JOURNAL OF A LISTENER TO GOD
Part 3

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He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being taught. (Isaiah 50:4)

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INTRODUCTION

Let Your praises pour forth in this book, Lord, as you and I write it together. Let it be Your love letter to those who read the book. And let them encounter You as a Person as they read this book...a Person who loves them and wants to meet with them also, as You do with me. Let this book give them a spiritual pathway to follow on their own personal journey to know You, Jesus, to hear from You, and to encounter You in a close, living, and loving relationship.

I offer this book in humility, knowing that our relationship with God is a deeply personal thing.  Each one of us is unique and special, and so is our relationship with God. I offer only what I have experienced or heard, praying it will be a blessing and encouragement to each person who reads this book.  (Words in italics are words that came to me from the Holy Spirit as I listened to Him.)

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1. I was standing in the kitchen near the sink and God opened up a revelation to me about Satan and my power over him. God showed me the idea of a little ant on the floor and my smashing it with my shoe. He revealed to me that my authority over Satan was like smashing that ant. 

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2. I am seeking the Lord for healing of my toes from partial numbness. I believe He says He hasn’t yet healed them because He wants to teach me something from this. When I ask what, He says: “How to have faith for healing.” So I am asking Him to teach me how to have faith for healing.

1. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God (Romans 10:17) 
	
2. I am to speak the Word of God to my toes as I place my hands on them…daily, and many times a day.

3. The Scripture I am to speak to them: (Psalm 107:20 KJV) “He sent his word, and healed them, and delivered them from their destruction.” (I rejoice, for Your Word has healed me and delivered me from destruction.)

Also: (Psalm 103:2-3 NIV) “Praise the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits--who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases.”  (I praise You with all my soul, Lord, and forget not all your benefits. You forgive all my sins and heal all my diseases.)

Yes, these Scriptures are fine. Speak them over your toes each morning and whenever you remember during the day. The faith will come by hearing My Word over and over until it is sealed in your heart.

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3. As I watched the “outer space” scenes projected on the upper wall at CTC after the service, I saw a picture that looked like light emanating out from a singular point into a V shaped spectacular light. Then the Spirit began to speak, and I wrote:

That’s the way I come to you, like a light shining out into the darkness showing My Self, My glory, to you so it can flow through to others in your writings. Keep on. It’s all of Me. 

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4. The Spirit says today that He will soon be doing a great shaking in the Church that will wake up those who have gotten far from the central focus of Jesus Christ crucified and show them this. Then they get the chance to repent and change their focus. This will help bring those who have strayed from the central true message back to Him.

So don’t fear, My child, the task is Mine to bring them back into right relationship with Me. Remember that “He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete it.” I am faithful to complete what I start, and I am faithful to hold on to all those the Father has given Me. They are just seeking a closer, more relational, walk with Me and don’t know where or how to find it. Just as you did back in 1971 when I showed you the Truth. Now I am going to shake the whole Church, especially in America, and show her the Truth - Myself - so she can become clean and pure, without spot or wrinkle. Now you still see her with many spots and wrinkles, but that will change soon. Do you want to see it?  Then pray for it to come. And I WILL DO IT!

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5. A dream: I seemed to be at Church discussing a discipleship training course with two people. The course had been offered there the previous summer, but I was gone during that summer and didn’t therefore take the course, so I wasn’t very familiar with it. It seemed to deal with the Fruit of the Spirit, and some chapters in the middle of the course dealt with spices. The person I talked to said the best chapters were at the last of the book, and maybe the last one, the best of all dealt with the Lamb. He said this with some awe.

Interpretation: My daughter suggested this dream may have to do with my books coming later to people who missed being discipled before. Perhaps those who will read my books will need to hear about the Fruit of the Spirit and the Lamb. Perhaps the best part of my books will be the last chapters.

Next part of dream: It was told to me that some people who took the discipleship course the summer before didn’t complete nearly all of it. And there seemed to be a question about the payment for the books, like not everybody paid for theirs. I asked if they couldn’t send back the leftover books. While I was talking about this, I couldn’t see the person I was speaking to, like the sun was blinding my eyes partially.

Interpretation: And the books are also for those who didn’t complete their discipling in the past even though they had some. Being blind to whom I was talking to may refer to not knowing who will be reading these books.

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6. An impression I saw just after I woke up: I saw a white desk that I was in front of. The middle of three drawers on the right side was open and showed many spiral notebooks (like my journal notebooks) in it.

Interpretation: Perhaps this represents me as the desk. If so, it seems to refer to my being pure and containing books within the center of me that are now open and able to be seen. These are old books and new books possibly - revealing a record of the Word of God, my heart, my witness and remembrance, conscience, education, and knowledge. It is revealed by God through me and is accepted. That’s why it is seen in a white (pure) desk or container or storage place. Middle drawer may represent those books come from a middle level of revelation (not lowest and not the highest). In this impression, I am in a position to make use of this desk and drawer of books because they are “in front of” me - perhaps in front of me in time, meaning things to come. This may come about by obedience, conformity to the Spirit’s leading.

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7. A dream: The setting was in an unfamiliar house that seemed to have two rooms. There were several other people there. I didn’t recognize any of them although we all seemed to know each other and were friendly. We were finding and setting up and lighting candles that were on strings/strands (almost like Christmas light strands) with pretty shapes like flowers and flowering plants also on the strands. We were trying to be very careful so none of the candles in the strands would fall over. 

Out the window seemed to be a pretty view of countryside with maybe field outlines. When I looked out the window it seemed like we were up higher than a first story, at least on a second story level, probably higher. I heard music that I thought was a tango. I mentioned to a couple of the people that one of the rooms was the dancing area in case they knew how to do the tango...but I didn’t see anyone dance. The strands of flowers/lights were on the floor also, so it would be tricky to dance there.

Interpretation: My daughter seemed to think this might refer to mansions in heaven since I was up high and with friendly people I didn’t recognize. To me it seems to come from a spiritual perspective at least. It seems to refer to the Church universal, people around the world, who don’t yet know each other by name, but who are all lighting the light of Jesus wherever they are and showing His glory. These are divided out, judged, and separated from others. This is being revealed in the field of the world. Worship is part of this activity. This may be a prophetic dream telling of the separating out of God’s people happening all over the world -- separated by their showing the light of Christ, by worship, by truth being revealed in them. 

If you obey me fully and keep my covenant, then out of all nations you will be my treasured possession. (Exodus 19:5 NIV)

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8. Four Dreams:

1. A dream: I was visiting a 4th grade classroom. The teacher was going somewhere else and I would be taking over that room. I was very pleased because the students were very quiet and well behaved. I saw a few sitting at their desks working. I wondered how she got them to be that way. 

2. A dream: As she showed me the room and equipment I saw a large wooden jigsaw puzzle without a border around it to hold the pieces in. It was around 3’x3’ or so, but I only saw the corner of it. 

3. A dream: I saw a library that had a long area with a wall about 3 ft high along the side. Flowering plants were sitting all along the top of this wall, and a large lovely flowering plant with red and white flowers and greenery was in the entranceway. It made the library area almost look like an outdoor garden, but it was inside. I was really pleased with this area and I moved the plant back so I could enter.

4. A dream: It seems like there was something that was yellow which she or I was removing to take with her/me.

Interpretation:

1. If I assume the teacher is the Holy Spirit, then He is giving me a view of something coming in my life. It has to do with ruling and reigning in the world/kingdom. The students there are well behaved, not troublesome, and learn quietly. Perhaps this refers to people learning from my books, learning about ruling and reigning in the world, and/or learning from a spiritual realm.

2. Puzzles could be put together there which would stay together without a frame or border to hold the pieces together. Perhaps this means things we don’t know now can be figured out (puzzles) in this place and would fit together rightly. Maybe this place is in heaven, or in the spiritual realm. A puzzle is usually a picture and that refers to memory, conscience, past experience, imagination, circumstance or a message within itself. I only saw “part” of the puzzle, so that probably refers to my only seeing “part” of the picture from this realm.

3. The entrance to the library where knowledge is found has passion, purity, and life. It is like a garden there as “I come to the garden alone” into the Quiet Time with Christ. I desired to enter this spiritual realm and began to do that.

4. This may represent a gift from God that might be for me in this learning realm.

You keep coming and soaking with Me in the spiritual realm and these things will be there for you: passion, purity, life, pictures/visions/impressions, answers to puzzles, learning, quietness, order, good behavior, and gifts from God. Now how about that! Isn’t that worth coming into the classroom of the spiritual realm? And you get to come and not only learn there, but help teach others too as I am showing you in this dream. So come each day I call you there. It’s good and it’s worth the time and effort.

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9. Two dreams:

1. A dream: I came home to my childhood home from a camp experience. I was unpacking my suitcase and trying to hang up my dresses in the closet. There were two dresses already there on the left side. The closet appeared like it was made out of a material that was standing separate from the house walls, like it was a “stand alone” closet. I just saw the closet standing by itself, not connected to other walls. 

2. A dream: There were two large signs along a road. The signs each had a covering over them rather like soft vinyl cloth. This kept the signs from being read properly; people couldn’t see what was underneath the vinyl. I may have uncovered them in the dream, or was about to uncover them. It seemed quite important to uncover them, and I woke up thinking it was important to write down the dream about the two signs. They were each large, held up in the air by a pole, and were about 4 ft wide by about 3-4 ft high. At first I could see the signs at a distance along the road (like I was in a field walking toward the road from the side) and later I saw them up close and I was standing beside them.

Interpretation: 

1. This dream seems to refer to my coming to look at my past from a camp experience, a spiritual experience perspective. It shows me coming to the Secret Place of prayer with God and placing in that Secret Place my heart, those things personal to me, my covering, anointing, authority and protection. There were two dresses already there and that refers to being separated out or divided, judged, discerned already. They were on the left side referring to spiritual things. They were lovely to look at. I was having a "stand alone" experience in this prayer closet.

2. These signs refer to the direction instructions I need to know so I can find out which way to go with my life and work. I need to uncover those direction instructions. This is important, but until I uncover them they are “covered” and are not defined, are unclear, are vague and not specific, hazy, hidden. Reading the signs will help me along the way of life for me and since there are two signs, this represents them dividing me out, separating me out to those directions. This pertains to the world, the harvest, the opportunity to do God’s work in the world. This refers to now and/or the future, and may be a prophetic dream about future events to come. Right now I can’t read the signs, but it is important for me to uncover them and see my direction signs so they won’t be hazy and hidden anymore. This is something that's coming, it’s in front of me. I was some distance away from reading the signs, but then I was quite close to them.

I’ll show you and I’ll take you where you are to go. I want you to know you are “very close” to reading the signs now whereas previously you saw them at a distance. Soon the direction signs will be “uncovered” and you will see clearly, not hidden or hazy. This is in regard to your Christian walk and work for Me and with Me.

So the unfolding of “reading the signs” giving me direction will come as I am in my Secret Place, my prayer closet, covered with His anointing. Is that right, Lord?

Yes. And that’s the way it has come often in the past, right?

Yes. I notice there wasn’t a door into the closet; it was just completely open on one side.

So you’re in it, or in front of it, all the time - talking to Me all the time, throughout your days. So the “uncovering” of your instructions/directions may come anytime, anywhere. Be watching for them. This doesn’t mean necessarily there is a change, but it may involve that. Just keep a willing and open heart, and check all instructions out with Me to be sure I am giving them. If I am, then they will be right for you.

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10. Dreams:

A dream: I was in a new and different house. I was not very familiar with the direction the house lay in relation to other buildings on the campus. 

Interpretation: I was in a new life, change, or new move of God already present or soon to come

A dream: It seemed I was pregnant and could take an x-ray of it with my computer. The printout looked like a large spring or wires coiled around the length of the rectangular picture. I could also take computer “pictures” of several other aspects on my inner parts. I seemed to have four such pictures or pieces of information printed out from my computer.

This shows something new is being grown inside of me that will eventually be birthed - a new idea or new work. It is dependent on the Lord for conception, growth, and birth. Since the pictures came through the computer, this may refer to my books that are coming through my computer. The four pictures may refer to reigning with Christ in His kingdom here in the world. Wires may mean the transmission of information like over wires into me.

Something new is coming, it will involve others in it too. Others will come to you for entrance into this. This may involve writing and prophesying, maybe through writing. It will be transmitted to you from Me, as we have been writing all your books. It will be like birthing a baby. It will keep growing in you until all stages are completed. It involves the computer for writing.

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11. As I was waking, I saw a microphone on a stand. The idea with it was to speak forth.

A microphone is to amplify what is spoken to take the sound farther and to more people. Since my books are what I am speaking, I need a microphone to amplify what is said in them and to take the message in them to many people. The Holy Spirit is my microphone. He will take the message to many.

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12. I am coming with great power, with My righteous right arm, to bring all that is needed to your church, and everyone involved in your church, so you can be empowered to go out to share with others the same power, and the food needed, to go forth into the world that is waiting. I have come that they might have Life and have it abundantly. I have come to give a variety of gifts and skills needed to fly out into the world and do My ministry. I have come to your church family gathering around the whole world, to set you off as marked for Me. My people are coming together for the giving of spiritual food and gifts to one another. This is happening with more and more frequency.

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13. A dream: I was upstairs in a house, perhaps my childhood home, and I looked out the window into the back yard. There I saw a cat and there were 3 or 4 little kittens out there with her in the yard. I was surprised to see them.

Cats are animals you generally like and are drawn to, right? You like them. And especially kittens you like. So these kittens you have been seeing in dreams are not representing being self-willed, but are representing something precious to you in the early stages of growth. This is a revelation of precious things growing inside you and in your relations to others that you delight in and are happy about, pleased with. Three kittens may represent conformity and obedience to Me. Four kittens may represent ruling and reigning with Me. You are upstairs so you are seeing this from a spiritual perspective. They are in the back yard so they represent things in your past that are happening now in relation to your past - like to the inner child in you. It’s like what Jack Frost is talking about in the cassette tape - about being healed from distrust toward your parents and, consequently, toward your Heavenly Father. You are beginning (young kittens) to trust Him more and grow beyond the unbelief (mistrust) you have sensed inside you. It’s happening, and it is good growth and what you want.

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14. A dream: I was teaching white tall Easter bunnies to jump straight up and down on their hind feet (they stood on their hind feet - that’s what I mean by Easter bunnies), rather like jumping on a trampoline only it was on the floor, until they jumped higher and higher. They would be doing this as a performance before people. When they got up really high, then they were to do something with their heads, like maybe turn them or something. I was teaching them by jumping and they were copying me. The bunnies were almost as tall as I am.

Perhaps white standing-tall Easter bunnies refers to Christians, born again, pure.

Yes, they do refer to Christians, new Christians, and you will be teaching them through your books - teaching them to go higher in their spiritual journey, in their seeking Me. When they get to the highest level they can jump, then the position of their heads will change. These are the pure children you will nurture.

How, Lord?

I will do it through your books. You are doing all this writing for Me, and I will use it to My glory and for My work in others.

Thank You! I want that, Lord.

I know you do. You want to be of use and benefit to others, and you will be, but it will be My work to bring it about.

Remember those spiral notebooks you saw in the middle drawer of the white desk? Well, those represent the spiral bound books you are writing now.

