperclassman. In past dreams you often were searching for this place of learning, but now you are experiencing it. This is good!

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124. The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field. But while everyone was sleeping, his enemy came and sowed weeds among the wheat, and went away. When the wheat sprouted and formed heads, then the weeds also appeared. The owner’s servants came to him and said, "Sir, didn’t you sow good seed in your field? Where then did the weeds come from?" "An enemy did this," he replied. The servants asked him, "Do you want us to go and pull them up?" "No," he answered, "because while you are pulling the weeds, you may root up the wheat with them. Let both grow together until the harvest. At that time I will tell the harvesters: First collect the weeds and tie them in bundles to be burned; then gather the wheat and bring it into my barn.” (Matthew 13:24-30)

The Holy Spirit said: 

The bundles are being tied now!

This goes along with an idea that came during the night and I wrote it down:

There is a “deposit,” a seed, planted in those elect of the Lord (those the Father has drawn to Jesus)  that is “grown” eventually as allowed by the free will of the person. My children all have this deposit in them and He is growing it in them. If that seed isn’t planted with the help of people, the Lord gets it deposited Himself--perhaps in a dream. It seems that in this way He plants the “wheat.”

Because you are a Christian and prayed for them as children, this was deposited in them also. Their salvation is tied in with yours as recorded in Scripture. You prayed that your children would only pick Christians for mates, so your daughter was led to a mate who also has a deposit of Me in him. That way you can be assured of Godly offspring.

I plant My wheat, and My wheat are visible to the angels, therefore they watch over and help My wheat during their time on earth. They may help others also, but primarily they assist My wheat ...those who belong to Me.

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125. At church this morning they put a picture up on the screen-wall of a little baby lying on its back looking up at Jesus, and Jesus leaning over it smiling down at it. The baby had its arms up toward Jesus.

As this picture was shown I felt the Holy Spirit was teaching me that I had been with Jesus before I was born into this world, and that He carefully watched over me as I became an embryo, then a baby, then a child, etc. I felt He was saying that even when I didn’t get loving from my earthly father, He was there all the time loving me, and that when I hurt, He hurt with me. He wanted me to remember that He is omnipresent and could be with all of His own, all the time. It was very comforting and encouraging. It seemed I knew he had died for my sins even before I was born.

You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother's womb…you watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. (Psalm 139:13, 15-16 NLT)

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126. I have a plan for your life, My child, and it is good. Trust Me for it. It’s not so much for writing today; it’s for healing today. 

Waiting in His presence. He says He is Life, and when He comes to me, death and sickness must leave because He is Life.

The day of the trumpet of the Lord is coming soon. Wait patiently for “the blowing” of the trumpets; it is SOON.

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127. You have come into My Presence many many times. But most of the time you don’t “see” anything, but you “hear” Me. That is good. That is “coming into My realm” also, but just in the hearing realm. I will bring you into the “seeing” realm too sometimes. I will help you with that process at the Patricia King conference. She knows how to teach/lead others there. I’ve gifted her in that, and she helps others learn how. She will teach you how, and she will teach your daughter how also. You are both ready for this now. It is the right time for you both. You can go through this together. I will keep you well and keep emergencies from happening that might otherwise take you away from the conference. 

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128. Last night I awoke and wrote down a piece of a dream. In it I was given a special ball of light which we needed to learn to use. This ball seemed to be the last gift in a row of things. Perhaps that means it is coming at the very last of my life. It may refer to the Holy Spirit. I wonder how I learn how to use it. 

Listen to Me and I will show you. I’ll take you where I want you to go with My ball of light and show you how to use it. You place it where I show you, and when I show you, and how I show you.

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129. I am here and I want to speak to you. I am preparing you for the next “phase” or season of your life. This next season will have a great and continual download or pouring of treasures into your head and heart. These will be all the treasures found in Jesus Christ, the mysteries of heaven, and plans for the earth and My people, that are coming now in this new season. I will give you a portion of that information to put in your books you will continue to write from here on out until the end of your time on earth during this season of time. 