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15. A dream: We were watching what the Lord was doing and making it large font, big and bold, in our written report.

This represents watching Me and listening to Me and writing what I tell you to write -- and making it clear and plain to others in your books.

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16. Impression: I saw a woman holding a baby in her right arm and trying to open a door (with a push bar) with her left hand. The baby squirmed and twisted awhile, then quieted and quit twisting.

You are the woman, and you have something with you that you are carrying. It is squirming like it wants to get down and walk or move itself. You are holding it until it is quiet and willing to be carried through the door that you are opening. That door is your writing in a book what you are carrying. That door is ready for you to open and go through now...the door of THINGS THE LORD HAS SHOWN ME in the present and future. Begin that book with this week’s dreams and writings from Me.

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17. I want you to take time each morning to come to Me. Stop, be quiet, sit, focus on Me, and tell Me that you’re here, you’re listening, you’re waiting on Me. It might only be a few minutes or it might be a soaking time, but focus on Me and get connected with Me EACH MORNING. Then I will be in position to guide you that day. Do you want that? 

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18. A dream: I was teaching a group of students in college who were soon going to graduate. I was teaching them different styles or ways of presenting material in an oral report. One student I had give a report where he had lots of sheets of factual material with him when giving the report and he could pull out the information needed and show and tell about each piece. Another student could do an intricate outline form going from the larger topic and breaking it down into subtopics. Each student was to give one of the different styles of reports so they could all learn the different styles over the course time. They would be graded over how they did. I had a list of all the different styles of reports I wanted them to experience and I assigned the different styles so they could all be covered before the end of the class.

There are different styles of presentations, and you can teach them through your books. Students are people who are still learning, no matter how close to the “end of the class” (the Rapture or their death) they are. They can learn different approaches to relating to God from different people who teach how they relate to Him -- and can learn from each unique way. You will teach your way of relating to Me through your books you write, and others can learn from them. Oral reports involve the spoken word, and there are different ways to speak forth the word...but they all do it in some form, depending on what they want to communicate.

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19. A dream: Some of us were looking at plants (which were coming up in our garden) to see if they were growing and what the plants were. One plant had almost mature beans on it. Others I didn’t recognize, but I was trying to figure out what they were. We were wondering if it was worth doing a garden.

Interpretation: I was looking at the results of all the work I had been doing in preparing and planting a garden of work/ministry. I was trying to see what had grown there. I did recognize some beans growing on a plant, but saw lots of other plants I didn’t recognize. They were growing or starting to grow, but were not yet recognizable to me as to what they were. This may represent all the work I am doing on the books (and/or all the work I did in Discipleship Training) and I am wondering if the product is worth all the work and should be continued.

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20. I am the water of life, My child. You are playing the CD “Come To The Waters” and I am the “waters” that you need to quench your thirst for Me. Did you know you thirst for Me? You may not recognize that as thirst, but there is something inside you that is longing for Me, and it is like a thirst. Nothing can quench it but the real “water.” I am that real water, My love, and I fill you with My Presence and quench that thirst.

And when I fill you with My “water” I also fill you with My love. It is all part of Me, of who I am. I am all these things and more. I am all you will ever need - for anything. I will favor you with My Presence the rest of your life on this earth. You will NEVER be without My Presence.

Now you are soaking in My Presence as you wait before Me to hear Me and see Me. You will see Me as well as hear Me. I know you want to.

Do not be afraid you will not hear or see Me right...just because it is future. I know it is hard for you to write things I show you about the future because you think they might not happen. Remember that sometimes I show you things so that you will pray and they will be changed, and therefore, they will not happen as I told you.

I have lots to say to you. Wait before Me now, then write.

Remember I was communicating with My Father all the time while I was on the earth. During My ministry years He and I communicated ALL THE TIME. Sometimes He would show Me what He was doing during My prayer time away from the others, especially during the early morning hours. I was like you - the early morning hours were good ones for Me. But I also was communicating with My Father all during the day, seeing things He was showing me, and listening to things He was telling Me. That’s how I could say that I always did what the Father showed Me, and spoke what He spoke to Me.

That’s what I want your life to be like now. Like I was when on the earth. I will show you things and speak to you. Then I want you to communicate that to others as I lead you - sometimes writing, and sometimes speaking. Do not fear; I will be with you and I will enable you to do it all. Remember, I am your “all in all.”

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21. You’re in the 7th day now...the day of rest from work...the day when I will do it all and you will rest from work. I am doing a powerful work in this 7th day and My people are resting in Me to do it all. I am pouring out My Spirit now, as My Spirit was poured out upon My Son Jesus at His baptism--in fullness. This will happen gradually, more and more, in various parts of the world, just as you saw in your vision of that, until the Rapture takes out My Bride. 

My sanctuary is the world now. The final moments have come for the pouring out of My Spirit upon the sanctuary of the world. It will be happening faster and faster, more and more, touching people here and there, and you will see and hear it all! Rejoice for the day of the Lord’s pouring out His Spirit has come!

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22. “Let the beloved of the Lord rest secure in him, for he shields him all day long, and the one the Lord loves rests between his shoulders.” (Deuteronomy 33:12)

Your relationship with Me is one of resting in Me and letting Me do what needs to be done. I want that kind of relationship with you because that is how I am working out the writing I want you to do for Me -- that I want to share with others after the Rapture. You do not need to get the books published, as that is My job, and I will do it at the right time. I think you are now ready to accept and recognize that you might not ever see your books published while you are on the earth.

Yes, Lord, that is ok with me if that is the way You want it. (The people who read them will not know me, and perhaps they will receive from the books better by not knowing me.)

It is. You just keep writing what I lead you to write, and I will take care of all the rest, including what I want to do with the books, etc.

Your relationship with Me is resting in Me and waiting on Me -- as you are doing now for your healing, for your provision, and for what to write daily in your books...our books.

Some people are called to be contenders -- like your pastors contend in the heavenlies - and that is ok. That is what I have called them to do and they are doing that.

But you, I have called you to be a “rest-er”…by faith resting in Me daily as you wait before Me. Both types of people are what I want. Both are useful and helpful in fulfilling My kingdom work. They pray in one way; you pray in another, but you both are intercessors before Me and for Me.

I will come to you daily and show you and tell you how to rest in Me for that day’s needs and work for Me. Come to Me each morning for this.

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23. AN IMPRESSION ABOUT A BLUE BOWL AND BOTTLE OF WATER

In this picture I saw a bottle of water on the right side tipped up like it was pouring water into a deep blue bowl or wide mouthed cup. The blue color was deep blue - about the same as my daughter's blue dishes.

Interpretation: If I am the bottle and my daughter is the blue bowl, then this is referring to the Spirit being poured from me to her. Perhaps this refers to the Spirit being poured from me into those who receive and read my books. The blue bowl shows a spiritual container or vessel or person.

This is true. My Spirit (the water) is being poured from you (the bottle that contains Me) into others who are spiritual containers (people who hear you and see you and read your books). This is a revelation of that situation as I see it right now. Possess this. Know this. It is true. It is happening every day as you write and speak for Me.

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24. In this dream I saw something in front of me on the ground which I believed represented my house. It had 1-layer, was round, and seemed to be made of cement or something similar. The 1-layer idea seemed to be significant. When I woke up the clock said 1:11 am.

Interpretation: It seems to indicate my dwelling place (the Secret Place) is stable, sound, established for now and the future. Where I dwell (the Secret Place) is first in importance. The clock time also emphasized three times that this is first in importance.

Yes, this is true. You are now established in your home, your Secret Place, in Me, as your dwelling place. It is first in rank in your life. That is established for now and for your future. Know this is so, that it is true, that it is established. It’s what you and I both want.

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25. In another dream I was shown about washing God's revelations in prayer. It was showing how precious and valuable this is. 

What the Lord has shown me in that dream is that I need to keep praying through His words and His revelations to me as they are precious for my life, provision, and work.

This is true too. Keep taking the revelations I give you, the truths I show you, and bathe them in prayer, as they are precious and valuable for your life and provision and work.

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26. AN IMPRESSION ABOUT SEEING UP AND DOWN MARKS ON A SCREEN

I saw up and down marks going across like words on a computer screen. Sometimes they pushed other marks ahead of them. (i.e. IV[[IV]]IMINI[[]]]IIVV[[]] ) (Like a heart monitor line with ups and downs, but closer together)

What is this, My child?

I told Him what I saw. 

This is My writing through you. You don’t see what the words are yet, but these marks represent words that will be coming which you don’t yet know. Do you want to know them? Do you want to do this with Me?

Yes, Lord. 

I am teaching you to listen and write more than ever before. I am teaching you to wait in My presence more than ever before. I am taking you to a new level of communing with Me. We will keep going up, learning more and more, doing more and more together in your life, in your days. This is My plan for you.

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27. What the Lord showed me in a dream is that He is now judging the professing church as to whether what it professes is real or pretense. In part of the dream I had my eyes shut.

Your shut eyes may mean you don’t really see what’s going on in many people in the professed church. This whole dream is about the state of the church right now and where it is going in the future. Many and much will be exposed/manifested, to show the pretend, the not-real, the true, and that which is on fire and manifesting Me. It is a dream about the professing church and various elements found there which I am exposing in this dream. I am exposing it in reality now and in the future. You will see some of it, and not see some of it. It is happening. It is good. It is now.

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28. There’s a lot of submission that needs to be learned by My people, and also by those who don’t belong to Me. Submission to another’s leadership is hard to learn for many people because they aren’t taught that from childhood on as you were. Your parents might have been rigid at times and it seemed hard not to get angry at them, but they did teach you submission to authority - and that is one of the greatest things they did for you. You taught that to your kids too, and that is one of the greatest gifts you gave to them. Without that it is very hard for them to submit to Me - and many people find that very hard to do. They are used to having their own way and thinking that is their right to do so.

I want you to urge your readers to give themselves in willing submission to Me, and seek Me with a yielded heart. If they don’t, I will need to come with My lightning bolt power and bring them to a place where they will submit freely to Me. I will not force My will on them and others, but I will use My power to bring about what is good for them and what will cause them to desire to submit to Me. It is better and easier for them to desire yielding to Me and submission to My leadership (Lordship) in their lives. I am Lord of all -- King of kings and Lord of lords. I want to be central and first in their lives, first in importance.

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29. An impression: I looked out a window from inside a house and saw a man outside the window. He was holding up a cell phone in one hand and pointing to it with his other hand indicating he wanted me to signal my phone number (by holding up my fingers the right number of times) so he could call me.

Interpretation: This seems to mean the Holy Spirit is trying to get my attention so He and I can get connected and communicate. Is my prayer being hindered, Lord?

Yes, to some extent. It can and will get better, less hindered, as we get closer.

Am I not communicating with You, Lord?

You are, but I want more! And closer! Do you want this too?

Yes. How do I give you my telephone number? 

You do it by giving Me what it takes to get connected with you. 

What does it take to get connected with me, Lord?

It takes time and focus. This is what I want you to give Me more of now. You have finished the major portion of the books I have led you to write. For the rest of your days I need your time and your focus in order to finish the writing yet to be done. 

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30. A dream: I was given 2 necklaces to wear. One meant previous events. The other meant future events. I was told the names of the necklaces and knew that was what they meant. It seems like the first necklace, regarding the past, was named breakwater. 

Interpretation: This dream seems more like a vision as it is pretty straight forward and clear: I have been given two treasures: one is the past and one is the future. I have already shared the past in the books I have been writing up until now. Now I have another treasure to share and that is what is in my future from now on. I am not sure what breakwater refers to, but perhaps to breaking with the past spiritual experiences, and then being ready to go into the new treasure.

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31. It’s not just with dreams that I make a deposit in you and seal it and carry it out, but when you pray in tongues I deposit My thought, My ideas, in you.

You will look back at this transitional year as one of the best in your life—one of peace, of quiet, and joy. I am equipping you (in a hurry) for what’s coming in your life.

Regarding the Prophetic words given you last night: You are in a constant battle. The enemy wants to keep you from going out into that field (of My work for you). I’ve put love in you to take to that field—the world. The best is yet ahead.

Words come from a spirit, the same spirit thoughts come from: self, world, the devil, God.

The Spirit gives life; the flesh counts for nothing. The words I have spoken to you are spirit (or Spirit) and they are life. (John 6:63)

As I was thinking of the impartation given me at a "Friends Of The Bridegroom" conference, the Spirit said:

The devil imparts too. The Spirit imparts through His vessels and so does the devil. That’s why you want to be cautious about who lays hands on you.

I am, and always will be, your Life, and I DO love you with an everlasting love! I am your teacher, your guide, and your lover.

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32. I saw the impression of a nose first and then a mouth. The mouth seemed to be a man’s mouth since it had some beard on the chin area. 

I asked what it meant and the Spirit indicated that I would be smelling wonderful heavenly fragrances and I would be speaking. The bearded chin seems to represent Christ, so this means I will be speaking His words or speaking for Him.

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33.  Dreams:

1. It was 10 minutes to 12:00. I was trying to work with a bunch of children to get ready to leave by noon. We were having a party using paper plates and cups. I was trying to get them to gather together all their stuff, but still wanted to give them more to drink before going, and decided to give out clean cups for this. Seems like the cups were dark blue. I held a stack of them and began giving them out.

2. I was writing out words about myself. I was separating the words into sentences with spaces in between. They needed to be this way to fit into something that could analyze them into groups.

3. As I awoke I was saying these words: “People are like purple. They just…” (then I awoke)

After the above dreams I awoke several times with thoughts that came, and I wrote them down. I am not sure if they came in dreams or what. They seem to refer to all these above dreams and refer to the books I am writing:

•	“The words are symbols of pieces of my life.” 
•	“It’s only of value as it can be useful and understood.”
•	“The words needed to be 'separated out' at the computer so they could be put in the right places.” 
•	“There were certain “inalienable rights” that my story referred to.”

Interpretation:
1. 10 minutes to 12:00 refers to the world having only a short time left before 12:00. This can refer to the story in Matthew where Jesus talks about the bridegroom coming at midnight and about the 10 virgins (some were ready and some were not). So it probably refers to the Rapture coming soon. I was trying to work with “children” representing new Christians or immature Christians. I was trying to get them ready to leave with Jesus. I still wanted to give them more to drink. This refers to giving them the Holy Spirit, the Word, salvation. Blue cups refer to spiritual drinks. I was “giving them out” may refer to preparing and getting ready to give out my books for others to get a drink of the Spirit through them.

2. This refers to writing my books. They are put into groups or books. They are symbols of pieces of my life. They are only of value as they can be useful and understood. They are separated out on the computer so they can be put in the right places. These books refer to things that others have a right to hear and know about the spiritual life.

3. Purple refers to royal, rule, majestic, noble. So perhaps this incomplete sentence is saying people are meant to rule and reign with Christ. But they just ____ (do other things, make other choices, follow Him, put off committing to Him, etc, etc.). This is like a “fill in the incomplete sentence” game or test. This can be completed with all the things people do to rule with Christ or that keep them from Christ and ruling and reigning with Him.

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34. The song “Billy Boy” kept coming into my head starting with the last line: “She’s a young thing and cannot leave her mother.” That seemed like it had some message for me, so I asked the Holy Spirit what. He said:

You are a young thing and cannot leave her mother. I am the Mother referred to, and you are a young thing, like a baby or child spiritually, and you cannot leave Me. I don’t want you to ever leave Me. You are to remain as a young child in relation to Me and your spiritual life/journey. It’s a good thing, not a bad thing. I just wanted to remind you of this. You are growing, but you will always be “a young thing that cannot leave her Mother.” That’s your message here.

He [Jesus] said to them, "Let the children come to me. Don't stop them! For the Kingdom of God belongs to those who are like these children. I tell you the truth, anyone who doesn't receive the Kingdom of God like a child will never enter it." Then he took the children in his arms and placed his hands on their heads and blessed them. (Mark 10:14-16 NLT)

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35. I found a note I had written a week or two ago saying: “9 months here—ready to give birth.” I realized as I read it today that I have been here nine months (in Lee's Summit, MO) and that I have been birthed into a new level of relationship with God. 

Today I am just “with” the Holy Spirit every moment, talking with Him, listening to Him, receiving instruction and insight from Him, even as I go about my daily activities. This has been gradually building more and more since the time when He told me to cultivate a more intimate relationship with Him…and it accelerated greatly the last nine months of being here in Lee’s Summit and spending my days and nights quietly with Him. I am so delighted with this close sharing relationship!!! Thank You, Lord!

I realize now that the song He gave me as I awoke this morning with the words “She’s a young thing and cannot leave her mother” describes this newly birthed level of relationship this month, and that I am a young thing in this new relationship, and that I cannot leave my mother (Holy Spirit). As I soak in His Presence He reminds me that “what He opens, no one can shut” (Rev. 3:7).

Later He revealed to me that “the birthing time” was last weekend, and that He was waiting until then to open up more dreams and revelations, and give me more of them to write for Him. I felt the last week or two that not much was coming to me to write, and I wondered why. I now believe this is why—it was not quite yet time.

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36. REVELATIONS UPON STUDYING REVELATION 3:7-13

These are the words of him who is holy and true, who holds the key of David. What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open. I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut.  (Revelation 3:7-9)

And that open door for you is this deep, intimate, every-moment relationship with Me, and all the revelations I will be taking you into because of it. It is an open door into the spiritual/heavenly realm like you have longed for. It is now birthed in you, and you are ready to write what I show you and tell you for others to read at some time in the future. This is what I want you to do; this is My destiny plan for you - to write these things for Me to use in other people’s lives from now on.

I know that you have little strength, yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name. I will make those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars—I will make them come and fall down at your feet and acknowledge that I have loved you.  (Revelation 3:9)

This means many who have thought they were Christians, or have acted like they were Christians, but are really not—they will acknowledge that they are not really Christians. Fall at your feet may mean they will read your books and then become aware they are not Christians. It may come at the feet of your book messages you have worked so diligently on for these 9 months and birthed them out into the world of existence from inside of you -acting on My guidance.

Since you have kept my command to endure patiently, I will also keep you from the hour of trial that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on the earth. (Revelation 3:10)

I promise. I will keep you from the hour of trial, the tribulation, that is going to come upon the whole world to test those who live on the earth.

I am coming soon. Hold on to what you have, so that no one will take your crown. Him who overcomes I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will he leave it. I will write on him the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which is coming down out of heaven from my God, and I will also write on him my new name. (Revelation 3:11-12)

I have already written on you the name of My God, and the name of the city of My God, and also My new name. It is already on you. I can see it but you can’t. But the angels can see it, and I can see it, and the cloud of witnesses can see it. They/we are all rejoicing over you.

He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. (Rev. 3:9-13)

You have an ear; you CAN hear what the Spirit says to the churches. I have given you this “ear” to hear Me, and you have committed and set apart yourself to listen and obey what you hear from Me. This is good! I am well pleased with you, My child.

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37. As I got breakfast this morning the Holy Spirit started to teach me something about how our Spiritual lives are similar to the preparation of food and eating it. The idea came to write down the steps it takes to eat a meal. I wrote these steps:

Plan menu/meals
Make a grocery list of food needed
Buy the food
Store the food
Prepare the food for a specific meal
Eat that food
Then harvest the fruit of that food in the body as the body uses it for its purposes
Eliminate what is not needed, what is left over

Look at all the preparation and planning and work it takes BEFORE you actually eat the meal. Your books are like that—eating a meal. You are doing lots of planning, making lists, buying food, storing food, preparing food, and then giving it to others to eat (reading your books). You can’t even make them eat it after you have done all that work ahead. So I want you to know that I appreciate all that work you are doing so others may “eat” the food you have put in your books for them. However I must be the One who gets them to eat that food and sees that it serves the purpose for which they are to eat it. And I am the one to help others eliminate what they don’t need and keep what they do need. Your part of this endeavor is to do everything ahead of the actual eating, and I must do the rest. Your books will be like eating good food to other people when they read them and are open to My revealing things to them as they do. Pray for that.

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38. A dream: What I saw was two buildings, very plain box-shaped buildings, sitting on a concrete area. I thought they were gas stations. It was like I could sense or “see” a pathway, shaft or portal that led there as I watched this scene from above. And I just knew this pathway had something to do with pink spots/dots, but I didn’t see any reason for that. It was just something I knew.

When I awoke it was so difficult to try to put this into words and I went back to sleep and dreamed it again. So the second time when I awoke I tried to put into words what I sensed happened in this dream. It was very difficult because it wasn’t clear or precise but hazy or nonspecific.

There were no people acting in this dream. I was the only person involved and I wasn’t doing anything, but I was seeing this. So as I tried to write this information out, this is what I wrote. 

How do you make plans for return to the place of special closeness to the Lord? By leaving space and time in your life and schedule to do so. These gas stations seemed to be the focus of my attention. I seemed to be expecting to return to them and was leaving a way to do that in my plans.

I would picture in my mind the way to return, almost like it was a pathway or portal or shaft of air or space. I wanted to leave a place for that so I could keep returning there. It was like it was more of a thought than a dream, so there is not much to write down about it.

After writing this much, I asked: Is this from You, Lord?

I did show you something or have you experience something.

What was it?

It was a portal into heaven. It looked like a gas station you were trying to reach as a destination to signify this as the place/way you go to “fill up” with the substance (gas) that keeps you going—gives you fuel and power. The two buildings represent a double amount of gas or a double portion. The cement was seen so the area would look like or resemble a gas station.

Why did You show me this?

The main ideas are—if you want to travel or go to the place of being filled or fueled with power, you must prepare and allow space and time to do so, and follow the portal/shaft that takes you there (to the heavenly filling station). I am the way.

You, Holy Spirit?

Yes. I am the way. Jesus and I are one. And I take you there.  Your job is to be aware of and open to it. And desire it.  I made it symbolic on purpose rather than clear—to see if you would “search out” the meaning—like searching out the meaning of an impression which is fleeting.

The feeling/dream/impression is gone now as I write this, but I “sense” that something is now deposited inside me—like I sensed something deposited in me the day Pastor Alan prayed for me during morning worship service for more gifting in intercession.

The two filling stations looked absolutely plain and ordinary—disguised to me unless I searched out the meaning. They didn’t look heavenly or like anything enticing.

The song in my mind now: “Prepare Ye The Way of the Lord” by Terry McAlmon.

I think that seeing this dream two times means it’s set, established, and will happen.

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39. In my quiet soaking time this morning (after having this dream) the Holy Spirit led me to picture Him and me sitting on a bench looking out over a park area and watching a fountain in front of us, as well as people walking, playing, etc. Gradually I saw us near the beach at the Gulf of Mexico (like I saw when I visited there). I was looking out over the beautiful calm blue-green waters and seeing the beach area between the water and us. The fountain was still there but gradually moved off to my right and I saw a dipping well in front of us (like I saw in the vision at camp one summer). I wanted to get the fountain and well out of that vision and look out at the ocean water without those in the way. But the Holy Spirit said basically that the ocean represented heaven and when I get to heaven I get to have the unending water of heaven without any obstructions in the way. But now, while on earth, I must get my water from the well a little at a time, and wash in the water of the fountain. So they needed to be in the “picture” right now. He and I just sat there and soaked in the peace and quiet and beauty together. It was so wonderful!

I also “saw” by imagination, and by faith, in the spirit, a room up in heaven where I saw a large book that was the record of my life. I was shown that everything for which I had asked and received forgiveness was blotted out of that book. I wanted to be able to blot out everything sinful from my life, especially from childhood, (everything that I did which was considered sin by the Lord) but I knew I didn’t know or remember what those things were. I have especially gone through a time of asking forgiveness for every grudge and vow and judgment I made against other people – every one I can recall. But I believe there are some I can’t recall, especially from early childhood. So I asked the Lord to forgive me for those unknown sins and blot them out also.

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40. You are changing a lot. You have come much closer to Me in your quiet times/soaking times and we have developed a “new life” together. We have developed the ability to talk to each other all through the day, and you seldom go away” into the world” for a great length of time. You allow Me to be with you now as you walk through this world – even allow Me to watch TV with you and listen to the news with you, etc. This is a “new life” or “new birth” for you into a closer relationship with Me. I want you to notice it!

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41. What the Lord has shown me in a dream is that I am traveling a pathway in life and words are in front of me along that way. Some are extra special words like a vision, and I am to see them as being sent out and received by others almost like by satellite dish. I believe this refers to the books still in front of me to be written, published, and distributed to others.

They are to be free, and they WILL go forth to others around the world, wherever I take them, and broadcast to others the message I want to take to them. I will publish these books at the proper time, maybe even after you leave in the Rapture, and I will see to the distribution, and I will tune people in to them so they can receive My words through them. I will do it all. You just pray it down to earth, one word at a time, and write those words down in books for Me to use – “In His Time” as you heard in that song this morning. Every word that I have you write I will use.

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42. You know which church you were in where you had such strong desires to help them grow, get cleansed, get their lives “together” in relation to God, and give them food. You felt responsible. You were very frustrated by this. There were people there you knew and people you didn’t, but you wanted to help them all. This didn’t get accomplished as you desired and worked toward. Now I want to free you from this “issue” in your life. You did the best you could, and I appreciate all the prayers, all the hours and hours of work, all the studying, all the encouraging, all the singing/worshiping, and all the sowing you did to try to bring about union and reconciliation there. I am now freeing you from that feeling of being responsible for them. You did your part, and I did My part, and we’ll just leave it at that. If people choose to receive your ministry or not is their choice. Do not fret over them anymore, My child. You pleased Me with your love and work. It is all recorded in My record books here in Heaven. You WILL receive your reward whether they chose to receive your ministry or not. Some did. Some didn’t. 

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43. One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple. (Psalm 27:4)

I listened to Todd Bentley as he taught on CD about rooms in the Father's House—places we go to in prayer. 

There’s a writing room, My child. I’ve taken you there many times.

As I meditated on visiting the rooms Todd mentioned (and going through a hallway to get there), the Holy Spirit began to teach me that I’ve been to a number of these “rooms” or places in the Spiritual realm already. I didn’t go through a hallway and open the doors to get there as Todd did. The Lord has worked with me a little differently but yet taken me to a number of places in my experience. He reminded me of these:

Music room: this is where I am when I sing in the spirit at home to the Lord. I am in this room when I am worshiping at church too. This is where I go when listening to great music which takes me to this realm.

Beach room: this is where He has taken me several times when He has me picture myself and Him sitting on a bench in the shade of trees but looking out toward the sandy beach and the Gulf of Mexico. We sit on the bench and talk together and He tells me things. He also took me there when I walked out of the water up to the shore and He was there and gave me a gift.

Protection room: this is where He took me when He gave me the picture of myself inside a bubble of protection and told me to stay in there.

Vision of the future room: He has taken me there many times when He showed me something that was coming (i.e. when He showed me the series of vision pictures in 1985 which included the picture of the Rapture). He took me there recently when He gave me a revelation about the next season of my life and what I would be doing. Also He showed me there would be revival in Hawaii, and that we are now in the valley of decision.

Guidance and instruction room: He took me there when He showed us walking along a pathway, with Him walking backward facing me, and us holding hands. He showed me He would keep me on the right pathway and not let me get off the side of it if I would keep my hands in His. He also took me there when He showed me the fan tail picture with instructions printed on it. My instruction was “follow Me.” This is also where He took me when I saw myself in a maze and He was guiding me. He also took me there when He showed me a picture of Himself as a Shepherd and me as a sheep walking along beside Him through a valley.

Sunshine room: room of light and illumination on something that was previously dark and not understood. He took me there when He came to me on the front porch of my home in the dark, and suddenly it was light, and He then led me into a grassy area where we danced. 

Angel room: the place where we see angels. He took me there in the vision at camp where I saw three angels with trumpets.

Warfare room: this is the place He teaches me how to fight the war with the enemy. He took me there the time He showed me an ant (which represented the enemy) on the kitchen floor and indicated I could step on it…that Satan was that small compared to His great power which I have to overcome him and fight him.

Provision room: this is the place He takes me to when I need food to strengthen me, or I need financial provision, etc. He took me there when He gave me the picture of birds eating seeds one seed at a time, and He told me He would provide for me the same way.

Well room: this is the room where He shows me Himself as the well of salvation. He took me there at camp when I saw a well in front of me and dipped water from it into myself.

Nursery room: this is the place where we nurse new life and help it grow. This is where He takes me when I dream about being pregnant with something new. He brought me there last night in a dream as I watched my new baby grow into a young child in just a few days.

Travel room: this is the room where He shows us places He wants us to go or will be going. For me this could involve actual travel or traveling through writing my books. He took me there when He gave me a prophecy through Walter that I would go to other countries.

Garden room: He takes me there many times when I sing the song “In The Garden” and picture us walking in a flower garden together.

Teaching room: this is where He teaches me things I didn’t know. He takes me there sometimes when I am studying Scripture and learning things. He also takes me there when He gives me information about something or someone.

Discipling room: this is where He disciples us and gives us ideas about how to disciple others. He took me there many times as I sought Him about what to do in the discipleship program at CBC.

Counseling room: in this room He gives us guidance about counseling others and understanding ourselves. He has taken me there when He showed me people I needed to forgive and things in my past experience that need to be dealt with.

Writing room: here is where He takes me often as I seek Him for what He wants written in our books we are writing together. I spend many hours in this room—in fact, that is where I am writing from right now. He guided me to put these ideas in writing for others to see later. He took me there when He showed me the vision about the white desk with spiral bound books in a drawer.

Throne room: He has taken me there many times as I “see” Him at His Father’s right hand and they are high up, and I worship them. Also at times He has guided me to see myself at His (Jesus') right hand seated with him in the heavenlies and having His authority.

Blessing room: I was there the time He showed me a picture of myself kneeling and the pastor blessing me.

Treasure room: He took me there at the Glory School when He showed me a picture of treasure being poured down from above into my head. He also took me there when I saw the bluebird fly over my head with a gift, a revelation, that He was planting into me for it to grow like a seed.

Warning room: He took me there when He gave me the impression about a cat coming out from under an end table showing me that something was going to be revealed that previously was hidden regarding my personal life and relationships.

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44. I saw myself in a dream driving a convertible car with the top down. Fear was also in the car represented by a rectangle shape. It was positioned in back of me in the car. I drove by two times, one each direction: one time going right, one time going left from where I observed this action. I seemed to be observing this from the side, yet I seemed to also see myself in the car along with this rectangle shape. Then I saw the car going left again. This time the rectangle for fear was in front of me, instead of behind me, in the car.