You must set yourself apart unto me daily as I lead you, every day that I say “yes” I want you to set yourself apart with Me. I will show you what to do with what I give you. Assume it is for writing in your books, and assume it is for praying through what I show you. If there is more to do with the information, I will show you that too. Know this is coming and don’t be surprised when it comes. Just know I am doing it and it is from Me, not you, or some other source. It’s the source that’s important. 

I have cleaned you and cleaned you and made you very sensitive to not judging others. You are clean before Me now, and quite open and vulnerable to the things hidden because they are coming from your back. You are now open to Me in a new way. I didn’t give you much revelation Saturday night at the Glory School because I wanted you to focus only on the pouring of treasures into you. We will expand on that theme many times in the coming time.

I love you, and I am excited, as you are, about what’s coming next. I paid for what is coming, and I am eager to see it manifested...much more than you are. I have made you open and ready to receive and participate. You will communicate your information in your books.

Why? Because I have a plan and purpose for those books and that information. Do not worry about it or doubt it. Just trust that I know what I am doing, and follow Me. I will show you only 1 step at a time. If I showed you more, you might try to bring it about yourself, and I don’t want you to do that. I will bring it about. I know what’s best for you and how you function best because I created you that way and prepared you to be that way. Trust Me.

Dreams will be a part of what I show you. Keep writing them out and letting Me interpret them. Pictures, impressions, and visions will also be used with you. Keep alert for them and write them down too. Write, write, write...for Me.

The spirit of poverty is now broken off of you and the spirit of sickness is also now broken off of you - as you stood and asked for that at the Glory School, and I gave that freedom to you. Receive it from Me.

Expect sickness not to come anymore and expect old sicknesses to gradually fade away into health.

Healing Scriptures to stand on:

But for you who fear my name, the Sun of Righteousness will rise with healing in his wings. And you will go free, leaping with joy like calves let out to pasture. (Malachi 4:2 TLB)

But he was wounded and bruised for our sins. He was beaten that we might have peace; he was lashed--and we were healed! (Isaiah 53:5 TLB)

 He sent his word, and healed them, and delivered them from their destruction. (Psalm 107:20 KJV)

Expect provisions to come to you soon from unknown/unexpected places. Receive them from Me with joy and thanksgiving.

Provision Scriptures to stand on:

But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. (Phil. 4:19 KJV)

That I may cause those who love me to inherit wealth, that I may fill their treasuries. (Proverbs 8:21 NKJV)

The Lord will send a blessing on your barns and on everything you put your hand to. The Lord your God will bless you in the land he is giving you. (Deut 28:8 NIV)

I will give you the treasures of darkness, riches stored in secret places, so that you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, who summons you by name. (Isaiah 45:3 NIV)

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130. A dream: I seemed to be at the place where I worked. I went to a place where I thought a guy would give me a haircut. He took me to a ladies beauty shop where a girl was going to give me a haircut. She acted like she didn’t know how to do that but was supposed to try anyway. She went somewhere and left me sitting there for a long time, so I finally left without the haircut.

Interpretation: Hair represents covering, covenant, doctrine, tradition, old sinful nature. Haircut represents removing or breaking covenants or religious traditions, removing bad attitudes. Barbershop represents Church, place of removal of old covenant of sin. Beauty shop represents Church, preparation. The girl may represent myself showing I don’t know how to get rid of all the “old stuff” down inside me left from religious traditions and wrongful experiences in my past.

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131. Oh dear readers of this writer’s material: I love you and am thinking of you even now as she writes this for Me. I want you to know that you are in My heart and My thoughts even if you are not yet born into this world. This is a message for whoever reads this material. I know you and I care about you very much! Receive My love. Accept My love. Receive Me into your life. I want you to be Mine, just as this writer is Mine. Will you do that today? Then call to Me and tell Me you want Me to be in your life. Tell Me you believe in Me and want Me to be your Savior and Lord, just as I am this writer’s Savior and Lord. Tell Me. I want to hear it from you. Then you will be Mine, and I will come to you and live inside you as I do in her.

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(Watch for Part 3 coming soon!)