Interpretation: The point of the dream seems to be the change of position of the fear rectangle. In the position from which I was observing this car, it seems this picture of the car and fear was something I needed to see to learn something about myself. The car represents my life. Going right may represent going in the natural direction. Going left may represent going in the spiritual direction. Having the fear rectangle in back of me may represent fear coming from my past experiences and/or may mean I didn’t see it or recognize it as a substance or person or spirit as being with me in my journey. The rectangle shape can represent something legalistic or of the world.

Seeing fear in front of me in the car going left (spiritual direction) may mean I now see it from a spiritual viewpoint, and am aware of its being there, therefore I have the opportunity to do something about it. 

After I awoke from this dream and wrote it down, the information from yesterday reviewed through my mind again. That information is that I can handle fear in three ways: 
1.	Rebuke it 
2.	If I embrace it and let it influence me, then I need to confess that as sin, repent of it, and turn away from it 
3.	Confront it with the Word of God. 

So perhaps this dream is showing me (I am observing) that I now have fear exposed: by being in a convertible, and by its being in front of my view. Therefore I can take measures to deal with it. If that is the correct interpretation, then this is a very positive dream. What the Lord has shown me here is that fear in my life journey is now exposed and can therefore be dealt with in the ways He taught me.

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45. Let the little children come unto Me for of such is the kingdom of heaven. And He put his hands on them and blessed them. (Mark 10:14-16)

I am going to put my hands on you, My child, and bless you. Yes, you are in the kingdom of heaven, and now you belong to Me and to My Father—and we both love you dearly. We both want you to express your feelings and opinions to us and talk with us freely and listen to us without fear involved in that. We are now your “parents” and we love you dearly and with an everlasting love. That is the truth NOW and it was the truth THEN, but you didn’t know that and weren’t aware of our love. It was supposed to be expressed through your parents but they failed in doing that to you. They are very sorry for that now because they now understand what they did to you—even better than you yet understand it. They want you to know and be comforted by Me, and they want you to receive My comfort. I am your Comforter, remember? 

Many times as a child you were not at fault, although there were times you were in rebellion - as you now understand. But many times you did not know or understand what set off your father’s anger. Many times it was not you, but the hidden hurts and pain he had brought to the surface by life and what he had to deal with in his life. He had a very difficult childhood, such that you cannot understand it unless I would show it to you. Just accept the fact that he was a hurting person and therefore a hurtful person.

But that little child in you didn’t know that. Your father was the person you had in authority over you and that authority was often angry, inflicted pain, rejected you, and didn’t protect you and comfort you. And your mom was too afraid to do it too even though it was in her heart to help you. She too was afraid of your dad. Fathers are so important in the health of a family!

And now, as your Father, I forgive you for all the things you did (most without knowing why) that irritated your earthly father, and I forgive you for being angry at times and expressing it. I forgive you for coughing when you couldn’t help it. I forgive you for being a person with thoughts and feelings and emotions that needed to be expressed openly. I forgive you for mistakes you made, or your father told you that you made, whether you did or not. I forgive you in his place.

And now I bless you with a Father’s blessing, and I love you with a Father’s love, and I protect you with a Father’s protection, and I comfort you with a Father’s comfort. I give you all the things your earthly father didn’t give you. I am everything you need and want and could ever find delight in. You found no delight in your earthly father, only fear and pain, but I am now your delight, and your joy, and your wonderful promise of things to come for you that are good and desirable and lovely and delightful.

And I now give you the freedom to express yourself in front of others without fear of rejection or humiliation, or embarrassment or pain. It is My delight to love you, to protect you, to listen to you, and to provide for you. Now you can receive that provision from Me because you are no longer holding yourself back in rebellion for fear of pain from expressing yourself. I know all these things, and I find no fault in you. You are not “naughty” and you are not under “shame.” You are clean and pure through My cleansing work in you and My blood shed for you. You now receive it in My name.

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46. In my soaking time with the Lord this morning, He is again reaffirming that He loves me and that He loved me even before I was born, all the time I was in the womb, and all through my lifetime. He reminds me today, as I sit in front of a window and soak in the quietness and peace outside, of the times as a child and youth when I worked in the family garden during the quietness and peace of the early morning hours…and He was with me then even as He is today. He taught me to enjoy and desire the quietness of being with Him, and gradually taught me to listen to Him communicate with me. He was preparing me even then for the listening and writing He is having me do now. He says this listening and writing is my destiny.

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47. Lord, I want to do the will of You - who called me and sent me…and I want to finish the work you have specifically for me! You said that You are the author and finisher of my faith, and You said that the good work You have begun in me You will be faithful to finish. I ask You and trust You to do that today, Lord. Whatever part of the work You are doing in and through me today, let it be done in Your Name!

I hear this, My child, and I know the pulling on your heart today to come to Me and to seek Me. You have taken a little vacation to go to the Jack Frost conference, and now it is time to “come home” to Me in the Secret Place today. Your home is your Secret Place. That is where you and I meet together. I am your “home” and I am your Father and Mother within that home. It is a place of safety and security, of love and acceptance, of guidance and counsel.

You are doing My will when you set yourself apart unto Me and listen to Me and write what I show you to write—like now. You are doing My will for you right now. And I will see to it you finish the work I have for you.

You are wondering if you should have a “ministry” at CTC, perhaps through the training school. Not right now anyway. Don’t look for a ministry there unless I show it to you and call you to do it first. Not right now. Not right now. Right now I want you to continue setting your time and your days apart unto Me and Me alone. You are not yet ready for some other ministry, and starting one would take time away and attention away from the writing I am having you do for Me now. So do not expect to have a ministry through Theophostics or through the training school, or altar ministry, or any other—not right now. Not yet. Not yet. You will KNOW when it is the right time, if I call you to that—just like you KNEW you were to do the writing for Me starting last May 1st.

The soaking time is good and it quiets your heart and body and gets you ready to listen to Me, but THIS is what I have for you each day—listening to Me, reading My Word, writing what I put in your heart to write…and putting it in books for others to read eventually. You don’t need to tell your readers what Jack Frost says, or what Todd Bentley says, or what others say, but WHAT I SAY! That is My task for you - to listen to Me and write what I say to you. And then to put that in a form that others may read it later too.

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48. Oh dear readers of this writer’s material: I love you and am thinking of you even now as she writes this for Me. I want you to know that you are in My heart and My thoughts even if you are not yet born into this world. This is a message for whoever reads this material. I know you and I care about you very much! Receive My love. Accept My love. Receive Me into your life. I want you to be Mine, just as this writer is Mine. Will you do that today? Then call to Me and tell Me you want Me to be in your life. Tell Me you believe in Me and want Me to be your Savior and Lord, just as I am this writer’s Savior and Lord. Tell Me. I want to hear it from you. Then you will be Mine, and I will come to you and live inside you as I do in her.

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49. I saw a picture vision of a farmer driving a tractor-planter. As he drove along, the machine had equipment on it to dig a furrow, then something that dropped the corn seed into the furrow, then something that covered over the seed row. So the planting took a short time to cover a lot of space.

Then the memory came back of Hans Brumbaugh, in the movie Centennial, planting his fields by hand and having Japanese workers help him plant and harvest it all by hand, slowly, and with lots of back- aching work.

NOW the seed is sown quickly and harvested quickly. In the past it was sown slowly and harvested slowly with lots of back-aching work. The growing time and need of sun and water is still the same.

What the Lord has shown me here is this is a revelation about how the sowing and harvesting spiritually is now happening much much faster than a long time ago. It takes less time and more is planted and harvested in that time. This is how it is in these end times.

"My food,” said Jesus, “is to do the will of him who sent me and to finish his work. Do you not say, ‘Four months more and then the harvest’? I tell you, open your eyes and look at the fields! They are ripe for harvest. Even now the reaper draws his wages, even now he harvests the crop for eternal life, so that the sower and the reaper may be glad together. Thus the saying ‘One sows and another reaps’ is true. I sent you to reap what you have not worked for. Others have done the hard work, and you have reaped the benefits of their labor.”  (John 4:34-38)

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50. In this dream I was in a room (perhaps a bedroom) where there was a stove with four burners. The burners had flames coming from them (like a gas stove) and I kept trying to get the flames turned out—and couldn’t. I went into the kitchen to tell the lady whose house it was. She showed me that the kitchen stove was also burning, but she could adjust that stove and turn the flames out. She tried to explain something about the level of gas (oil in the dream) and how that affected the other stove so it wouldn’t go out. It didn’t seem to concern her to have live flames in her house unattended all the time. I was one of a number of people in this dream. We seemed to be staying at this lady’s home for awhile.

Interpretation: I am a participant. This dream is about me. It involves what is going on in my life regarding the oil of the Spirit and the flames burning high and brightly in my room (Secret Place) of intimacy with the Lord. I cannot put those flames out because they are being affected and determined by a different stove and the oil level in it – the stove in me representing my heart and intent. I am informed about this level of oil and how it affects the flames by a messenger from God. She lets me know my heart is determining the level of oil in my place of rest and intimacy with God. There are other women involved in the scenes, but I am the person taking the action. This seems to be a dream revealing my heart condition and how it affects ruling and reigning over the world and in the kingdom.

That is right, My child. This dream tells you that your heart flame is burning brightly and you can’t put it out because it is regulated by your heart’s desire and intent. You and I are burning brightly together as the oil represents Me. This is a self-revealing dream—showing what is happening inside you and in your life right now. It is good.

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51. A dream: Someone and I were going to visit a retreat-like place situated back in the woods and down a snowy pathway from the main road. I could see the entranceway into the woods while standing at the road, but couldn’t see the way to get to the auditorium from the road. It seemed we needed to go back the snowy pathway, then would be shown how to get to the auditorium. We had been there previously so I knew about it. I watched a car trying to come down a road across a small valley from where I stood. The road was so steep the car kept starting down, pushing on its brakes, starting down again, pushing on its brakes again, etc. to try to descend the steep road.

Interpretation: In this dream I was observing things around me. No one else was in the dream except the driver of the car I watched and some undisclosed person with me. So this dream refers to me. It seems to be revealing to me something about me and where I am now.  I am waiting to enter a snowy unrevealed/unfulfilled but pure/grace pathway. This snowy pathway is covered by trees representing a shelter/leader/person over me along this pathway. It leads to a retreat place (the Secret Place). When I get to that place then I will also find my way to an auditorium (representing a large roomy place). I see a car (life/person/ministry) going down a mountain (exalted place, difficult place) and using the brakes to stop the speed of the downward drive (stops, hindrances, waits).

What the Lord has shown me here is a picture of myself about to enter a sheltered pathway to retreat and come into a large roomy place. But I also stop the speed of the journey with hindrances and waiting.

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52. A dream: A group of us women were together in a room and looking at pictures of decal-like patterns. We could put these on something for us. We were looking at the patterns to try to pick the one we wanted for ourselves. They were colorful and pretty, almost like Disney characters.

Interpretation: A group of women (that included me) may refer to angels or people of like spirit with me. We are viewing pictures of patterns we can choose to put on us, or on our clothes. Disney characters may refer to animated characters that are fun and that display individual characteristics. Other pictures may have been such things as flowers, fruit, etc. The idea was that we liked the patterns/pictures and we could pick one/some for ourselves. This dream may be showing me I can pick out what I want to be and choose it, and I get to have it.

What the Lord has shown me here is that I can look at characteristics I want to have, and can choose them, and they will be given to me. I can put them on myself, as my covering.

What characteristics do I choose?
I want to love You and others with Your love, Father.
I want to fulfill that for which You put me on earth - as Jesus did.
I want to do what I see You doing - as Jesus did.
I want to say what I hear You saying - as Jesus did.
I want to know You closely and intimately day by day for all of my earth life.
I want the fellowship of the Holy Spirit every moment of my life.
I want to please You as Jesus did.

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53. A DREAM ABOUT THREE PROPHETIC CARRIERS

In this dream I saw myself and two others as prophetic carriers. We could tell which of us had the answer because of a vegetable picture that showed up on the person who had the answer.

Interpretation: This dream seems to indicate there are various kinds of prophetic carriers of the gift of prophecy. Some carry one kind of fruit of his/her labor; another carries another kind of fruit of his/her labor. But all three here carry some kind of fruit, which is visible even though different from others. Three prophetic carriers may not refer to an exact number but the nature of those carriers: conformed to the image of Christ, in obedience to Him, and in His likeness.

I was a participant along with others. This dream seems to be assuring me that there are various kinds of prophetic carriers and each kind can be used to help people with needs that match that gifting. To me this is an affirmation that I am one of the “prophetic carriers” and, therefore, what I carry can be an answer to someone’s need.

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54. A DREAM ABOUT MAKING PREPARATIONS TO GO ON A TRIP

The dream: A whole group of people (including me) was making preparations to go on a trip. Some were going to fly; some were driving. I was with those who were flying. We were discussing the food we would need to take along. One food item was ice cream cones. I tasted one from some old ones to see if it was ok to still use it, and it was ok.

Interpretation: This dream could be referring to my church. It is “going someplace” from where it now is. The whole group may refer to those who attend CTC. I am in the dream as part of this whole group, a participant. Some people were flying—moved by the Spirit, operating in the gifts of the Spirit. Some people were driving—ministry through their lives/person. One thing we were taking along for use on the trip was that which would be a comfort food to those who received it. We had the “containers” for this comfort.

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55. You have waited through a rather dry time in writing, My child. Now I will be having more to speak to you and you will have more to write from now on. This has been a testing time to see if you would REALLY stand on the word I have given you to spend your time listening to Me and writing what I tell you to write. I give you a 100%. You have been fully tested and approved. Now let’s write more daily, ok?

Today I sent you into a quiet time with music and praise. Some days I take you into Quiet Time with quiet; some days with Bible reading. And some days I take you right to writing what I am speaking into your heart. Each day may be different. Don’t expect a new day to be the same as the previous day, as I am a God of infinite variety.

This is a good day. In fact, this is a great day. It is one day closer to the harvest of My people being finished and one day closer to the Rapture. Rejoice in that! I am looking forward to that Rapture more than you are, and I know you are looking forward to it a lot.

I know you have had lots of anticipation and pictures of money being brought to you, and that is because it will happen soon. It will not happen only once, but whenever you need more provision. Expect that, My child. I know it’s been a long wait since you’ve been asking for that provision. And you still seek Me and ask Me—as you should do. I have noted your faith and persistence. It will be rewarded. You will see soon.

You WILL get to go to the reunion and I will provide the finances for you to do that. I know you have very little—too little to pay for a vacation trip. But I have all that you need, and I will see to it that you have ENOUGH. 

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56. The Lord impressed me to read Joshua 5:9

Then the Lord said to Joshua, “Today I have rolled away the reproach of Egypt from you.” So the place has been called Gilgal to this day. On the evening of the fourteenth day of the month, while camped at Gilgal on the plains of Jericho, the Israelites celebrated the Passover. The day after the Passover, that very day, they ate some of the produce of the land: unleavened bread and roasted grain. The manna stopped the day after they ate this food from the land; there was no longer any manna for the Israelites, but that year they ate of the produce of Canaan.  (Joshua 5:9-12)

There came a time when they ate of the produce of the land, the Promised Land. That time will come for you also. There will be a day (that very day) when you will eat of the produce of the Promised Land I have for you.

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57. A DREAM ABOUT TRYING TO GET A BUS HOME

In this dream I was trying to get a bus home to my childhood house. I said I had no credit card to use to pay for the bus fare but I could pay cash or check. The cost of the ticket was $20. I specifically asked if the bus went 2 miles east of NH on hwy 30. The bus driver said he brought boxes of merchandise to a neighbor near us. He tore a picture out of a newspaper of that person’s ad selling merchandise. It was the 7th month, but I think it was October. It seemed like I saw two different bus possibilities and wanted to be sure I got the right one.

Interpretation: A bus may refer to sojourners or Christians. Being a passenger on a bus may refer to me. Since this bus was going “home” it may refer to going to heaven. You don’t go to heaven on a credit card, but I could pay cash or a check. This could refer to the cost of the ticket already being in my possession (i.e. purchased by Jesus Christ and given to me as a free gift of salvation). Twenty refers to holy, tried and approved. Since there were two bus possibilities in this dream that could refer to two possible destinations (heaven and hell). I wanted to be sure I was on the bus leading to my specific home (heaven where my “Father” is). A newspaper refers to an announcement of an important event, public exposure, news, or prophecy. So this reference to a newspaper in the dream may mean this is an important event that will get public exposure and be seen by many. The 7th month could refer to completion, finished. October comes from the Latin word for eight. Therefore October may refer to eight which symbolizes a new beginning (in heaven).

You are in this dream and looking at the two buses—the two destinations. You want to announce this event to the world through the newspaper ad your “neighbor” uses. Your “neighbors” are those who live in the same area you do…they are your fellow Christians. This is a good dream, a positive dream. It is showing you the time is near and is already specific in My plans. It is the time of the “completion or finishing” of My Church, My Bride. You have definitely got the money for the ticket in your life. Your Father is ready for you to come home, and I am ready for you to come home, My child…and you are ready to come too. This dream will be like a “newspaper ad” in your book telling others where you went.

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58. In this dream I seemed to be taking classes like maybe at a school/college. I said to someone that I didn’t get to start on a couple of the classes I thought I was going to take because I missed the first days of class, perhaps due to illness or some such thing. So I didn’t attend those classes since I missed the beginning. I said I needed to check the amount I had paid for the tuition because I may have been billed and already paid for them. I said I was concerned I might not graduate without having those classes.

Another part of the dream: I would hear voices and follow the direction of those voices and find a couple of people who were working on something—perhaps underwater or in some rather hidden place. They wondered how I found them and I said I heard their voices and followed that.

Interpretation: School refers to teaching or learning. Taking classes may mean I was studying things at this “school” leading toward graduation. Graduation may refer to the time I am finished attending this learning situation and be ready to go out in ministry. Since I view our time of living on this earth as attending classes and learning lessons God wants to teach us, I think this dream is a “self condition” dream showing me my condition. It shows I missed some of the classes I was planning to take due to something, perhaps illness. I may have “paid for” those classes but didn’t attend them. All this makes me think about the many things I am learning right now at CTC through the special “courses” offered there. I feel there is still so much yet to learn and I did not learn those things in my previous church experiences like I am here at CTC. I wonder if I will ever “catch up” with others in the class and will have learned enough to be ready to graduate and minister to others.

That’s it; that’s what this dream is about. You have learned a lot, but still have so much yet to learn. That is the way you feel right now. You wonder what is the best way to attend and learn all you need to know. Walter gave you the answer yesterday when he said he had to just step out and do it and trust the Lord to show him and give him what to do and say. That was a word for you through him yesterday. He said it for you.

I am showing you in this dream that your ministry to others will come through listening to the voices of others. Through this you will learn where they are working or hiding. As you hear them speak their needs, you can minister to them through prayer, speaking, etc. as I lead you…as you trust Me to give you what to say and do as Walter mentioned.

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59. A DREAM ABOUT VIOLETS BLOOMING AND A STRANGE ANIMAL

In the dream: I went out the front door of a house and into the front yard. This was not a familiar house or yard. In the front yard there were plants growing that I thought might be violets—one of my very favorite flowers. I became very excited to realize that they were blooming. I stepped carefully through the plants and over them until I came to the sidewalk. Before I looked at the flowers I stopped and thanked the Lord for the violets. I said something like, “It’s time for the violets to bloom!” Then I turned to look at the violets so that the sun just coming up in the east was shining on them. I saw many light green plants with purple violets blooming. I specifically saw one plant that had violets with white edging or striping on them—something I hadn’t seen before. So these violets almost seemed like a new variety not previously known to me.

Then, I heard a cat meow. I saw this animal come trotting toward me that sounded like a cat, but looked like a cross between a cat, a dog, and maybe something else too. It was about the size of a full-grown collie dog. Its face was elongated like a collie or shepherd dog, but not shaped quite the same—more like an elongated snout. It was dark gray in color but had some white edging around several layers that were on its back. It looked mangy and ugly to me. I shook my head no and/or said no, and it turned and trotted away. I realized I had seen this same animal previously in a dream during the same night, but had forgotten that dream by then. It didn’t seem threatening, but rather like a lost animal looking for someone to take it in and take care of it. 

This is one I want to interpret for you, My child. Violets (flowers) refer to “glory.” Since this is one of your very favorite flowers, it especially symbolizes My glory to you. That’s why in the dream you stopped to thank Me even before you took time to look closely at the flowers—with the eastern sun shining on them. The eastern sun shining refers to the beginning (of the day) of God’s light shining on the revelation of His glory (the flowers). And these flowers are purple and white—royalty and purity, with green leaves—life. Your words express the meaning of the dream—it’s time for the violets to bloom. It’s time for God’s light to shine on the revelation of His glory - which is royal, pure and life. Since this dream took place in the front yard it means this is the present or future in timing. Violets in your life heralded the beginning of a new season—spring. This dream shows the beginning of a new season of spiritual growth of My visible glory in My people.

The animal represents something you’ve never seen before. Its appearance put you off and you didn’t want to deal with it. Its sound was of a cat’s meow so it came presenting itself as if it was a cat, but it wasn’t. It didn’t look anything like a cat. It had an appearance you couldn’t identify. It was something you had never seen before in your life or in pictures. It almost looked like a combination of a dog, a pig, a weasel, and yet not any of them. The hump-like things on its back could represent something from the past that is hidden from sight. Its color, gray, refers to 'not defined' and 'unclear,' and the white fringe on the hump-like things could represent purity - or giving the appearance of purity. Whatever it was, whatever it represented, you rejected it and it turned and left you. So this could be referring to the things from your past, with which you have been dealing recently, and which you sent away—even though it "sounded" like something precious. This could even refer to a generational “animal” from the past that wanted to come into the present or future, and you told it no…and it left you. This animal represents a whole conglomeration of things handed down to you generationally from your ancestors, things you don’t even recognize. You have now said no to these generational things and they have left. This is a dream to show you your current and future condition. This is good.

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60. A PARABLE ABOUT A BUTTERFLY

There once was a little butterfly born into the world. It looked around and saw people doing many different things and saw animals and birds going many places. “Why am I here?” he thought; “What am I supposed to do?” He flew around until he saw another butterfly that looked similar to him and he asked it, “Why am I here, and what am I supposed to do?” 

The other butterfly, much older and wiser, said, “Why, you are supposed to fly through the air and enjoy the sunshine, and flit from flower to flower, just to look pretty. Many people will come to look at you and admire you. They will then think about God and what He is like and how bountifully He has blessed them. You are to declare God's glory in what you do every day. That is your purpose for being born.” 

The little butterfly was delighted to hear this, and he said, “That’s what I will do every day of my life! I will fly around in the sunshine and flit from flower to flower, and show the beauty that God has given me. Then others will see this and praise God for His beautiful creation. They will then know there is a God who created me!”

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61. In a dream a man and I were walking across a field toward some people. He said as we approached, “I’ve come with a friend of mine from out of state.” I was the “friend” he was referring to.

Interpretation: An unknown man may represent Christ or an angel. A field may represent the world, God’s work, or the harvest. I was the friend he was introducing to others. Out of state could refer to being out of their part of the country, but perhaps it could mean someone away from where they lived (already Raptured?). This dream may refer to Christ introducing me through my books to people in other places (the world) perhaps sometime after the Rapture. 

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62. In a dream my daughter said, “Mom, is it turkey day?”

Interpretation: Turkey day refers to Thanksgiving day. I have two ideas about what that might mean. One, a day when we are finished with our harvesting labor on earth and are up in heaven feasting with Jesus, and are giving thanks to Him. The second idea is the vision picture of a turkey the Lord gave me years ago. This turkey tail was spread out like a fan and on each piece of this fan there was an instruction for someone in the body of Christ. My piece said, “Follow Me.” So this idea may refer to the question: “Is it the day to follow Him yet?” What the Lord has shown me here is a question to help me think about Thanksgiving Day in heaven coming soon, and reminding me about my direction from Him to follow Him.

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63. A PARABLE ABOUT A FARMER AND HIS TWO DOGS

There once was a farmer who had two dogs. One dog was a pet and one dog was a hunter. The farmer took the hunter dog with him to catch wild game for the family to eat.

One day the farmer took the pet dog with him when he went hunting. When the pet dog saw the wild game, it ran and hid in fear. It didn’t know what to make of the strange creatures. The farmer was at first upset with his pet, but then he realized the pet had not been trained as a hunter, so he couldn’t blame him for hiding.

The farmer said, “I will only take my trained hunter dog with me from now on and I’ll leave the pet dog at home where he feels safe. I love both my dogs and will use them only for what they are trained.”

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64. I am coming. If you want to be one who sees and hears Me, you must “prepare ye the way of the Lord” as I say in My Word.

You do that by spending time with Me, focusing on Me, and listening for what I say, and being alert to (beholding) what I show you. This takes time and focused attention. It takes always putting Me first. I will always give you enough time for the other things you need to do (“and all these things shall be added unto you”). 

I love you and I want you to know what I’m doing. There are things to do when you come up to heaven that you know not of. I have special work for you to do for Me here and I’m training you for it now—the best place to train you. Give up your divided heart and give Me an undivided heart now.

I will not let you miss anything I have for you if you will stay focused on Me and always keep Me first. Do not get involved in any ministry at your church unless I specifically lead you to do that—even if it is something that looks really interesting to you. Only if I lead you to. I want your time set apart for Me—to listen to Me and to watch Me and see what I am doing—and then to write it down for others to read sometime later. You are My messenger to them, so be a good and faithful messenger for Me.

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65. A DREAM ABOUT A MILITARY SECRET PROTECTING ME

The dream: “Onox cuna” were the words in my mind in this dream. I knew this was the military secret that was protecting me, making me safe, and keeping me healed.

Interpretation: This seems to indicate that there is an unknown way, a secret way, being used to protect me and make me safe and keep me healed. It is something I do not understand because it isn’t in a language I understand.  Military secret reminds me of God’s angels fighting His battles for Him. They are secret to me because I do not see them.

You do not need to know what this secret military thing is that I use to protect you, but just trust in Me always, knowing I am with you and aware of you and watching over you.

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66. I want you to come with Me now, My child. Come to a listening place and write what I say.

This is a time of great turmoil and transition for the world and the Church. You will see many events take place which you will wonder about, and question, and be unhappy about…both in the world and in the church. Ask Me each time you have such a question, and I will answer you. Bring the question to this book and write it here. I will answer it and then others can read My answer too. 

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67. A PARABLE ABOUT A MAN WITH TWO HORSES

Once there was a man who had two horses. He didn’t need two for he only used one at a time, but he wanted to keep the second horse just in case he needed it. There was another man who didn’t have any horse and needed one horse badly. I  (God) wanted to bless the second man, but I also wanted to bless the first man with giving. How could I do that unless the first man listened to Me and followed My heart. Now what will happen to the second man if the first doesn’t give? They both will lose a blessing.

At times you are that first man, and at times you are that second man waiting for someone to share with you. If you see a need, ask Me if you are the person to help meet that need and how you are to do that—pray, give, listen, empathize, or what.

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68. A DREAM ABOUT PAGES OF INSTRUCTIONS

A dream: Several pages of instructions, typed out much earlier, were handed to me. I was affected by them, by which one I picked, but I didn’t understand why.

Interpretation: The Holy Spirit tells me this represents various “instructions” which will be given to me by different groups of people wanting me to do things for them (i.e. my church, my family, etc.) I am to be very careful to take all such suggestions for use of my time to the Secret Place and get instruction from the Lord as to what He wants me to use this precious time for. An example of this happened yesterday when I was asked to be a greeter for a children’s conference which would have taken my regular writing time.

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69. A DREAM ABOUT TWO ICE SKATERS

I watched two ice skaters skating on a stage-like area. Watching them seemed to stir something within me.

Perhaps the two ice skaters represent the two aspects of what is taking place quickly in the world now—the culmination of the good, and the culmination of the bad. Watching it will surely stir something within me. What the Lord has shown me here is a picture of two things taking place in the world right now, the growth of His Kingdom, and the growth of the evil in the world. Both are going very fast and are very clearly in view, like on stage.

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70. A PARABLE ABOUT A MAN WITH NO PLACE TO LIVE

Once there was a man who had no place to live. He went from town to town looking for a place where he could stay and find a home. Finally he came to an old farmhouse on a plot of land with a barn and some other small buildings. He asked if he could stay in one of the outer small buildings, and the farmer said he could if he did some chores for him daily. The man agreed and made a home for himself in a small building outside the main house, and he helped the farmer with daily chores. Thus he finally had a home for him to live in.

The point of the story is that the man was looking for a home. He looked and looked for that home. The farmer let the man use something that actually belonged to the farmer. The man had to work for it, but he finally had a home. What is a home? It is a relationship with the heavenly Father. It is something man looks for, but often doesn’t even know where to look. He may spend years and years looking for this “home.” When he finally finds it, he moves in close to the Father and works with Him to complete the chores needed to be done on the earth. 

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71. I am coming today to start a new season in you…a season of direct listening and writing beyond dreams, visions, and impressions. I want to directly reveal things to you now and have you write them down. Remember when I told My disciples I would talk to them that way? 

Though I have been speaking figuratively, a time is coming when I will no longer use this kind of language but will tell you plainly about my Father” …. Then Jesus’ disciples said, “Now you are speaking clearly and without figures of speech. Now we can see that you know all things, and that you do not even need to have anyone ask you questions. This makes us believe that you came from God. (John 16:25-30)

Well, that is what I will be doing more and more with you, so spend time with Me daily listening and writing as I lead you. I want to take us further in communicating to others through these books. I know you have difficulty believing I can do this through you, but I can. Just as I wrote through many people throughout the centuries since I came to earth, so I will also write through you. Believe Me. Trust Me. It’s your job to prepare the way for Me to do this by preparing to write what I show you and tell you...show you by dreams and visions, and tell you directly into your mind and heart.

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72. A DREAM ABOUT WORDS WRITTEN IN PINK AND BLACK

4:00 a.m. In this dream I saw words written on paper (which I think of as reports). There was a boxed section written in pink in the upper left section of the page. The rest of the page was in black ink. I didn’t read any of the words, just knew they were there.
_____    words words words
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words words words words x
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6:00 a.m. I saw reports or pages written in black ink. There was a part written in pink in each report and that was specific to that particular person. The black section seemed to be general directions for everyone. These reports seemed to be directions to be followed by people.

I did not see myself or any specific person in either dream. However, I was observing these reports. I didn’t realize I had dreamed the same basic dream until after writing out the second dream and noticing how similar it was to the first dream.

As I meditate on these dreams and ask for revelation from the Holy Spirit, I believe these two dreams show me a picture of THE WORD (the Bible) and the pink sections refer to the rhema word brought to specific individuals particular to them. The pink refers to the heart of flesh as opposed to the heart of stone. The heart of flesh receives God’s Word and takes it into itself. This dream seems to be a prophetic picture of the Word coming to people and the rhema Word coming to individuals. Since this dream came twice it speaks of this prophecy being set/determined.

This is also a prophetic picture of my books which will be black printing on white paper, but there will be certain places or pages which will touch the heart of flesh in the people who read them, and those sections will minister to specific needs for those people.

This is the place where healers get instructions about the healing God will be doing in their healing sessions. This is the place where preachers get ideas and revelations for their sermons. This is the place of mystery in God…the place of revelations…the deeper place. Some call it the Secret Place. It is talked about in Psalm 91:1 where it talks about "He that dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty." What does it mean to abide under the shadow of the Almighty? It means coming so close to Him that “who He is” covers you, and protects you, and overshadows you, and passes on to you His mind, His thoughts, His revelations. This is a mystery, but it is real and it is true. Coming to the Secret Place of the Most High is the key to finding the “pink writing” that is made specific for each person who belongs to the Lord. It is the place of silence before the Lord.

I will give them an undivided heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh. Then they will follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. They will be my people, and I will be their God. (Ezekiel 11:19-20)

I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. (Ezekiel 36:26-27)

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73. I want you to know that this warfare is happening (which I dreamed about) and you will watch it increase from now on. Air Force refers to air warfare…and this warfare is taking place in the air between the powers of the air. Some of the reasons for warfare come from a long line of family hurts and offenses handed down from generation to generation. Some come through false teachings and we know who is the author of those lies – Satan. It all focuses its warfare against those who belong to Me—Israel and My Church. It is the battle between good and evil, God and Satan. This is not only a warning picture, but it is also a prophetic picture of where Israel and My Church are right now – seeing what’s coming and taking action, getting militarily prepared. Yes, you are to be a part of this action, but I will show you how on a daily basis. Cleansing is certainly a part of getting ready. Being aware of what’s happening is certainly part of getting ready…knowing the danger. And seeking Me for how you are to be involved is certainly part of getting ready.

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74. This (dream) talks about the end times and things that can be expected to happen then. There will be difficulties, but also worship and operation of the gifts of the Spirit, all at the same time. This will be generally a melancholy time. It will not be fun. It will be a time to keep strong through it and stand (“having done all, stand”). It will be a time to avoid as much of the persecution as possible. I will help people do that at that time, as they seek Me. This is a prophetic warning dream of things to come. You are sounding the warning in this writing. You are the prophet declaring what I’ve shown you.

What the Lord has shown me here is a prophetic picture about things to come including persecution, worship, and operation of the gifts of the Spirit. It is a dream encouraging us to stand firm when this happens.

You will not be here much longer. Things are speeding up in the time table of events on earth of the last days. You will soon be raptured and no longer be on earth. At that point in time there will be a GREAT acceleration of end time events/happenings. But you will not be here to see them. So do not fear. The time is short. Spend your days with Me, reading the Word, writing, and praying as I lead you to pray. You may read online and read books and read your Bible each day as I lead. I will guide you in what to read…and in what to write each day. There will be plenty to keep you busy for the short time that is left. Use it wisely. Use it to be with Me.

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75. A DREAM ABOUT COMING INTO THE STREAM OF THE SPIRIT

3:50 am: I slipped down by a color page into a stream of movement. The color page was a single thickness and less easy to move on. Somehow words were part of the slipping down into the stream. Seems like one color page was black and another was red. After I got into the stream of movement it was easy to move around.

4:40 am: Double click on statement page.

I seem to be the only person in the dream so it is about me. I was going into the stream of the movement of God, the life of the Spirit. I got there by moving on pages which may represent books, the Bible, or my writing--as all three of these are used to bring me into the stream of the Spirit. Through entering that stream of ministry, the Spirit brings words to me. One page being black means that those books/writings brought a lack of entry into the stream of the Spirit. This may refer to books and reading that do not lead me into God’s Presence. One page was red which means those books/writings bring passion, enthusiasm, and zeal for the stream of the Spirit. These may be referring to the Bible, certain Spiritual books, and rereading my writings. Once I get into the stream it is easy to travel around…to move in the Spirit to wherever God takes me. 

This second scene seems to be telling me to open the page that gives a statement. What is the statement? I think it is my purpose statement - that is: to be close and intimate with Him, sharing each moment, each happening, together. He has called me just to be with Him. I am to be content with that. (See book 1 of Things The Lord Has Shown Me page 20)

That is so right, My child. These dreams are telling you to read things which lead you into the stream of My Presence so I can speak to you. It is reminding you that some things you read do not take you into My Presence so words I speak cannot come to you through them. We have places to go and things to talk about so I want you to find your way into My Presence daily. And the second dream was to remind you of My purpose for your life and tell you to again read that.

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76. I wanted you to be encouraged that I showed this type of writing to someone you admire and look up to (John Paul Jackson).  It is not the world’s type of writing, therefore it is not for the world to read. It is for My people to read, the ones whose lives I want to transform through reading it. Believe in this now. Know this is what I want and what I will be accomplishing. It is all My work and I will do it. I will use it to change the lives of My people who read it. I will have to keep your manuscripts safe for just the right time to release them—and that is not now. You may put THOUGHTS AND STORIES BOOK 1 on the internet for right now, but wait for any others until and if I show you to do that. Be willing to wait. I will use your writing at just the right time and circumstances—and only I know that. Trust Me.

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77. A DREAM OF GOD’S CHILDREN AFTER THE RAPTURE AND DURING THE TRIBULATION TIME

(5:55 a.m.) I was participating in this dream with a band (musical group) made of children. The group was standing in lines like a band formation for marching. I was standing in the midst of the group. Someone said that ___ has a birthday today and everybody laughed. This was said 4 times that ___ has a birthday today, and the group laughed each time. It seems I gave a violin to ___ for her birthday.

This dream seems to be showing me something about me in relation to the children involved. I am participating in it and in the midst of the action. The children represent new Christians, perhaps the new Christians who come to Christ for salvation after the Rapture. I say this because I saw no adults in the scene except myself, and I was not a part of the band, just there in the midst of it. No adults means no mature Christians, only young ones. So I wonder if this means I am with them through my writings. The birthday of one person refers to being “born again” and having a spiritual birth. Saying it four times means this person now is part of the kingdom of God, those who rule and reign over the world, God’s creative works. The laughter speaks of revival and the move of God in this group. The group was standing in lines in formation as a marching band would stand, so it can mean these “children” gathered together and were ready for instruction from their Director. The violin gift can refer to this child receiving a gift of prophesying/worshiping, and ministering in that gift.

Lord, is this an affirmation or confirmation that I will be in the midst of the “young Christians” who will be born again after the Rapture when there will be no older Christians since they will be gone? Is this a picture of their births and revival and joy even while bonding/banding together and being ready for their instructions? Will I be there through my writings? Is this what this dream is about?

Yes, My child, that is what this dream means. You have interpreted it rightly. Be encouraged and know I will use your writings to help new Christians during that time, just like you have the desire to do. There will come a time when your writings will minister to many as I share them with people during that special time coming soon. It IS soon. The Rapture is soon; and I am working with you to prepare materials for these new Christians after the Rapture. You know that in your heart, and this dream is about that. It is a prophetic dream showing something to come.

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78. When he has brought out all his own, he goes on ahead of them, and his sheep follow him because they know his voice. (John 10:4)

Today as I read this verse, I see it could refer to the Rapture because that is a time when Jesus “brings out” all His own and goes on ahead of them and they follow Him. I don’t remember ever thinking of that possibility of meaning for that particular Scripture before. It’s true that we follow Him because we know His voice.

“If you are the Christ, tell us plainly.” Jesus answered. “I did tell you, but you do not believe. The miracles I do in my Father’s name speak for me, but you do not believe because you are not my sheep. My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of my Father’s hand, I and the Father are one.”  (John 10:24b-30)

I pray this verse today for all who are Your sheep, Jesus, that they all listen to Your voice and follow You, and no one can snatch them out of Your hand. I pray this gathering of your sheep is completed soon, and You return soon for all of them.

Amen. Come, Lord Jesus. (Revelation 22:20)

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79. NOTES FROM THE ART OF HEARING GOD BY JOHN PAUL JACKSON

THREE PHASES OF MINISTRY DEVELOPMENT
The called phase: the calling happens quickly in a moment of time. In this stage the gifts God has given us are identified and begin to grow.

I see my “called stage” happening in 1971 when God put it in my heart to choose to believe in Him and ask Him what I should do next to follow Him. He led me to go to a Christian camp where I recommitted my life to Him and chose to follow Him only from then on. It came as an inner leading of the Holy Spirit.

The training phase: we begin the process of learning how to operate in the gifts. The process is initiated and sustained by humbling ourselves. It is the most difficult stage and encompasses a lifetime. During this stage He addresses our character deficiencies.

I see this phase in my life from about 1971 until now. During that time I did lots and lots of Bible study, established a Quiet Time daily, learned a lot about prayer, attended church services, developed Christian friendships, learned about worshiping, became aware of revival and became zealous for it in my life and others’ lives, and, most of all, learned to listen to the still small voice of God and write what He said to me.

The commissioned phase: an angel of the Lord, or Jesus Himself, comes into our physical realm in all His grandeur and splendor for a personal visitation, but it only lasts a moment. Others will recognize the commission and respond due to it.

I believe this phase for me will be after the Rapture when I will speak/teach others through the writings the Holy Spirit and I are preparing now, before the Rapture.

Actually, My child, you are commissioned right now. It began on May 1, 2004 when I spoke to you to begin writing a book about THOUGHTS AND STORIES. We, you and I, are working together in this commissioning stage right now as we write together. The culmination or fruit of this commissioned time will be shown after the Rapture when your/our writings will be used to minister to others who become children of God during that time. You are “My servant” right now as you write daily. 

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80. A DREAM ABOUT PICKING UP COINS IN THE GRASS

In this dream I noticed a coin (dime) on the ground in the grass. I picked it up. As I looked around in that area I also noticed a bunch of coins (various ones including a half-dollar) on the ground and picked them up. I saw another dime and picked it up. I put these coins in my pocket. Then I saw 2 pennies but I was planning to pick them up later when no one was around since there were people around when I saw them.

Money symbolizes power, provision, wealth, natural talents and skills, spiritual riches (i.e., faith, wisdom, spiritual gifts, etc.), power, authority. Grass symbolizes flesh, self, or the Word of God. If grass stands for flesh/self, then this may refer to provision coming to me in the natural realm. If grass stands for the Word of God/the revelation of Christ, then this dream may refer to my finding and picking up spiritual riches and gifts. Either way it is a wonderful dream full of promise. Whichever it is, or if it’s something I haven’t thought of yet, it is something that comes from the Lord and is “found” by me unexpectedly.

This is what this dream means: it talks of spiritual riches to come and you will be “picking them up” as you walk and look for them. You started picking them up last night when you went to the worship time with Paul Keith Davis and Shawn Bolz. That was definitely a spiritual gift that you “picked up” by taking time to go to the gathering. There will be more of these and you will search for them, and see them, and pick them up and put them into your pocket—keep them in your possession and use them. Thursday night worship encounter may be another treasure you pick up. You have already picked up many treasures by being here in Lee’s Summit that you wouldn’t have found in Columbia. I brought you here to bless you, and I am doing that—with many Spiritual blessings, week by week. We will continue this searching and picking up the treasures. Today’s treasure will include the John Paul Jackson CD you plan to listen to later. I am your Treasure,  and I have many ways to bring My treasure to you…daily.

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81. A dream: The setting of the dream is a classroom where I am the teacher and there are students in the room with me. The students and I are participants together. This dream gives ideas about different types of students and their needs. My thoughts about this dream scene is that it relates to the books I am writing, the different types of people it might influence/contact, and the account of this given in heaven.

What you have written as the interpretation is a skeleton of what is in the dream. I will keep adding to the picture I am giving you of those people your books will contact and influence (teach), and some of their reactions to them. Your record is continually being kept in heaven of what you are doing with Me and for Me. You are covered with passion, zeal, and purity and truth as you do this book writing project with Me.

I am come that they might have life and have it abundantly. I will transmit life through your writings to those who will receive it – especially those with a royal covering over them. Be at peace that you are doing all you can to reach and help others through your books. I will do all else that is necessary to speak to them. Thank you for your help. 

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82. I listened to a CD by Todd Bentley called The Set Time. Then I asked the Lord: What are you saying to me through this CD message, Lord? That this is the set time for answering the work, the prayers, the sacrifice of this past year and all the years before regarding the writing You have led me to do?

I have heard your prayers, My child. I have seen your work. I have watched you set yourself apart to listen to Me day after day for these many years (1976 until now) and I have seen you writing what I have given you to write for all these years. Now is the set time to release all those writings out into the ministry I have for them. Now is the time to use these writings to help people I bring them to - people I pick and appoint to receive them. You have done your part. Now is the time for My part. You have entertained Me in intimacy morning by morning. Now I will give you the fruit of that sacrifice of time and energy and work. Now is the set time. Now. You will gradually see this “now” take shape and progress…but it is starting now.

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83. A DREAM ABOUT BLOCKING ENEMY ACCESS THROUGH THE BLOOD OF JESUS 

I was with White Dove ministry people. They had a way to block bad things from getting to them and allowing good things to come in. I was trying to learn how so I could do it too. They used a computer and words in the process. I saw the words “Block Name” come on a computer screen in a box (as if I went into someone’s site but wasn’t allowed to see their name and access number):      	                        ____________
		                                                                        | Block Name |

Since I was with White Dove ministry people during the evening before this dream, that might be one reason they were in my dream. To me this dream seems to give me a clue about how to keep bad things from getting to me. That clue is like the Block Name box one might find on a computer if you weren’t allowed access to a person’s site. I feel this clue is saying that I can “block my name” and access code so the enemy can’t get through to my site (my soul, spirit, and body). Lord, I want to follow that clue and block my name and access code from the enemy, from bad things. Tell me how I do that please, Lord?

Oh, My child, I have wanted to teach you this for a long time! You can block your name and access to the enemy by placing My blood over you each and every day, first thing each morning. You may also do that for your loved ones you pray for. 

Does that include protection from sickness too?

Look at Psalm 91 and list here the protection that is included for those who: “dwell in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.”  

•	God will be our refuge and fortress.
•	God will save us from the fowler’s snare and deadly pestilence. 
•	God will be our shield and rampart. 
•	We will not fear terror of night nor arrow by day, nor pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor plague that destroys at midday.
•	Thousands may fall at our sides, but it will not come near us. 
•	No harm will befall us; no disaster will come near our tents. 
•	God will command his angels concerning us to guard us in all our ways.
•	We will tread upon the lion and cobra, the great lion and serpent.
•	God will protect us.
•	God will answer us when we call upon Him.
•	God will be with us in trouble and He will deliver us and honor us.
•	God will give us long life and show us His salvation.  

These kinds of protection are for those who dwell in the shelter of the Most High. Place the blood of Jesus over your loved ones each morning and I will help them “dwell” there. 

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84. A dream: I took my brother, a small child, outside the house to run and play while I went inside to get dressed. I showed him a door he could knock on if he wanted to come in before I returned.

This can represent those Spiritual children you want to help find Me. You feel as close to them as you do to your natural brother, however these children are young in the faith or don’t even yet belong to Me. These children are “outside the house” or outside the church or dwelling place of My people. These could be children that come after the tribulation when there may not be churches allowed to meet as yours does now. They are outside the Church and they “run and play” which represents worshiping Me, and this is while you are inside getting dressed which means you are inside heaven getting dressed in your robes of heaven, your covering in heaven. While you are in heaven and he (your brother) is on earth worshiping, you have given him instruction about a door (I am the Door) he can knock on (get the attention of someone inside) if he wants to come in with Me. This refers to your writings that will act as “a door” to those who are seeking Me.

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85. IN THE SECRET PLACE

I’m going to talk to you about Me, what I’m like. I think like this - I think universally. I think on a much bigger, grander scale than you can even conceive of. I know the “whole picture” as you would say. I have you and all My people in the midst of the whole picture, carrying out My intricate plans regarding the whole world in which you live. I created that world and I created all who live in it, and I have plans to carry out regarding it. 

As you listen to Me and obediently follow Me, I set you apart as being an important piece of that plan. I use My people to display My kingdom—the kingdom that you have prayed to come since you were a little child—before you had any idea what that meant. Now, My kingdom is coming more and more on the earth. The prayers for it to come all these many many years since I taught that to My disciples, have added and multiplied, and it is now time for My angels to send that “prayer incense” back to the earth and answer those prayers. Yes, it’s true! My kingdom is now to be poured out in much greater degree and amount than you can even ask or imagine. 

You are already starting to see it in Todd Bentley’s ministry—and I see it in many others’ ministries too. The world does not yet see it, but it will. It will be so evident you will even begin to see and hear reports on the TV news and in the newspapers. You will hear testimonies and see miracles, signs, wonders, and unusual events. Along with these many signs in the spiritual world will be signs in the natural world that the world WILL see—earthquakes, storms, wild fires, shakings of many kinds. 

The natural and spiritual atmospheres are all stirred up, all stirred up! There is no peace in them. They will continue to be stirred until My kingdom is completely displayed on the earth after the tribulation is done. Then there will be peace in the natural and spiritual worlds. Don’t be dismayed. Just keep praying for My kingdom to come and My will to be done on earth as it is in heaven. That is not a lost or wasted prayer. I hear them all and I catch them all and store them until they are fulfilled.

Lots of common ordinary people can relate to what you write because you have dreams and so do they. I have given you the ministry I want you to have—listening and writing. If I wanted you to have open heavens, I would have given you that. Be content with who you are and what you have been given—and chosen for.

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86. What the Lord has shown me in a dream is that I have spiritual gifts and I am to continue ministering in those gifts. The place of ministry will be revealed to me. The timing and schedule for ministry events will be made clear as I listen well and continue to prepare to use those gifts.

Keep following Me. Keep following the road I lead you on. Keep learning (preparation) when I guide you to learn and what I guide you to learn. Listen to Me daily, all day. I will show you the way and the place where I want to use the gifting I have put in you. I have a purpose and plan for your life. And this dream is to remind you of that and encourage you to keep seeking Me for it. I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No man comes to the Father except by Me.

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87. You see, My child, I am leading you in interpreting your dreams in a way that many can interpret theirs - many who will read your writings. I am having you seek Me for direction and guidance in interpreting your dreams, then looking up and thinking through what the things in your dreams might symbolize, and then, under My guidance, writing out the thoughts I give you. Many people can interpret dreams in this way. The important thing is to seek Me and let Me guide you. This is different than John Paul Jackson interprets dreams. He has a gift of interpreting dreams—like Joseph did. You don’t have that gift. Many people don’t, so they can relate to how you go about interpreting your dreams. This will be helpful to many. That’s why I want you to write this.

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88. I want you to write the Scripture I gave you this morning:

Then Jesus said, “Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?” (John 11:40)

You WILL see My glory, you WILL. Keep believing for seeing it in your own life, in your healing you have been declaring, in others’ lives in revival, salvation, renewal, healing and many other victories I will give. You WILL see it with your own eyes and will experience it in your own life. I promise you! 

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89. A dream: I saw a bed in a room in our home. It was a double sized bed and was situated next to a corner. Beside it by the head of the bed there was a doorway open. I checked the doorway and found the door had been completely taken away, leaving just the hinges there. Through this doorway I could see into another small room which had a window letting in light which was shining into that little room.

The Lord began to show me that the bed was my place of rest and intimacy with Him, and that it was a double bed for two (Him and me). He showed me that the door without the hinges meant there was a doorway or entranceway there beside the bed which was not to be closed because the door was gone. This represented a doorway open to Him and to revelation coming. This was symbolized by the window with light coming in. He said this little room beside the bed was a portal or stairway up into the heavenlies and to revelation pouring to me from that place. Through this doorway He will download revelation, heavenly treasures, understanding, guidance, protection, provision, wisdom, and knowledge. The key to the download was to be resting in an intimate relationship with Him, and watching/looking for what He wants to bring me through the portal room. 

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90. The Lord showed me again today the picture I saw previously in a vision. In this picture I saw Jesus walking beside a sheep through a valley. He reminded me that I was that sheep and He was walking with me through the valley of life. At any time I needed to, I could reach up and take His strong, righteous right hand, and hold on to it. He showed me the picture of myself there beside him holding His hand when I was so little I had to reach up high to take His hand. Then, as I grew, I kept hold of his hand all my life as I matured. He stayed the same all the time, holding on to me.

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91. As I read John 11:17-44 (the story of Jesus raising Lazarus from the dead) I was strongly impressed with the verses 41-42 where Jesus said:

“Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you always hear me…”

As I read that He impressed on my mind that He always hears me too…that He knows every word I say and every thought I think. This is because He loves me very much and I belong to Him. He knows those who belong to Him and He is aware of them and watches over them.

So You’ve heard me, Lord, all these times I’ve prayed for others, for myself, for church leaders, for specific people and needs, for our President, for Thy kingdom to come and Thy will to be done on earth as it is in heaven?  You’ve heard all my prayers, Lord?

Yes, My child, I have all your many prayers stored up here in heaven in My golden censor. I will soon have My angel fling that gold censer filled with your prayers (and others’ prayers) down to the earth and all those prayers will be fulfilled with My very best answers to them. That includes stopping the terrorists and exposing them. That includes stopping many evil things being planned and perpetrated on earth now. When My harvest time work is finished, then I will bring My pure and spotless Bride here to be with Me while I allow evil to reign for a time (the tribulation time). Then I will judge the people of the earth in full measure, for evil will have grown to its fullness.

When he opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven for about half an hour. And I saw the seven angels who stand before God, and to them were given seven trumpets. Another angel, who had a golden censer, came and stood at the altar. He was given much incense to offer, with the prayers of all the saints, on the golden altar before the throne. The smoke of the incense, together with the prayers of the saints, went up before God from the angel’s hand. Then the angel took the censer, and hurled it on the earth, and there came peals of thunder, rumblings, flashes of lightning and an earthquake. Then the seven angels who had the seven trumpets prepared to sound them.  (Revelation 8:1-6)

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92. A dream: I saw three bracelets in a picture before me. I wanted to click on them (like with a computer mouse) and open them up and learn what they meant, or stood for, or symbolized. I knew that the area we click on, we enter. These three bracelets were white and were about ¾ of a circle. They started at a point and widened at the top of the bracelet, then gradually went back down to a point at the other end. They seemed to be about an inch apart and were suspended in air.

In this dream there is no person involved. I am observing it, so it is likely a revelation for me to understand. Three stands for the Godhead, the Trinity - Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. They are absolutely pure. They stand together as One. These bracelets may stand for their strong right arm. “Who has believed our message and to whom has the arm of the Lord been revealed? (Isaiah 53:1) Bracelets are put on the arm, so these may symbolize that arm. In the dream my desire was to “open them up knowing then I could enter there.” Suspended in the air may refer to their not depending on anything else, but being self sustained. 

This is right. These bracelets refer to Me. We are One. You want to open Us up and enter here, like you’ve been reading about in Revelation 4:1 “Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this.” That is a desire of your heart. This dream is a picture of that desire. Keep following that desire, and it WILL be fulfilled.

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93. A DREAM ABOUT COPYING JESUS’ PATHWAY

In this dream there was a pathway being dug, what I am calling the “original” one. Then there was a woman’s pathway being dug right along beside it. She was doing this each place he dug—like copying his pathways. Almost all the copying of the pathway was done. They could be seen on maps.

First thought: Jesus is digging the first pathway and I am following Him digging right along beside Him, doing what He is doing, going where He is going. This is almost finished. My pathways are visible like on a map for others to see where I’ve been. This is a prophetic dream saying the walk through this earth life is almost finished for me and/or for the “woman” who may represent the Bride of Christ. 

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94. There is a reason I haven’t shown you any plan for the time when you finish this book. You have been wondering, since you think you are nearing the end of this current book. You will know the reason in due time. I DO have plans for you but I just haven’t revealed them to you yet. Keep listening; I will tell you soon. These dreams recently (the last couple of weeks) are part of those plans coming up. Keep walking forward doing every day what I show you to do (as in copying My pathway).

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95. I saw a quick impression of Pastor Alan standing looking at me. It seemed so real I thought it was true. Then I opened my eyes and saw just my room. So it was a dream picture. My thought was that I was to pray for him. So I did that.

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96. I had some writing on paper that I held in my hands. I could put pressure on certain words with my fingers, and those words showed characteristics about a person. The words would stay more visible than the other words on the paper. They would turn blue. I could “know” what those words were by feel, by hand pressure…with my right thumb.

This is what it means, My child: you are now being given added or extra discernment to know what people are like, to know what is inside them, what is in their hearts. You know this because I give you sensitivity to them and enable you to “see” what is going on in their lives…especially if you touch that person (like put pressure on them with your hands) when praying for them. You can “touch” them physically, but you can “touch” them also by picturing them as you pray for them—like the “picture” you had of Pastor Alan standing beside you yesterday, and you knew you were to pray for him. 

I am enabling you to go farther in intercession now through this sensitivity to the “characteristics” or inner workings of people I lead you to pray for. The writing in this dream referred to people. I will show you the spiritual (blue color) characteristics of people I want you to pray for. Always ask Me if this is a person I want you to pray for with this sensitive “touch.” If so, then seek Me as to the characteristics inside them which I want you to pray for. 

I will show a picture to you of people I want you to pray for, like I did of Pastor Alan. You’re not a public intercessor; you are a private intercessor. Only talk to that person if I definitely lead you to. Otherwise just talk to Me about that person and what I show you to pray.

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97. A dream: I was in the yard of a college campus. A volleyball-like game was being played with a group of people on each side of the volleyball net, but they used a tennis ball to play with. Lots of people were watching and playing – there were many people around. I got the ball one time when it was hit out. I noticed the ball had holes in it and it was almost in shreds. It was the size of a tennis ball, but was hollow and part of the cover had come off of it so you could see bands of rubber, or whatever it was made of, and holes in between the bands. I threw the ball over to a guy near where I was standing to let him throw it back to the players. 

This is a learning situation so I think I am to learn something from it, something of advanced learning. The focus of the dream was the game that was being played and the ball used to play it. It was extrinsic, but about my relationship to all these players. I am an observer and a participant. 

The game represents worship, spiritual warfare, striving or competition in a situation where we are to be learning. Some people worshipped with the wrong sized ball (representing what they used to worship). What they used had holes in it and was in very poor condition. It was hollow; it had little ability to do what it was supposed to do. Yet they kept playing with it. This may represent people trying to worship God without the right and necessary things to use to worship God well.

It’s about worship—is it, Lord?

It’s about worship. It’s about the world, represented by the whole campus—the world is a place where all are learning things. Some people are worshipping but using the wrong size (not nearly big enough) and quality (holes in it) of that needed to worship. The ball represents the heart attitude and relationship with Me needed to truly worship Me.  Some watch and throw the ball back to those trying to worship—in other words, they just observe but don’t participate. All are learning something, but some much more than others. In the midst of this learning campus (world) you are learning by walking around, observing others, catching and throwing the ball (worshipping). What you are supposed to learn from this dream is that the world is made up of many many people who are doing different things than you are, and who walk in various degrees of relationship with Me (which worship represents).

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98. A DREAM ABOUT TWO ARMS REACHING TOWARD ME

I saw two hands/arms reaching out toward me. Each was a left hand. One was light skinned and the other dark skinned.

The Holy Spirit taught me that these hands represent those people, dark to light skinned - including  all people on the earth - who are reaching/seeking the message of Christ that is in my book: Thoughts and Stories: on a life God leads, guides, and protects. (book 1). 

Then He led me to read in my Bible in Deuteronomy 14 about how His people were to bring, at the end of the year, a tithe of their crops/produce before Him and basically give it to Him. Some years they were to eat it in His presence in reverence of Him, and every third year they were to give it to the place where He placed His name--and it was to be used for the Levites, the widows, the orphans, and the aliens. He was showing me He wanted me to now bring my tithe/first fruits of my year of writing and give it to Him. He showed me that He wanted me to put it on a web site so people all over the world could have access to it and He could lead them to it. So my daughter started setting up the web site during the afternoon, and we are going to keep working on it until it is finished and ready for access.

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99. A dream: I was wrapping Christmas gifts for my children and putting them by the tree to be opened later. They were wrapped in green paper. I didn't see gifts there from others for their children like I had for mine, and wondered why not. I didn't want my children to be the only ones opening gifts. Somehow each gift wrapping paper had the person's name on it, but they were wrapped so I couldn't see their names on the packages. There were many different sizes of packages.

These Christmas gifts are the books I am working on to give to my children (those who will read them and receive benefit from them). Right now the first book is being "wrapped" by being prepared to put it on a web site so all can read it. The green paper speaks of life and growth through the gift. I didn't see the names of the people who will read the book(s) because I will not know those names while here on this earth. The different sizes of gifts represent different sizes or amounts of benefit that will be received by different people.

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100. A DREAM ABOUT GOD HAVING ALL THINGS IN ORDER

(Time: 12.34) Words that came: "I have all things in order." (The time being 1,2,3,4)

Always keep in mind that I have all things in order--in your life and in this world. Nothing is taking Me by surprise. I am prepared for all things, and I can keep you prepared for all things as you connect with Me each day and listen to Me.

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101. A DREAM ABOUT GOD BEING FIRST IN MY LIFE AT THE BEGINNING AND END

(Time: 1:01) Words that came: "First at the beginning and first at the end too."

I was first in your life when your life began, and I am first in your life at the end of it too. Whatever 'trails' you got on that took you off My pathway for you, you are now back on the right pathway with Me, and I am first in your life. This is good. I just wanted you to see that.

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102. A DREAM ABOUT PEOPLE BEING SAVED AND HELPED THROUGH MY BOOKS

We were writing a story on a computer about a lady who needed help. As we typed out what to do to help her, it happened, and she was ok - saved. We laughed with joy.

We refers to the Holy Spirit and me. We work together in writing the book(s) and type out what is helpful to others. The lady represents those whom the Lord leads to read our book(s). The Holy Spirit already knew when we wrote this book(s) together what those people would need; therefore we typed out what would help those people. We experienced joy as we watched this help others. I pray many will be saved and helped through these books.

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103. Words that came to me: "It's a smart/wise prophet who uses that which is free."

What is it that's free, Lord, which I would be smart to use?

The library, the offerings of training by CTC, the Social Security payments, contributions to your writing ministry by others who will give to it when they learn about it, and anything else I decide to bring to you from now on. Foods people want to give you; help they want to give you. Many people are going to be led to contribute to you and the Dove Ministry you have now formed. Receive it from Me with thanksgiving. Know that it comes from working for Me like you have been.

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104. Yesterday at church we were offered the opportunity to receive prayer for a prophetic word to us at the end of the service. As I was standing waiting for that, Kevin Basconi came over to me and started praying for me. His whole prayer was about my writing (which I don't think he knew about). I don't remember nearly all that he said, but it included Psalm 45:1 about my being "the pen of a ready writer", and about a quill to write with, about seeing blank pages still to be written on and there was more writing yet to be done.

The speaker for the service was John McGirvin and he spoke about not letting fear of rejection keep us from doing what the Lord is leading us to do. That spoke to me also about that concern as I allow my book to be put on the web. He also spoke about going to the nations, and I feel God will take me to the nations via the web.

Then in the afternoon my daughter finished putting my first book on the web. We put many key words on the main page, so it can be tracked by the search engines, and people will be able to find it when doing searches for spiritual things. She is going to work more on putting the web site on the search engines next weekend.

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105. A DREAM ABOUT MY BOOKS FOLLOWING ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

(3:45) I awoke and knew I had a dream but I just couldn't put into words what I'd experienced. I tried to figure out the setting of the dream, where I was in it, and couldn't. The song in my head at that time was: "He'll wipe away my tears, He'll remove all my fears, He'll make all things new." I wondered if the setting of the dream was heaven because of that song, but I didn't know for sure. So I settled back down to go back to sleep.

(4:00) The words to describe my dream came to me, so I got back up and wrote them: The dream was about the experiences that I lived being put into words and made visible after me in different sized fonts or caps - like in "event-sized groupings" behind me. I was moving along to the left with these following me. I thought this dream was referring to my books.

The idea came that at times I can add more "groupings" behind me. I can almost picture them like wagons (slow moving and carrying something). They can be different sizes or even possibly different colors. I carry them with me wherever I go. They represent what (the writing) I put into books.

I think these "groupings" coming along behind me where I go represent things that have taken place in my life that I put into writing, like in books. They involve fonts and caps that refer to letters I use on the computer. That they are made visible behind me refers to these becoming visible to others and those books following me wherever I go. They are part of who I am from now on. I was moving along to the left - that refers to a spiritual pathway. These events vary in size and color (meaning what they represent). They take awhile to form and move, but they do carry something to those who read them.

This dream, I think, is in response to the prophetic word given to me yesterday by Kevin Basconi and also to the work we did to open the web site for my first book this past weekend. Perhaps it is a prophetic picture of things to come. The song might be a promise about the coming books: that He will wipe away my tears, remove all my fears and make all things new for me.

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106. A DREAM ABOUT SPIRITUAL WARFARE INVOLVING ME	

I dreamed about being chased on horseback through a forest of trees and I/we seemed to be traveling among the branches of the trees instead of on the ground. I didn't see the horses, but just knew about them. Also I was among a group of people who were being hunted down and mistreated, so we hid under blankets and tried not to move so we wouldn't be noticed and caught. Those caught were given multiple cuts on their bodies like with a knife. This dream was so intense that after I awoke I had to fight a battle for a long time with prayer, declarations, and Scripture quoting to keep from going back to sleep and back into the dream. I realized it was a dark dream and wondered how it got through my protection and why I was allowed to receive it.

This dream seems to deal with me, and places me in two different fearful situations which may have been to try to stop me from doing or being something. It indicates my trying not to be noticed or caught because of the accusations or sharp words that might cut me and hurt me. It seemed to be a dark dream and from the enemy to possibly scare me…probably to try to stop me from putting the first book out on the web site. The dream may be a picture of spiritual warfare taking place right now in regard to the book published this last weekend.

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107. A DREAM ABOUT BEING IN A SWIMMING POOL

In this dream I was in a swimming pool along with an unknown man. We were both swimming in the deep, deep part of the pool and it was wonderful and pleasant. I was sometimes under the water, and sometimes with my head above water, but it was ok. There was no fear (as I might have in the natural) but just enjoying it.

This dream is about me in relation to God. It is a picture of me being immersed in the deep pool of a Spiritual place or condition along with Jesus. It is a dream of encouragement to me and shows the Lord and me serving God together through worship, the gifts of the Spirit and prophesying.

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108. A DREAM ABOUT SEEING THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE CHOICES I MAKE

(1:11) In this dream I was creating drama scenes like writing a play. I could see the scenes like they were happening as I wrote them. I could change a part (like an ending) and see how it looked. I seemed to be the only person in this dream.

The first impression that came into my mind, even as I wrote out the dream during the night, was that it might apply to something in the future that I am to do.

Writing may refer to something being communicated. In this instance the writing created scenes or pictures of events happening. I could see those scenes as I wrote them and I could change those scenes and see how the change looked.

This drama may represent my life or the lives of others I influence by my writing. Since I was the only person in this dream, it surely is about me. The main focus of the dream was the drama scenes I saw and influenced. The emotional tone of the dream was being pleased with what was happening. The time of the dream (1:11) refers to God (Trinity).

This is what I want you to understand and know through this dream (and it is a dream given by Me): I am there with you as you write scenes and portray drama that is your life story. This refers to all the books you have written. They portray your life story for others to read. Your life story is like a drama lived out before others. 

You can change the events or outcomes by what you do and say. You can create in your mind ahead of time the various possibilities by taking certain actions, and then decide what you want the drama to be. It is your choice what you do. And it is your choice what drama scenes you write out and release for others to read. You may choose that too. What you choose affects others even as what they do affects you too. 

There is much interaction, but I already know the outcome. I have it all planned and My plan will be carried out even though you have choices along the way. You and I work together to create the drama scenes of your life. Would you like to "see" the outcome of scenes if you take certain actions? I can show that to you to help you decide what you would like to do.

Then I will give you a series of dreams showing you about choices you can make and what the outcome of those choices will be. Watch for these so you will recognize them for what they are. And this is one of the choices that you are making right now--that you want to know what those are.

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109. A DREAM ABOUT GIVING JESUS FIRST PLACE IN MY LIFE

(4:15) In this dream I am in a building and meet with some man to see about a place for him to stay. We look at a first place possibility, and then we look at a second place possibility.

I am the building and I meet with Jesus to see about what place inside me He will get to stay in: first place or second place. This is one of the choices mentioned in the previous dream. 

I want You to be first, Jesus, in my life.

You saw a good example of that last night as you watched the DVD on the life of Francis of Assissi. He made Me first in his life and with that came obedience to whatever I told him to do. That is what you are saying, right?

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110. A DREAM ABOUT A MULTIPLYING BIRD

In this dream I was inside a house looking out a large window (I think in the front of the house). First I saw a bird outside which looked like a hummingbird but was larger. Its coloring was in greens like a hummingbird. It was about 6-7 ft up above the ground suspended in the air. 

Then it became much larger and I saw this huge bird there. Its front looked similar to a stork with a long bill and neck. Then I saw it had a huge oval-shaped body, maybe 6 ft long and 3 ft wide with a large fluffy multi-feathered plumed tail. Along the top of the body there were many nests, maybe 8-10 nests, and on each nest sat a mature bird. In the tail there were many smaller birds mixed in with the plumy feathers. I kept exclaiming about this unusual bird and trying to name what kind it was, but I could not think what to call it. I knew it was not an eagle. Later, as I looked at the names of some birds in the dream book, the closest I could come to what its head and beak looked like might be a stork. I don't remember any colors associated with this huge bird.

A hummingbird is a beautiful bird which can suspend itself in the air and which is enjoyable to watch. A stork symbolizes being expectant, a new birth, a new baby, a new experience - that which is forthcoming. They carry out God's purposes

Even the stork in the sky knows her appointed seasons. (Jeremiah 8:7 NIV)

A bird can symbolize the Spirit: the Holy Spirit or a message. It can also refer to leaders or messengers. 

A bird of the air may carry your words; and a bird on the wing may report what you say. (Ecclesiastes 10:20 NIV)

Seeing this through a window indicates this is a revelation. Being in the front of the house indicates this is the present or future. This big bird refers to lots of things being birthed from it, lots of mature birds, nests with eggs to be hatched, and growing birds too. This can refer to my books that are being used by the Lord to hatch and grow what He wants in the lives of many. This also could refer to my church where He is doing that also. It also could refer to the church universal doing the same thing. This bird will be beautiful like a hummingbird and will be suspended by the Spirit in the air for all to see. What the Lord has shown me here is a revelation of that which is coming to carry out God's purposes. It will birth God's message and carry it to others. 

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111. A DREAM ABOUT TREES WITH GREEN, YELLOW AND RED LEAVES

In this second dream the same night I saw a group/row of deciduous trees on my right and in front of me that were thick with bright green leaves. There were sections or patches of red and yellow leaves in them that were also bright clear colors. There was no mixture of the colors. Each was in its own area. They made me think of fall coming, however no leaves looked dead or brown or faded, just bright green, red, and yellow.  

These trees refer to people, especially those in leadership. They are the ones sheltering God's people. Their words (leaves) are words of life and a testimony about God. Their words bring life and renewal if they are green; they bring passion, zeal and enthusiasm if they are red; and they bring a gift from God if they are yellow. Some leaders bring green, some bring red, and some bring yellow. They are all clear and bright and beautiful and are in an area that is their area or territory. The different colored leaves may represent different leaders and/or different ministries/churches. My book ministry may be like these trees also, acting with words of testimony in the lives of people who read them.

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112. A DREAM ABOUT DIRECTIONS AND POSSIBILITIES

(3:33) I could see lots of arrows going in different directions and lists of possibilities of things to do.
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This dream makes me think of my books being like arrows (words) going in many different directions and doing lots of different things. The time 3:33 is a sign this is from God (Trinity) and conforming to what He wants.

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113. A DREAM ABOUT PEOPLE WANTING ME TO PLAY THE FRENCH HORN

I was with a music group on tour. They wanted me to do a French horn solo and I refused since I hadn't played it in years. At one time in the dream when I did try to play the horn, some person played one line of music, and then I played a second line along with him/her like a duet together.

This dream seems to be speaking about prophesying (playing on an instrument) and my unwillingness to do that as a solo. But, when the Holy Spirit led the way and played a line of music, then I could play along with Him and we could do a duet together. This, too, seems to refer to my books that He and I wrote together--He led and I followed along with Him.

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114. A DREAM ABOUT WHAT JESUS IS ABOUT TO SPEAK INTO ME

In this dream someone was coming to tell me about the beginning lines for me (or for my name). This was important, as this "telling" would change me to fit what I was told. The setting is unclear, but my best thought was that it was in heaven.

The "Someone" I believe represents Jesus who is coming to tell me the "beginning lines" about who I am next in my life. As He reveals to me who He says I am, then I become that, as I follow Him in obedience. I can see myself finishing up the book project, which has taken about a year, and I am wondering what He wants me to do next. This dream seems to show me that He will come soon to tell me that.

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115. THOUGHTS ABOUT OBEDIENCE

In church yesterday I watched a little girl asserting her own will/desire over what her parents and others were trying to get her to do. The thoughts came that we are all born with a self-will that needs to be broken, and we need to learn to submit our will to God. The Scripture that came to mind was: Obedience is better than sacrifice (1 Samuel 15:22). I can now see that a submitted will (to obedience to God's will) automatically brings what sacrifice God wants of us. But without a submitted will in obedience, the sacrifice does not serve God's purpose. An obedient submitted heart - some want to come to it and some don't.

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116. A DREAM ABOUT LOOKING FOR MY CHOIR ROBE #32

In this dream the choir was going to sing. We were to get our robes that were assigned to us. Mine was #32. We got our robes and had to wait awhile before singing, so we laid them around in this big room in which we were waiting. The robes were maroon color with gold stoles. When it got closer to time to sing I began looking for my robe #32. I looked and looked but didn't find it. I thought if the choir director had everyone put on their robes then he could see who had the robe that was the right length for me and could give it to me then.

What the Spirit shows me about this dream is that the choir is a heavenly choir, one that will sing in heaven, and I will be part of that choir when I get to heaven. I have already been assigned my robe for that choir. Number 32 shows that I am still being tested and tried (30) for obedience and becoming like Jesus, and still being separated out (2) unto Him. The robe color (maroon) may refer to love and emotions, and the stole color (gold) may refer to holy, purity, glory, and great value. The reason I don't find my robe in the dream is that the robe comes when I graduate into heaven and get to sing with the heavenly choir, so I can't find it yet. When I do go there the Director will give me a robe that is just the right size for me and fits me. It is getting closer to time for me to sing!

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117. WORDS THAT CAME LAST NIGHT BEFORE I WENT TO SLEEP

Don't be afraid of this transition time. It's a good transition. Your writing will not be as fast and furious as the last year has been. I will download things to you (like those treasures coming down into your head at Glory School) and you will write them down for Me. Then I will tell you what to do with them.

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118. I heard a teaching on TV this morning by Andrew Wommak. He was teaching how we are made righteous in our spirits when we accept Jesus and believe on Him to be our Savior. That righteousness is perfect, even though our soul (mind, will, and emotions) is not perfect, and our bodies are not perfect. He taught that we must not depend on our feelings to know if we are righteous, but look into the "mirror" of the Word of God which tells us we are righteous. This means that my daughters and I are all righteous (in our spirits which are alive in Christ), even though we may not display perfect righteousness in our souls and bodies.

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119. The Holy Spirit told me this morning that I would continue writing…that He has me set apart now for writing, and it is to continue, just not exactly the same as before. There are still blank pages to be filled, and I am still the pen of a ready writer. It might be other people's stories I will write.

I am currently reading about Don Piper's story (Ninety Minutes in Heaven) written by someone else for him. The thought comes to me about a friend of mine saying she might need a ghostwriter to write her stories. If that is what the Lord wants me to do, then I am willing, and I pray for that.

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120. You need this connection time with Me each morning. Keep doing it. I want to be closer to you than I am, but I won't violate your will. When you come for our connection time, then I am free to come closer to you. I like that. 

This (computer) writing is fun, isn't it? It's so much easier than the writing by hand you did for many years. You can record what I say so much faster, and therefore better. I will keep you with a computer all the rest of the days of your life so you can always be a writer for Me and with Me. 

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(Watch for Part 4 coming soon!)